Resistance♥

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Recovered this picture from MiaoSi after like months,Lols.

XIAOGUI!;D

SUPER LONG POST.
I don't like people to anyhow skim through.
So if you're lazy, don't read ;D
Don't complain about its length I tell you!

Back from my 9-5pm Foot Drill Gold Workshop.
Wasn't really enthusiastic, but after attending..
I'm feeling pretty good about it(:
Cause i like to command! ;D LIKE THAT ONLY LOR,Haha.
Homed. Waaaaa, pissed off now.

My parents are SUPER REALISTIC CAN.
It's like they'll start pampering me if ever I gain accolades,
and praising me, saying I'm such a good girl blah and blah.
And then when they saw my not very flattering results,
they started to berate me for tv-ing, comp-ing shopping. WTF.

I did work hard okays, I'm already going to 4E5,
what else do they expect from me?
I am very disappointed with myself too alrights.
Just give me a break,I know I'm such a failure.

Mommy,Why can't you see that it isn't my fault?
You're just biased.
why do you take his side.
Does it mean that I'm always wrong.
It's unreasonable blaming me for something I tried to right.

For thinking that I'm not doing my best to be the perfect sister.
I may be stubborn, I may be hot-headed,
But you went on to ignore the truth,
rather glad staking your all on teens angst.
It's unfair, the way you don't believe me.
So even when I fold, you made the effort to disregard. Thanks.

FORGETIT(:

Back from camp yesterday.
Let me recount my experiences;D
Ok, first day when we reached Pulau Ubin,
I was thinking:"Uh,OK. So where's our bunk?"
Turned out we'd to make do with makeshift tents.

I CAN VIVIDLY REMEMBER MY HUNGER.
Learning how to make fires, I was half-asleep,haha;D
SUPER饿好吗?! ;(
Then like finally, LUNCH CAME!
Tasted like delicacy;PP Imagine my 肚子多辛苦!

Then,lesson with Tammy I think;D
He is SUPERCUTE+FUNNY ;DD
I'll always rmb the 5 steps if come one day I'm trapped in the forest!
Nightwalk, ok laaaaaaa. 4girls one group,LMAO!

Mockone in the afternoon.
Although the route is bloody no kick,
Although the sun is bloody bright,
I was darn freaked out,
WALKING BY ONESELF, haolian abit;X
who'll not 吓到,who'll not 吓到!
OK,ya like literally the entire 3e5-.-

Never bathed at the place,rarely go niaoniao also.
Cause the toilet bowl is choked with the Girls' thing-.-,
the tap runs yellow water,
the place stinks and I AM DEFINITELY GROSSED OUT.
Heard that guys' toilets run red water,
want to guess what I'm thinking?;PPP
Swopped drainage systems! HAHA.

Anyways, poured powder all over myself..
Uh,to smell less..smelly? Haha.
Second day. The whole camp stank.
Kayaking, ok very short.
LIKE SUPERUNFAIR LOR. WTH, 我还没有玩好!:((((

Then,I did something SUPERTHROWFACE -.-
I know how to paddle, how to brake,
but I don't know how to change directions!;X
Imagine your kayak stopping infront of the rest,
disrupting the entire lesson!
EPIC MOMENT.
And Li Fang can still laugh! LOL.

Bathing time was DARN OPEN at Girls' toilet,Haha.
OK, bused back. BBQ.
我很喜欢那些陪我BBQ的人!;D
They're one of the most genuine people I've met;D
And although I'd chaoda chicken wings,
I WAS STILL SUPERHAPPY;D

Campfire ahh.
I really like 3e5 beauty pageant, e1 toot-toot cheer and e3 ''the wheels on the bus go round and round..." Haha!
For the MR AND MRS LOTUS,
Only e2 left a deep impression in me(:
Cause the guy was totally into his role lor! Haha.

BY THE WAY, LOOK HERE.
AMOS IS MAN, AND I MEAN IT;D
Cause it takes alot of courage to go up there,
act gay, gain applauses and throw your own face.
And, he did it for 3e5;D
So, I've really totally changed my perspective of him;D
HE'S DARN MAN CAN! LOL.

Ate plain rice for dinner before BBQ.
Cause i can't make myself eat the -.-mutton and -.-veggies..
Terence很好笑lor,so gave him my 饭盒!(:

Third day, left on the boat,
Simply loved it, cause it kept bobbing up and down;D
Bused. SUPERSHAG. Slept until I slipped off Li Fang's shoulder,Lol!
Somemore, I kept hitting her when I woke up;X LMAO.
Trying to figure out her strategic location. Haha.

Ok,see normally campers'll head straight home right.
BUT as a SUPER体贴的 laopo!
陪ed laogong mac!
Though we rarely talk recently, but we still click well!(:
See, power of love can! LOL,funny.
Taxi-ed home.
Threw all my clothes in the washing machine;D

AND THUS ENDED MY CAMP,LOL!

