Resistance♥

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Black and white, sketch and colour sketch

My pathetic thermometer.

It cannot go to school tomorrow :(

HELLOHELLOS.

Woke up this ~~morning~~ afternoon by Cyrus's sms and Linsen's call:(

Wanted to sleep until v.v.v late, hahah but might as well right!

So thankyou huhs! LOL alarm clocks:D

Something funny happened last night.

Sister was playing with my handphone when she saw kor's msg.

And she was like: Huh, why call him kor? Like some korean soap operas and you've to call 哥(:

LOL I was laughing like siao!

But not my fault, it's generation gap at work:P

Recently, I'd been visiting stomp.
I really hope that those psychotic, pervertic and heartless animal abusers will be prosecuted by law.
Why do they want to torture animals huh!
Are their hearts made of 1000pounds of stone?:(
Those cute lil kittens and cats. 太过份了!
And let's pray to god that such acts of inhumanity will cease to exist!

CNY clothingggggggggg!
My satin butterfly dresses FTW!
No more disney ones mummy, no more disney ones aunt :O
Even my favourite tweety bird won't work!
Hahah, shall entrust this task to Sister and blogshops..
Since I'm already so busy!
At least her fashion sense triumph over that two ladies. HAHAH

Have I ever mentioned that I actually have to run farrrrrrrr away when my aunt comes for a visit?

Aunt: I bought this *GULP* snow white dress for you. I'm sure you'll like it right! (WIDE SMILES)
Me: Yes of course, aunt! It's really beautiful!
Aunt: Oh come on! Go try it on! I can't wait to see you in this dress! (Enthusiastic)
Me: ... Oh, I'll try it on soon aunt! I shall go help my mom out first!*SIAN TTM*

And it's still hanging in my closet to this day. Tons of them:(
I went out with my aunt some time back decked in tights and cardigan, and she almost fainted. LOL TTM!
Luckily my mummy is more open-minded :D

OK, ENOUGH OF LOL AT ME MOMENTS!:D

PS: There's no such thing as a boy you can't live without.

Then how did you live before you even met this boy

TAG REPLIES

JINYI: HAHA. im also struggling with amaths wth wth -.- but i dun want to get a F9 for that!
♥:Hahah. Dear ah, my maths standard and yours have a huge difference alright. LOL LOL:D

cyrus: lol i wun so easily fall sick de lah..
♥:You are still ordered to take care of yourself ah. If not how to propel!:P

yiteck: tagged... I will be looking forward to your proper update tomorrow haha
♥:Hahah, hope my post won't disappoint you!:D

B.R.B in 120 hours time eh! SMILES!

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:15 PM

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Done by YiTeck!

It's quite chio animated. Hahah(:

A day spent at blogshopping.

Proper update tomorrow people!(:

causeeee I want to see more dresses and 海派甜心!

TAG REPLIES

cyrus: lol... wun bash you up lah... i wun bash a cute person like you lol
♥:Hahah. Take care of yourself ah. Don'tttttt fall sick cause of work:(

yi teck: stayin in ur dull world inst always a bad thing... without it, it can never contrast the colours around. u r special! dun give up alrights, brace urself ^^ u can do it!!!

♥:Ah Thankyou. So I should be more emo for the sake of our world huhs. Hahah, kidding!

Joed: Idiom 10.%9in the groove, Slang. a.%9in perfect functioning order.? LOL
What talking you LOL ROFL. Language of asshole-ness(:

yong zheng: ah jun ar! must score well in A maths wor
♥:What lurhhhhhhhhhh. LOL. I TRY I TRY!:P

JINYI: and cyrus yr phone will become roti prata when you wake up HAHA.

♥:Hahah. Dear. you lame huhs. ROFL!

cyrus: i'm 24/7 beside my phone even in sleep

♥:04 00 call you ask amaths. Hahah!

