Resistance♥

Friday, April 30, 2010

H A P P Y G I R L!

16&loving.

-: Sequence.

Manythanks♥ to

Joed, Chak kwan, Zhi xian kor, Yi teck, Gael, Hock Huang, Shi jie, Jin yi, Si ying, Ter ren, Xing xi and Soon keat for wishing me happy bday. And i kind of coerced sk to say ._. LOLS.

Manythanks♥to

Soonkeat for the rubber duck and card.

Chengchua for the pig and handphone strap.

Yujun, Lynn and Siying for the pocky, kitkats, collagen mask, silkygirl lipgloss, gatsby facial paper and nail art.

Shujuan for the choc and card.

Jinxia for the blue ear studs and card.

Jin yi and Li min for art of bellahouse cup and card.

Jie ying, Jia min and Miao si for the musical globe/musical box.

Chak kwan for the card and a glow in the dark theme art.

Joed for the card and some red color thing that idk how to describe lol.

Suizheng for "House rules" By J.P, lollipop and handphone pouch.

Peng Hian, Cyrus, Suizheng and Yongzheng kor for chip and dale.

Yongzheng kor for the winnie the pooh.

Zhixian kor for the winnie the pooh.

(Winnie the poohs!)

Yeesan, Xing xi and Yu ting for the mascara and eyeliner.

Manythanks♥ to

Japheth, Guifeng, Suizheng, Evan, Ce ying, Jia hao, Ho chung, Jia min ma'am, Brennan, Chin How, Laurel, Kenneth tan, Ying chong, Kin seng, Alex, Yeesan, Wenwei, Lin sen, Jian ri, Shi song, Cherubim, Hoi ki, Jin yi, Sui chyuen, Xin yi, Thiha, Amelia, Alister, Jocelyn, Ying ying, You bin, Li min, Alfian sir, Jing xuan, Amos, Syairah, Dion, Firdaus, Yih pin, Kai xuan, Chang sheng, Evelyn, Tao guang, Hamka, Huimin, Rosamund, Jee kinn, Kok yong, Hongyi sir, Zuraida, Hasif, Adeline, Sze wei, Jun jie sir, Ter ren, Jimmy, Jannatul, Xun bin, Jollyn, Cheryl, Boon yao, Li fang, Julius, Joed, Cin lee ma'am, apple, Ed wong, Yun sing, Celeste ma'am, si jie and Chuan hong kor for wishing me happy bday on facebook.

I'm such a 感恩 person. AHAH.

Peng hian, cyrus, suizheng and yongzheng kor celebrated my bday with me.

Bad to laugh when you guys lost money at arcade ;]

Waiting for ah kor to send me the neoprints.

That shall be another post i'd suppose?

Haha. And funny how zhixian kor came to huayi and my paper had alrdy started.

wasted lmfao. I was guilty like siao.

Had to go all the wayyyyyyyyy to sp to get my winnie the pooh. LOL

Okay, call it quits now.

Oh, zibei much there.

And knowing that ah kor go jia wawa when he's like sick.

Gan dong but don't that again bah~ so bu hao yi si de._.

I was discriminated by four 17 year old poly students on my birthday!
Tsk tsk. For being a secondary four nerd taking my O's -.-
And one 19 year old guy told me to grow up pleaseeeee.
Roar~ Got very childish meh >:(
16 year olds are matured too okay.
How kah hwee says i'm matured! Hahaha.

byeeeeeee!

* -Edited

♥our lips must always be sealed

6:48 PM

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Weekday Restrictions.

So let me first wish that my first two papers can do well!

And a good wednesday in advance lah! :]

Will blog about that next week.

我不知道要写什么, off to dinner!

TAG REPLIES

JINYI: omg i just saw zhaoyouting and gaoyixiang on tv! *screeeeams* SHUAI!

-: Haha. Whyyyyyy ethan isn't here! Anyway, they are cute too lah :]

Joed: Durian is good!

-: Strawberry is better!

cyrus: okay... hahas

-: I finally get what you're referring to. Gee!

sIyInG: hey! HOORAY! =D=D=D=D=D. Just a few more days to go. HAHAHA
-: Haha. Hmms, okay let's reveal your secret together!

Adzizul: Cool blog~! Justin Bieber rocks~! ^^ Mashimaro signing out hahah.
-: Idol! :] Yeah, that is if he doesnt break voice!

Joed: *unstalks*
Joed: *stalks*
-: Oh pleaseeeeeeeeee! Silly asshole :]

someone: =D

-: You are?

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:29 PM

I'm 15 years, 11 months and 27 days old!

(12: 02 now. So faaaaaaast ar!)
It shucks to be older by a year again.
But whatever! I'm gg to live life to the fullest.
More smiles pleaseeeeeeeeeee.
Can't wait to meet up with my funny old people! :P
Count down!

Yes, I'm gg to watch chicken little tomorrow!
I love chicken little! Idk why.
Maybe because chicken little is a hero! Heroes are good!

I'm happy today. Because I'd a good day.
And partly because i've finally seen your true colours.
What you told me was a complete joke in my face.
You've totally changed my impression of you.
Congratulations, you've succeeded.