PS: Yes I'm afraid that I can't live up to my words,
but I'm so sure that my heart is dead.

It can't find a need to beat over you anymore.

我真的是世界上最大的白痴(:

♥our lips must always be sealed

5:43 AM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

IMPORTANT IMPORTANT!*

在这里想说一声：

陈思颖! LOL,hope I didn't spell it wrongly huh!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (Ok,for tomorrow XPP)

Although we'll be off to camp tmr, I'll still remember your birthday!

BECAUSE YOU'RE SUPER CUTE LAAAAA;D

Afterall,not many people know each other via a pair of shorts;X

Don't sad Don't sad! 我会回来的,lol!

Once again,I love you dear! 生日快乐;DDDDDD

Let's talk about Sunday(International Bazaar!)
Hmm, I'm like SUPER开心！
Because I saw lots of ndp friends and longlost rc 朋友(:
Everybody still remember me! HAHA.
所以长得小只也有好处嘛！;D
saw my SUPER久没见 friend: xavier!(: Haha.
SUPERFUNDAY. HappyHappyHappy.
Hmm, I think it's a complete waste of time schooling recently.
Slacking in class;(

I still have things to write.

Until the moment it started all over again.

And then I forgot.

PS:Damn,my heart hurts.

I'll be back on Friday peeps!;D

Labels: PS

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11:47 PM

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Drawn by Limin and I!(:

See ah,draft one only!;D

SUPER骄傲now;DDDDD
Haha, cause i manage to paint such a small picture can!

Draft 3! Removed the hideous smile on their faces. Aww;(

LOL! I think the smiles are pretty far-off now;X HEHE.

Combined efforts of YT. JY. YS. LM and me!;DDDDD
I can feel my artistic talents brewing in the background,lol!

The one and only picture of 小鬼 like this!;D
Cause I edited it;DDDDDD

Blimey, I'm so tired today!
What a tiring, hectic+looooong day ah.
Firstly, should be meeting up for banner deco at 11am.
Set alarm at 9.30am,accidentally pressed Snooze,serious!
Woke up at 11am-.-

Reached,started work. Ended around 3plus.
SUPER好玩的！
Cause there was paint on my tee, hair and hands,haha!
Headed straight to JP for lunch at subway.
Went to orchard for our booth thingy.
OMG,I SAW ION! LOL, SUPERSUAKU.
Haha, maybe because I'm always hanging around JP,
even sister was aghast that I'm not a town person.

Booth booth booth.
Haha,there was this lady in charge.
"Orh,你们要找那个拿枪的人啊？
I was like: "???"...
So it turned out he's this uncle with the
large stapler..to *kachap*the banner.
Bet you all dontknow what I'm saying,nevermind!;D

Saw GY Sir, Wilson sir etc.
Called GY Sir "First Class",lol!
He told me not to call him sir!;X ROAR,I'm good laaaaaa;D
Basically,if you're a red cross cadet,
and you watch "First Class",lol!
You'll know what I'm talking about;DDDDD
Haha, saw Wilson Sir! He remembers me! SUPERSHUANG.
Because he always likes to say 冷笑话 during NDP and I'll always listen attentively;DDDD Lol!

Around 7pm, went JP with yeesan.
Last minute sourcing!(for tomorrow),limin homed(:
Before that,was having a 真心话 session with them.
"其实hor，前阵子我有一点不爽你leh."
Lol! My manglish rocks and I'm like honest can!;D

Hmm,homed after that. Tired ah!
Funny eh my life. I'm either too relaxed or too tired.
Extremes!
"RC International Bazaar" tomorrow.
Waaaaaaaa,another loooooong day.
Nevermind,lol! 累就累,haha.
My favourite MiaoSi'll be going,happy!;DDD
Not to forget, JINYIDEAR!;DDD

PS: I'm not okay,I'm not alright. I'm far from fine.
It's not like I don't have troubles on my own,or I'm happy.
Being friends,that's the least I can do.
I know of people who say I'm too nice/good. WTF,I'm NOT.
I'd rather you guys confide in me than tell That person.
Only good for sowing discord, HAH isn't it?I've an undying good impression in me.
Really, I'm not ok -at all. But does anyone expect me to wear that on my face?
Or show the whole world how upset I am once I step out of the house.
I know I've no credibility to ask you guys to patch because I doubt I'll like her back.
But then, I don't care. Because both of you are my best friends laaaaaaaaa.
I TEACH YOU HOW TO DO IT.
Go say sorry,shake hands,hug 一下, and kiss,Lol the last one don't need,SUPER N.A!(:

PS: Don't know if I'll be blogging tomorrow.
So in case I won't and Idk what to call you(: coincidentally reads...
I want to say-
Good Luck for your o lvls. Ahhhh, I mean it!
要去读书，and don't go nervous breakdown uhhhhhhhh.
加油，我相信你可以的(:

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:45 AM

Friday, October 23, 2009

3E5 Class Photo Formal Shoot 1

3E5 Class Photo Formal Shoot 2

FUN SHOT;D

DK How Describe;D

HYRC Formal Shoot

FUN SHOT;D

VAPOURISATION.