Joed: how can you not know your english teacher name LOL
♥:One good thing is that I know her name now alright. Hahah!

yi teck: Tagged @.@
yi teck: Looking good ^^ and yes sadly, tomoro is monday. but u r right, start the wk smiling lalala

♥:Hahah. Then I should end it smiling too! SMILES FTW :D

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:37 AM

Friday, January 29, 2010

I'm in a colourful city only to find myself

hidden inside my little dull world

IT'S ONLY JANUARY and I'm already on the verge of collapsing.

Hahah.

WHY are sec 4 teachers so Obsessed with tests, tests and more tests huh?:(

ANYWAYS! Let's put that aside first eh.

I AM HAPPY THAT KORKOR 们, MR. CYRUS AND BLOODY SENIOR GOT INTO THEIR IDEAL FACULTIES AND SCHOOLS! *Skips*

So many people gg to np eh!

Especially MR.CYRUS. He's such an exemplary role model for me!

Giving up triple sciences for DNT and finally realising his dream in aerospace!

Somemore, his cca was YFC:P

WAS LEH. Old already okay! HAHAH!

I think he's gonna bash me up. ROFL

Autobiography eh.

OK as requested, GOODMEIMEI shall Praise my Yongzheng kor:P
HAHAH!
Although he said so much crap. *Cross my fingers, the devil in me said that* LOL TTM
BUT! the special thing about my cannot 自拍 kor is that he can actually make me smile!
I DON'T KNOW HOW. HAHAH(:
So whenever I'm upset. I'll find korkor. Eh hahah!
I'm so worried that he'll be touched to tears:O
The other nonsense I'm not going to write huh. LOLS!

Please report for your 自拍lesson no.1 with US 1million dollars.
Location: Haven't thought of it.
Content: The etiquette of 自拍ness

Dress Code: Business suit with sandals

Rules: Bring along your hellokitty water bottle and your ben10 schoolbag.

No stickers are allowed in the premises.

A pen and a notebook will be helpful!

LOL TTM! (((((((((:

I'm not gg to give up on amaths because my role model (Is Cyrus ah LOL) says so HAHAH:D

But mainly it's because I've heard enough of f9 to a1 miracles!
I WANT TO TRY OKAY.

I can do it, at least a B3. PRAY HARD x 10000!

Even if I get a big fat f9, I'll accept it. Okay,touch wood:x

I WILL NOT DROP A MATHS PEOPLE!

Even if mrs Seow forces my hand on the signature form. LOL!

Hope that doesn't happen.

I want to learn more AHFAR from her. LOL LOL!

And maybe share an UMBEARA with her someday. HAHAH

I'm really enjoying math lessons ttm.

I'm laughing like siao. ROFL

AND JOED IS SUCH AN ASSHOLE WITH MANY GROOVES IN HIS BRAIN:D
Randomness ttm. HAHAH!

Mass communications!

ONE MORE YEAR and I shall burn and tear my math books. YEAH:D

我要去看戏了啦，拜拜(:

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:33 PM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was.

Beside me, an utter stranger. We don't start at the same chapter and yet I have to lose you midway.

I have school tomorrow!(: Let's start the week smiling okay.

TAG REPLIES

XAVIER: HELLO!!! long time no see
♥:HEY THERE. That's so abrupt, haha. Yeah agree (:

Joed: cannot blame me.. i too smart: O
♥:Ahhhhh, really huhs. I can't absorb anything you say suddenly:P

JINYI: OMG im tagging you. hahaha! i know you love the smell of the liver. LOL.
♥:Ohno, of course not dear. Maybe we can ask 粉嫩 if he does. HAHA.

Joed: must be mdm teo bring you all to com lab one. LOL

♥:How you know lurh O.o Even I don't know her name leh, Haha.

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:01 PM

Saturday, January 23, 2010

我以为演唱:品冠

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容就能解脱

我以为我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专情陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究你会慢慢明白
他的心已不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专情陪在你左右你不怕一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强却一天天的失望
少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望

230110

I thought if we give each other a chance,

we might work things out.

I hope that even if you deny yourself of a chance,

you should give me mine.

Because that love was so true, so earnest.

Yet you chose to ruin it.

