
LOVE TO BITS.
There are four different genres of people right now that seem to dictate my emotions.
One such person makes me feel so, so sad just having him around.
He reminds me of the past I'd wish I never had, the things I'd wish he never say.
He cuts away one deep portion in me, leaving behind the shard of guilt.
Without warning, he entered my life. So suddenly, he left without a word of caution too.
Someone I wish I can forget that quickly too.
Then, there's the other.
He brightens up my day, makes my insides jut,
and resurrects all the dormant butterflies in me.
He makes me flush and think of all sorts of silly things.
For once, I'm starting to question my taste all together.
There will also be the perpetrator who is way outstanding than i am.
I can't figure out his wits and i end up feeling sore and sorry.
Looking like a wind-up weasel who catches no balls of his knowledge.
And then, my beeeeestest male friend in school.
I don't find the need to talk much with him, BECAUSE most of the time..
I'll be using my psychic powers to guess what's going through his mind.
HAHAH.
Then how can i forget?
The 4 important y chromosomes in my life.
My ah kors, cyrus and dabei!
Whenever I feel sooooo unhappy just having to suffice the evil judgement,
they will make me feel like I've just grown out of toddlerhood;
i learn to smile again.
Without them, I might've killed and rehanged myself 200000times.
I'm so, so glad that these people are coming round school in like one month time?
Please don't ask me what is going to happen.
But hey, God did busy himself that day!
Last but not least,
the silhouettes from my past.
Thanks for moulding and shaping the me now.
Though we no longer talk,though you guys may think i may have moved on and forgot everything.
No, you're wrong. I haven't.
Those were beautiful snapshots of my life. Those bits and pieces.
I have not forgotten. I'd only chosen to let go (;
No, I'm not dying the next second.
( Though i silently wish any memory i've can be erased..)
But i'm just so afraid all these things..
I'll forget to mention.
So here it is. Post done (:
TAG REPLIES
Joed: hi, *acts cool*
-: It's so easy acting cool these days huh :P
JINYI: damnit lol. it's NC16. STUPID SIA! zhaoyouting~~~~
JINYI: OMG!!!!! jaychou's song!
-: Yeah, I like this song. AND YES, NC16. Sad, I can see it real soon.
Maybe I'll feed you in on the details of the movie. Hahah (;
♥our lips must always be sealed
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