♥our lips must always be sealed

12:02 AM

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Oh boy, i like justin bieber. He's awesome.

Realised many girls love him.

And guys hate him?

But i believe this won't last long since he's alrdy breaking voice.

Can't really hit the high notes now.

Which will definitely deal some impact to his career.

That's when the guys will start tuning in -.-

Gosh, and i've just gotten round liking him. Thaaaat fast?!

小鬼 IS STILL MY #1 ♥

"Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do"

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.

It's doubly hard. But believe me, i can do it. Don't worry.

TAG REPLIES

Joed: Wow your blog is as dead as mine!
-: Oh pleaseeeeee. Your last post dated back centuries!~

cyrus: ok happy hapy =D =D
cyrus: ps is la lor leh... u see ur reply for my tag
-: Fierce lah you. Haha, yeah happy! :D

sIyInG: lol! I wonder wad will happen 11 days later... Hmmmmm... tagged=D
-: Hmm 10 now! Maybe that day i'll unravel the mystery haha.

cyrus: wad la lor hor LOL
-: Eh? LOL!

Joed: what default payment... :@ some day i tag more than once lo LOL
-: I DON'T CARE :P

GOODBYE!

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:05 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2010

HAPPY!:D

SAD! :'(

PLEASED! :)
After finishing my homework.
I decided to spend a lil' time camwhoring!

I'm your friend now.

不是匿名的

I'll work hard to be a friend of yours.

做朋友吧，还是做朋友比较好

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:09 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2010

>.>

Boxim ah kor forced me to pick up his call at 2.17am this morning LOLzxc.

Super bad rightttttttttttttt

Anw, wednesdays are great.

Like the coming one will be sports day. Aw, cool (:

I'm starting to look forward to mine.

Don't think there will be any supp?!

Ah who cares. Rofl.

A great week spent where i devoted time mulling over many things.

TAG REPLIES

Miao Si: Hello! Tag!
-: Hello!

Li Min: you have helped me blogged what I want to express already. haha. love your post ((:
-: Hahah, thanks ar for liking it (: Heartfelt thoughts.

Joed: not cool ah? :(
-: Default payment for my tags lah.

cyrus: wah... all ur comments for me is Geezxc arh
-: la lor leh. Haha! Don't have (:

JINYI: BUT LIKE. ZZZZZZ. i want to sneak in. wth. MONGA!
-: Lol, chill!

zx: bah, dun care liao. =(

-: Matured guy. Hahah

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:44 PM

Friday, April 09, 2010

Don't read if you have something against long posts (:

Or if you have no idea what i'm talking about..

Today is a happy yet sad day.

So i want to publish this post by todaaaaaay.
How long have i not felt this way? Veeeeeery.
Passing out parade was a success and i will like to thank the organiser.
Thanks for letting me leave HYRC and this big Ug family with such beautiful memories.
I'm glad to have this parade and i had thoroughly enjoyed it.
Thank you.
Apparently, i can't really make myself say all these out-.-

It was the last time wearing my red cross uniform.
I actually hope that i can put it on for oh please, just one last time.
Thank god for my eight other red cross peers, my lovely juniors

and all the Ug friends I've come to associate with in these 4 years.
Thanks for making my journey full of joy and fun.
Yes, it definitely comes to a point when i feel like crying..

I never used to understand why Ug seniors are always sad to leave.
I used to think that it's the best form of destress and finally..freedom!
But if that's my heartfelt thoughts, there won't be this post isn't it.
I was hoping against hope that p.o.p will not begin.
Because if there isn't a beginning from the start, i'll not be trepidated for the end.
But like the old adage goes: " All good things have to end"..
If there isn't an ending, nobody will learn to appreciate what they've been given.

Throughout these 4 years of HYRC journey, i'll be lying to say that there is complete peace and harmony.
No. We have our fair share of squabbles, arguments and in my distant memory,
there came a time when communication came to a total breakdown.
But the intense animosity cease to exist any longer.
This double gold legacy is attained not by an individual,
but by every single individual.
It is the efforts of everyone.

Red Cross was a small unit back in 2007.
We had little achievements and maybe we weren't even regarded upon highly.
But we'd never given up. Because it's that burning passion that kept us going thus far.
I do not wish for my juniors to be complacent for the unit's achievements today,
because nothing lasts forever. Only through hard work can we see the results.
There are tons and tons of nitty-gritty details and alot more.
NDP for one, has shaped and moulded me as an individual.
The strenuous long hours under the sun,
the "you didn't do this well enough" remarks after all the sweat
made me want to give up not once nor twice.
But the bond and teamwork coupled with trust had seen us through.

At every camp and red cross event,
i'm glad to know so many different sirs and ma'ams.
Some in particular give me a warm and friendly feeling.
Thank god for allowing me to meet with these fantastic people.
I'll always remember what i've learnt from them.