You chose to not hurt me,

when I give you all the liberty to do so.

You chose to do it your way.

In the end, you make me seem like I'm begging for a lil love of yours.

Yes, so pathetic. Hahs

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:12 PM

Friday, January 22, 2010

下一站幸福!

Fridayyyyyyyyy concludes yet another tiring school week.
Bio spa on wed, sec1 house practice on thurs and rc trg today.
Spa practice was fun except that the experiment had to be a solo one!
Sotong me was so, so afraid that I would screw up.
And the smell of the fresh liver was totally upsetting.

Sl duty was fun too(:
Of course there were minus points that made me feel that I shouldn't work so hard since nobody is going to say:"Hey you did such a good job" ain't it.
Like always, there'll be someone else credited.

But I'm really happy that I told him.
Because it's true that one word from him matters more than a thousand words from anyone else.
The world is never fair so let's not demand more from it.
Plus points, plus points!
Played with the sec ones for their captainball finals and we won 5-2 :D
Haha, although I know I shouldn't run about the court like a siao girl cause I'm not exactly in the pink of health but it's super fulfilling alright!

Made some new friends too(:
TOP ON MY LIST: 粉嫩!
LOL. which made Jinyi and I laughed like siao.
So the whole story goes like this:
We were queuing up at the stall and I saw this cute lil boy.
He was looking at us with a funny look, Haha.
So we talked with him and we heard 粉嫩 as his name. LOL ROFL!
That actually means soft and tender in english. Haha!

And the two fortius sec 3 peeps who said I kept letting them do menial labour. LOL
Gael is also officially XingXi and my 'Head'. Haha!
There were two funny incidents.
Like when we made kind ck announce results and he gave a longgggggg speech.
And when I kept carrying back the heavy thingy liu jie took great efforts to move. LOL
I'm so,so sociable right! SMILES!

But there are exceptions of course.Some people simply turn me off:(

Red Cross trg was tiring today, don't know why.
Normally I'll have that adrenaline rush to keep me going.
老了啦,老了啦!
Anyways I'm so not looking forward to next week.
Four tests in total.
And just thinking about the revision and homework I've to do over the weekend saddens me ttm:(

Off to watch 下一站幸福 ep 16 and 海派甜心 ep 11!

Because I'll only listen to you.

That's why you've to do it for my own good.

TAG REPLIES

Joed: return u tag !
♥: Haha, nice me tag you at comp lab eh (:

yongzheng: u look diff in yur recent photo o.o
♥: Oh really. Good or bad?(:

JIN XIA ;D: Hi chek jun ur sis look like felicia chen jin xuan :O
♥: Really? Haha, then I shall go and observe lurh. Haha!

Joed: toy story is a show la LOL. not a story i.i
♥: Haha, take it that I've no childhood then. LOL ROFL.

cyrus: not scared at all heh heh
cyrus: la scared wad LOL
♥:Kay lor, Haha. Then do stick by your phone 24/7 alright!(:

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:24 PM

Sunday, January 17, 2010

SUNDAY IS A CHEMISTRY DAY

Chemistry TenYearSeries, Chemistry TestYourSelf, Chemistry Worksheet

Aww, I've been staring at lots of metals!

Somehow or another, I seem to miss out on my CCA Day post right.

So apparently after the whole thing ended, YS, Cyrus, Shawn (Sec One), myself and a couple others were playing at the studenthub.

No names intended but there were 2guys there who used to be a major turn off to me.

One merely bickered with me at the UG Camp Trail and chided that I'm such a noisy girl.

(And I purposely spoke very loudly to get back at him. LOL TTM!)

And the other was basically Annoying in every aspect.

OK, PAST TENSE!

I can't believe that first impressions last that long.

Because to me, they were the worst guys I've met.

Yet they rendered help to me (V.F and G.H) and were so very polite.

That truly made me realise something.

Have I been too opinionated to some people?

Maybe those that I've always fixated my lasting bad impression on aren't that irritating.

Maybe they're nice people too.

So now I guess I've changed my views on them. Positive, positive!

