LOVE TO BITS.
There are four different genres of people right now that seem to dictate my emotions.
One such person makes me feel so, so sad just having him around.
He reminds me of the past I'd wish I never had, the things I'd wish he never say.
He cuts away one deep portion in me, leaving behind the shard of guilt.
Without warning, he entered my life. So suddenly, he left without a word of caution too.
Someone I wish I can forget that quickly too.
Then, there's the other.
He brightens up my day, makes my insides jut,
and resurrects all the dormant butterflies in me.
He makes me flush and think of all sorts of silly things.
For once, I'm starting to question my taste all together.
There will also be the perpetrator who is way outstanding than i am.
I can't figure out his wits and i end up feeling sore and sorry.
Looking like a wind-up weasel who catches no balls of his knowledge.
And then, my beeeeestest male friend in school.
I don't find the need to talk much with him, BECAUSE most of the time..
I'll be using my psychic powers to guess what's going through his mind.
HAHAH.
Then how can i forget?
The 4 important y chromosomes in my life.
My ah kors, cyrus and dabei!
Whenever I feel sooooo unhappy just having to suffice the evil judgement,
they will make me feel like I've just grown out of toddlerhood;
i learn to smile again.
Without them, I might've killed and rehanged myself 200000times.
I'm so, so glad that these people are coming round school in like one month time?
Please don't ask me what is going to happen.
But hey, God did busy himself that day!
Last but not least,
the silhouettes from my past.
Thanks for moulding and shaping the me now.
Though we no longer talk,though you guys may think i may have moved on and forgot everything.
No, you're wrong. I haven't.
Those were beautiful snapshots of my life. Those bits and pieces.
I have not forgotten. I'd only chosen to let go (;
No, I'm not dying the next second.
( Though i silently wish any memory i've can be erased..)
But i'm just so afraid all these things..
I'll forget to mention.
So here it is. Post done (:
TAG REPLIES
Joed: hi, *acts cool*
-: It's so easy acting cool these days huh :P
JINYI: damnit lol. it's NC16. STUPID SIA! zhaoyouting~~~~
JINYI: OMG!!!!! jaychou's song!
-: Yeah, I like this song. AND YES, NC16. Sad, I can see it real soon.
Maybe I'll feed you in on the details of the movie. Hahah (;
♥our lips must always be sealed
11:54 PM
The same old stupid cycle.
Seeing you and feeling cold.
Your heart has been deserted in a faraway land.
Strange but true because nobody is making anything come back.
We. No longer.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AH KOR!:D
Kay, Wong Yong Zheng happy birthday ah (; RUDE! :D
Actually wanted to go out to celebrate after math tutoring and sports heats!
Dumb, cyrus and ah kor are at the ngee ann poly freshman camp.
Ah whatever, I don't know what it's called.
But I know he'll have a nice birthday day HAHAH.
I'll make sure he reads after coming back! :DDD
I had such a tumultuous week.
Fell really sick since last saturday. Or was it friday? Can't recall.
EPIC HIGH FEVER. Owned big time :(
It sucks when your taste buds can sense no sweetness, no nothing.
Even a sugar cube tasted bland to me.
ByeBye sickness. Oh please, and that stupid nagging cough.
POP Rehearsal today.
Kay I like:D
I think it's a successful and perfect pop so far.
Realised that no matter how good you can be,
how much efforts others have put in,
there are bound to be dissatisfaction and snide remarks given.
For those people ( mostly juniors ), who have so many comments..
I can only say that majority have not been to an actual parade before?
OH PLEASE:(
Bused home.
Pathetic, almost sprained my ankle when i lost balance.
Anws. Simply love my renovated room!
Fantastic atmosphere for mugging :D
OHOHOH. And I love the warm up during p.e today.
Making little circles with your hands stretched out. Ah, so cute!
Kay tired. More updates next time!
Yeah, let's go and make friends with strawberry milk and cookies now!
Yummyyyyyyy.
TAG REPLIES
Joed: hi! have a nice day. bye!
-: LOL. Okay, thankyou huh (:
Yingjie: Omg i went to the e! awards too!! but left before their perf. because I got smth on!!:( Omg they damn hot!! I am a huge fan of them!!<3>
-: Hahah, you did? Gee that's great. Ya shinee fans you (:
Joed: oh hi there!
-: HEE. HI BYE:D
JINYI: LOL. hahaha. mei you nei han arh! HAHA. i nothing to tag abt. haha.
JINYI: LOL LOL! dont san ba la! HAHA. and omg. i want that affair. love zhao youting! LOL.
-: Okay, you know about zhao youting and ruanjingtian movie? Think we underage can't see :( I quite like the show!
Hong: SISTER!, TAGGGGGGGGGGG (:
-: HELLO AH KOR. THANKYOU:D
yeesan: next thu, go out with SOME people, very terrible isst? smelly Chek JUN
-: Went out (: And came back sick LOL.
zx: happy or not happy is a choice. if u wanna be happy then u can just ignore wat the *****es says. they are just jealous.
-: Jealous or not, I don't care alrdy :D THANKYOU AH KOR SO.SUPER MUCH.
Joed: 阿杜 and eason chan so cool LOL. > then shinee anytime man! :@
Joed: 阿杜！阿杜！LOL
-: Siao ah you BIGFANS (; HEY SO SAD, NEVER COME SEE :(
cyrus: i can see why you took so long long long long to post... thats alot of photos for blogger to put sia... XD
-: YA. SO MANY RIGHT :D
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:23 PM
Kbox staff took it. How nice! Ignore my cui-ness-.-
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Yeesan and Xavier!
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Before.
After. EPIC! :D
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Trained to marina square to find Yeesan and Xavier.
Pizzahut for lunch.
Kboxed! PDA AH PDA. ROFL:D
Okay, they'll know what i'm INFERRING RIGHT.
Since I can't gossip much here eh, hahah!
I sang 其实很爱你by Angela Chang. Damn sad the lyrics..
Suntec City for neoprints.
The lighting for the decorating booth was bad! Lousy.
Played bball at arcade.
One uncle left behind a token, nopezxc i didn't use.
I've a one minute memory-.- I forgot his looks the next moment.
Placed it back at the original place. I know somebody else will take it away!:(
So super sorry mister uncle! :0
Window shopping with Yeesan while Xavier went for his haircut.
Omgzxc, epic funny guy.
Came out with an army hairstyle. Win alrdy :P
Hahah, yup I'm gonna get my present from him :D
Supp classes tomorrow.
Please godzxc. I can't be late anymore.
Late for one hour on monday!:(
4E5 steamboat after that!
Tuesday went back for hyrc camp.
Seniors bought pizza and stuffs for juniors!:D
Hahah, I've like weeks to passing out?
我已经开始舍不得了!
Especially so when my juniors said they enjoy having me around..
And they miss me! :(
AH. TAI NAN GUO LE BAH.
I miss those days when the eight of us sat together during recess,
laughing and joking like madzxc.
反复地想着如果能让我丧失记忆的话，我真的好想好想把你忘掉
I want to be happy. So smile!:D
♥our lips must always be sealed
11:36 PM
Ben & Jerry's Ice-Cream
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Titanic!
梁文音!
小鬼!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
阿杜！
6 awards! He could hardly carry them.
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