Ask me why I'd chosen to join red cross
And I'll tell you i really don't have an idea.
I'm a tinnnnny girl with poor stamina and even poorer health.
Let me run a few miles as punishment and i'll be drop dead tired the next instant.
But if you tell me joining red cross is a foul choice,
i'll tell you i didnt regret. And i'll rebuke and retort before debating with you.
I'll knock some smart sense into you (:
Without all these people, i'll never have been so happy.

It is here where i feel most natural.
I don't care heck if my hair is messy, if i'm laughing aloud, if i'm yelling like an uneducated person.
I don't bother. Because the people around me are as crazily indulgent.
And we laugh together, yell together and have messy hair together. (:
From a blur and silly secondary one cadet who doesn't know what in the heavens i am supposed to do,
to gaining knowledge in secondary two,
before imparting this knowledge to my mentee in secondary three,
and finally stepping down now.

I have to say i'm proud that i used to create a lil havoc.
My stubbornness and self-assertiveness overwhelmed my logical thinking.
And i came to heated arguments with _ for insisting that i was right.
Even now, i think i'm right. rofl.
Of course, with maturation comes the departure for the air of haughtiness.
I must say this for the umpteenth time:
DON'T ever place me in the dark. Especially not alone -.-
That is veeeery, veeeeery wrong :(
And with that incident came the animosity and deep undesirability for a long time.
Gradually, i learnt to see past those things.
I've put down my heavy bag: my anger, my frustrations. My inability to forgive.
Those childish things that i used to do. I no longer want to remember.

Passing out parade 2010.
I have to step down today to focus on the big O's.
Big fat stupid ugly idiot. I hate O.
I have strong faith in my juniors.
After we stepped down, i believe they can sustain the unit.
I see in them the burning passion, the enthusiasm and the willingness to learn.
I see in them the us from the past who constantly asked for improvements..
After today, i have so lil time left before the killer schedule starts rolling in.
But never ever give up! Possess the right confidence and work hard!

YES I LOVE MY JUNIORS :D

This is the best decision i'd made in my life: Being a part of this Ug family.
I'm appreciative, touched and deeply glad.
All good things have to end. I'll miss the unit.
All the veeeeery best juniors!

Labels: Passing out parade 2010

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:42 PM

Sunday, April 04, 2010

:'(

Roar at him. Big bully! Hmmph.

Like i won't, like i won't, like i won't ..

SEE I WILL HOR. Hahah, siao girl.

Made a decision to stay angry with him for 5 full minutes. Blehzxc :[

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will. -Quotes

TAG REPLIES

cyrus: no commments
-: Huh? :o

zx: mei ar, u dun try how u noe leh? just be glad that u had that memory. be happy that u at least get to enjoy the good times.
-: Hmms? those things become quite sad now ar.

Yeesan: wanna to watch the latest movie by ethan and mark chao?
-: Of course i want lah. But i'm not yet 16. Less said you (:

zx: -.-" which one am i
-: For me to know, for you to guess. Lmao

cyrus: aiyo... u lovesick
-: Ohhhhhhh i seeeeeeeeeeeeee. Geezxc

Joed: Hi, and yea it is! Acting cool was never so easy!
-: Of course. You never seem to make it right (:

JINYI: wth. but when it's yr birthday. the movie will not be in cinemas alr. HAHAHAHA.
-: Prays hard~ If have, then pity you can't see :P

cyrus: omg chekjun! i wanna worship you now T~T... gimmi a hug =D
-: Hahah, so touched ar you. Geezxc

Joed: hi, *acts cool*
-: Not cool lor :P

JINYI: damnit lol. it's NC16. STUPID SIA! zhaoyouting~~~~
JINYI: OMG!!!!! jaychou's song!
-: Both ethan and zhaoyouting are cute!

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:40 PM

Saturday, April 03, 2010

He looks like a hongkong artiste huh(:

side view 很帅！

Lollipop! :D

Cute.

Dimples Gui!

Gui Trademark :D 我要学~

~~DKY~~ IKY Seeing Aaron always reminds me of a boy. Sniffles

Ending off..

Who coined the phrase: If I'd known earlier?

If I'd known that the apples were unripe,

I would not have retrieved them.

If I'd known about her trepidation,

I would not have left her in the dark.

If I'd known that he will leave,

I would not have asked of him to stay.

But many a time,

this is a phrase commonly exploited

to forgive one wrong after the other.

Simply said, they are indisputably excuses.

If you'd known that you'll be in the know,

will you not indulge in the same sins again?

If she'd known that he'll not stay,

will she not fall for him a second time?

Nobody is perfect and that is probably why we are so unabashed.

Unabashed to tread on these erroneous fault lines again and again.

In the end, the pathetic love story has the liberty

to take place all over again

till the day we finally break out of this trance.

He'll never know what she's thinking.

If he'd known that he should have known,

will he regret not knowing? No.

Because nobody ever knows what is worth fighting for.

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:10 PM

Friday, April 02, 2010

Two familiar heartbeats sharing the chorus of a poignant love story.
With the humour and chemistry of passerbys on different notes.
Instead of speaking with each other, they speak at each other.
Even the birds and the bees jeer in morbid fascination.
It was an accident that he entered her life.

Time came to a halt the day he left.

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:06 PM