(BUT if they annoy me again. HAHAHS.)

Shawn is one cute lil boy playing V.F with me.

I thoroughly enjoyed that short and illogical conversation with him.

I was lamenting him for being such a lousy person to block and silently attack on my character.

And when I learnt how to slamdunk him, I actually taught him and he K.O me:(

Then he told me that I could retreat all the way back into the water and not get drowned. I did. And I drowned. Haha.

I've always wondered why I can't be happy with some people.

Because their mask of solemnity, maturity and utter facade are wearing them off.

I doubt they would ever spend time pillow fighting with me.

That reminds me of Shawn!

You can actually make someone happy.

If you start being yourself.

One more week of busyness ahead!:O

Retain my humility. Deserting my arrogance..

The only way back to how you used to be.

TAG REPLIES

JINYI: but you still need to set goals for them! ltr they feel sad. LOL. and work hard! HAHAHA. i'm going to chiong when i get my motivation ^^
♥: Hahahs, your motivation is me if I'm not wrong. LOL JIAYOU!

Joed: woody is from toy story de wor.. he is cowboy
♥: Oh really! You have 2hours to tell me the story tomorrow I think(:

Labels: Words you can't hear. Speech you can never tell.

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:46 PM

Saturday, January 16, 2010

It's Saturday and here I am again!

Philosophies are always mystifying to me.

But before I type any further..

JUST WANNA SAY I can perform v. well only with 0.28 pens:O

LOL TTM!

To heck to great wise old men who said that the quality of stationeries affecting work/ school performance is only a lame excuse:(

For e.g. I can never write with G2 Pilot Pens to save my life.

So I'm really gonna stock up on 0.28 pens. OK, I AM RANDOM:D

Anws, continuing..

WHY do humans chase after objects/people that they can never possess?

And why neglect the people that are really nice to you.

I don't get it. Because sadly, I'm part of this connundrum.

But somehow or another, it's considered a challenge.

The lion will feel more fulfilling after having had to chase the deer across yards and finally finishing the deer up than to devour a perfectly still one in its quandary.

Of course, with common sense, we pursue something not to gobble that fellow up but to get something we desire, someone that matters.

What will you do if God give you another chance.

I guess I'll take it and try again.

TAG REPLIES

cyrus: need emaths help tell propellor arh hahas
♥:AHAS.. then I guess you don't have to wait long to render help. I'm so lousyyyyy :(

JINYI: and. whats happy 10th jan LOL.
JINYI: and A1 for eng. *faint. LOL.
JINYI: LOL. where is yr goal for chem and amaths!!!!!!
♥:AHAS. L1R4 maaaaaaa. Chem b3 amaths A2 LOL LOL. No kidding, but almost impossible in my case:O

Yi teck: Tagged! im sure its possible for your lucky '7' pts to come true ^^ JYJY
♥:Haha, thanks so much. I hope you'll get your desired score too eh!(:

Joed: ? what wood!
♥:WOODY WOOD's something like the woodpecker you know :P ROFL

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:56 PM

Friday, January 15, 2010

It's the second week of school.

SAY HI to!

assignment after assignment after assignment...
Tests and mock exams
Spa practices
School activities and sorts.

Trust me I really wish to sprawl on my bed and sleeppppppppp!
But I've to steer my sight away from my 'Oh, so desirable' bed and Do Homework:(
Lots more revision to catch up!
Why didn't I ever emphatise with my previous batch's agony while I'm happily falling asleep in class._.
But I shall not make this post a strictly lamentable one. For two fantastic reasons.

Because compared to him, I really have so much more personal time. So worried that he'll fall sick:(
MY O LEVELS GOAL! 7pointers for L1R4.

- A1 for English! (More conscious effort to be put in)
-A1 for Chinese (:D)
-A1 for Combined Humanities (No more a2s!)
-A1 for Biology (This really matters to me. An A1 in PB!)
-B3 for E-Maths (Can one, can one :O)

Under such uh.. positive stress, I'll be more focussed and hardworking? LOLS.

TAG REPLIES

Yi teck: hohoho its weekend... u noe wad that means right? i should be seeing ur update soon ^^ nice cake u made there..
♥:YEAH I KNOW I KNOW. Ahas, for someone with nil artistic talent..I'm good right. ROFL!

SUICHYUEN:): wow, yr sis is pretty!:D
♥:LOL yeah, haha!:D

cyrus: dun hate ur maomao kor arh...
♥:Ahas, I'm not angry with him ah. Brotherhood so impt! LOL LOL.

Joed: hihihi~
♥:HELLO WOODY WOOD:D

I started staring at my phone, waiting for your message.
My heart; it skipped a beat.

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:42 PM

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Ok..Let's take back my word.
I LIKE TO BLOG SO MUCH!:(
BUT I'm still restricted to my comp on weekdays. Aww
I shall post on fridays and da weekends alright ;D
Not letting me write is equivalent to death sentence. URGH

ANWS..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM AND SIS!:D

Stay chio ok!♥

Nice right, nice right!
Woke up soooo early to get them this beautiful cake, LOL!
Because Sis has her own partytime at night.
Therefore we had to celebrate it during the day:( AHAS.

Sister!:D
She's nice as long as she doesn't ask me to run errands for her!(:

We Don't look alike, right? I KNOW LOL!

Mommyyyyyyyyy!

I AM A MOMMY'S GIRL. LOL!
She doesn't have a sense of humour cause she thinks I'm siao for laughing so much:D
Just realised that we hardly take pictures..
So I've only this picture on my desktop.
My cute mushroom headed mom!

I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUU XIAOGUI!

有一种爱叫做放弃

I don't like you because of this and that.
I like you because you are you.
I was someone you'd never be proud of.
Yet someone you work so hard to defend.
I really want to be a girl that you'll fall for.

你不是不关心我,而是关心不了我
我不是不关心你，而是不懂该怎么去关心你
所以选择做一个匿名的朋友 (:

O LEVEL RESULTS TMR!!

Hope those ~~dumb~~smart asses can do well :D

TAG REPLIES

Yi teck: dun give up on ur blog manzx! i dun wan to see webs and dust the next time i vist ur blog hor hahas JYJY ^^
♥: Can only update thrice a week but whatever lurh. Maybe I won't even have time to blog eventually?(:

cyrus: dun sad ba... i'll fly by with a lollipop or 2 once in a while...
♥: LOL. I LOVE LOLLIPOPS! Good luck for results!:D

Joed: !
♥: !

Joed: yo!
♥: HELLOS!:D

yongzheng: i gotta feeling~ nice song! angry nvm! pour it out den i help u blow it away
♥: Yeah lurh, my perfect antidote uh you. Good luck for your results kor!:D

Japheth: sup changed blog skin again? lol tag
♥: Is you nv visit my blog bah, haha(: Long time no talk!

Joed: LOL OH MY. YOUR BACKGROUND IS BACK
♥: TEEHEES. I've a comp expert as friend, that's of course!:D

kahhwee: OMG... i dint know chek jun's such a bum.. you wake up at 4PM!!!!!??? haha. Tag!
♥: This is like such a "long time ago" tag. Haha, I wake up at 6am now!:D

JINYI: but it's still a word right huh. happy new year
♥: HAPPY 10th January Dear!:D

yi teck: woah!! its so cool that both ue sis and mum share the same bdae lor! so rare ^^ well its the new year, hope u dun be late so often ah... or i will be seeing u in DC hahas
♥: Ahas. Sad that you can't get to see me in that irritating place:D YEAH, faster go wish them happy birthday, haha!

♥our lips must always be sealed

4:14 AM

Monday, January 04, 2010

First day of school.
Went to this social etiquette workshop.
Humourous and witty. Made me laugh out loud.
Homed.
Learnt that 5n1 4e5 4e4 and 4e3 in a row.

我今天很不开心!:((((((((((
It doesn't mean that I don't express my unhappiness means I'm alright.
But more often than not, I like to see others being happy.
So I keep my mouth shut and try to smile.
But I'm a human too. I can't light a smile on my face every minute.

GROW UP.
Sec 4 already, be independent!
Don't forget you are the senior of the seniors of the seniors!

One happy thing is that i receive compliments today.
MiaoSi says I look nicer after the hols. LOL
And YuTing says I've grown taller!
Although these sound so BHB, but whatever I don't care.
I'm unhappy today so let me rantttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
AND IT'S ONLY THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.
I'm pouting already:(

How I wish I can tell propellor and yz kor and b.s how unhappy I am.
But until then, I'VE TO GROW UP.
Urgh!
Won't be updating that often.
Have a strict curfew and rules to follow:(
THANKS to those who had to tolerate my unhappy messages and tried to cheer me up(:
It's only the first day of school. Nothing great!
Always believe that tomorrow'll be a better day(:

PS: Haiis, I'm just like a stupid kid who vents her frustrations. Now feeling a little better(:
There are so many people out there who can pei me me talk ahhhh. 我相信这个世界还没有太烂的!

No mood reply tags now. SORRY.-.

♥our lips must always be sealed

5:05 PM

Friday, January 01, 2010

黄鸿升 LOVE HERO 排行磅 no 1

Omg, I think this lady over here is SUPER BLISSED:(

He's such a serious artiste!

Ending off ...

Here to update my blog people!

It's 2010! 1st OF JANUARY!

9 more days to sister and mom's birthdays.

YEAH they're both capricorns with the same birthdate(:

That's sort of a deeper fate. Maybe that's why I can get along v well with my compatible sign yet they can't stand each other.AHAS!

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR ALRIGHTS.

Actually wanted to post yesterday...

But I'd to live up to my principles.

To complete my homework before 2010 arrives!

So I'm officially done with them TEEHEES:D

Not that I neglect my blog ok.

I can see how dead it is though, haha!

Start feeling happy that you can see me back in school in 3 days time! For my FINAL YEAR:X SCARY

That is, if lazy me manage to wake up by 6am.

For these past 2 months OR SO, I've been waking up at 4pm:(

That's why I'll always reply my messages 6hours later. LOL!

Come monday morning, I'll be the senior of the seniors of the seniors

OMG, Damn the O LEVELS man:(

I'll suddenly become an old lady, ok sec 4:(

URGH.Maybe I'll burst into tears dorning my uniform again. AHAS!

ANYWAYS! XIAOGUI'LL BE COMING TO SINGAPORE IN THE NEAR FUTURE

*skips*

All of a sudden...I LIKE 2010!

My blogsongs are songs from XIAOGUI'S ALBUM ;D

Although this doesn't concern XIAOGUI,

just wanna say 下一站，幸福 is the nicest show I've seen. Breaks your heart ttm

-I shall leave you in 2009...

I shall leave you in my past.

To stop breathing for you.

Sometimes I keep my mouth shut,

hoping against hope that you'll replace my voice again.

Will you fulfil your duty again ...

OH, Dumb Me (:

TAG REPLIES

Joed: NICE BACKGROUND. " ACCOUNT INACTIVE " HAHA. ANW HAPPY NEW YEAR
♥: Ps lurh. Not don't want post, is no mood plus no inspiration(; HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU! NY don't call you asshole(;

yi teck: Happy New Year!!! hope to see u update ur blog for the 1st day of 2010 tomoro ^^ All the best!
♥: YEAH, Updated AHAS.HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO!:D

Joed: WHAT? I ASSHOLE? :@!
♥: TEEHEES. Omg, who who?*Smiles*

JINYI: YA YA. im in love with someone else. more beautiful than you. WAHAHAHA. LOL.
♥: LOL, so you mean I'm beautiful la, but there's someone more beautiful than me. Thanks for the compliment dear!(; But beautiful is such an old fashioned term!;(TEEHEES.

yi teck: All the best in complete ur another half of the apple( holiday hw) hahas
♥: Haha, finished already. Hope you'll complete yours too!(;

♥our lips must always be sealed

6:17 PM