I had just turned my post into a gallery! ;X
Haven't gotten back s.l pictures,
so will post it on my blog the next time. ;D

Anyway 3e5ians can kope the pictures,haha;D

It took me a long while to scan and upload!LMFAO.

Cause need to enlarge mahhhhhh.

I'm not techsavvy la. LAUGHS.

Took back exam papers.
Actually they don't really bother me much..
Average?
I'm just pleased that I'm promoted to 4E5!
And I'd passed all my english papers,phew(:

Chinese was the only one that performed to expectations,
Chemistry paper= easy, marking scheme effing strict=.=
Biology grades really below standard.
Failed my A maths, I don't really care.
Maybe because I've already planned to drop it...
and focus on my double sciences(:
E-maths paper= complacent dao~ lose marks happily.

Whatever laaaaaaaaaa,
It's over? Sui bian liao.
*Deleted vulgarism here;D

My cute friends are starting to spout them.

LOL,my fault!;X

I'm SUPER好can,haha.*

I wish for merely a second
whereby another voice can replace mine,
saying out loud what I
can't.

In need of a shoulder, in need
of anyone who bothers.
Tears spring to life, if I'm not careful enough.
If I say I'm remorseful,
If I say that I finally know that being loved
is more blissful than loving someone,
Will I be
forgiven?
Will you turn back and
tell me that you'll understand?
I don't know who I'm referring to,
maybe anyone. Maybe no one.

Because I guess I've
cried enough recently.
Sister said it's not worth it to spend more than
24hrs being sad over anyone.

24hours?

时间到了

PS:这首歌叫做:原谅

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12:47 AM

Monday, October 19, 2009

PON&ZI!Haha,cute to themax!

TEEHEES.

INALIENABLE

从什么时候开始，只要想起你就会(:

But just because you're the last person whom I want to see unhappy,

.i.cant:XXXX

PS:I'm->boredddddddddddd

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4:44 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Which cup are you?

BACK TO CRIMESCENE

In a billion people,
with a gazillion tiny onlookers,
on a hundredth count and
surrounded by a thousand alike,
ten individual genres revolving on the parallel axis -
one person you think of now.

What's your answer?
Actually I know (:

PS: 不想写 ;D

- Who's interested to watch "Your Sister's Keeper"?
Adapted from Jodi Picoult's bestseller! ;D

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7:21 AM

Thursday, October 15, 2009

GOODBYE EXAMS! ;D

No more latenights for muggingggggg

No more stress and breakdowns *exclusively for math*
( ...that is to say, until next wed! But that's another story ok! )

No more "come home, shut door, isolate comp and chat with textbooks" scenario!

BUT..

lots of worriesssss! ;(

Hope i won't retain and can get promoted to 4e5!
Even if i might've lots of comments for the eminent 2week supp! ;X
Hmm, i know i'll definitely fail amathhhhh.
But i really want to pass emath and chem!
Uh, chem should be alright, 我第一次会做! ;D

*Clap,clap*

GEES, nothing to be happy for :X
cause the standard of chem eoy paper was -
You're right, IMAGINABLE =.=

总之, 现在不要去想太多了! ;D

Off to kbox tmr with a bunch of siaossssss!
People like miaosi, lol! ...
who pei-ed me walkwalk at Jp for 3hours! ;D

And yes,

MISS CHUA YEESAN

Although you're going to make me meet you at a Godamn 10am tmr=.=

which might just as well translates to my waking up at... 9am?

i won't kill you of yet *cackles*

-i no longer believe in horoscopes-

PS: Time passes this quickly.

Faulty keypad and still,i can post ;D

PRO LAAAA ;D

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11:46 PM

Friday, October 09, 2009

The video for You Found Me is touching ;D

2 more days, 3 more papers!
Then off to Kbox! Laughs.

i hate exams ahhhhhh ...

but i doubt anybody except your
next-door psychotic neighbour'll like it ;D

Chem and A-Maths Papers on Monday :(

~~死期死期死期死期死期~~

Don't want admit defeat for them,
still got hope, still got hope!

I've alot things to say, but.

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6:43 AM

Thursday, October 08, 2009

GONE WITH THE WINDS

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3:20 PM

Monday, October 05, 2009

Disappointment sputters a dozen different native verses.

But they all speak the same tongue: Impracticality.

Don't tell me it's not worth it.
I'm sorry if I've to be that stubborn.
But I really don't want to listen this time.

PS: 头痛laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ...

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7:13 PM

Friday, October 02, 2009

Chinese Paper Completed! ;D
Paper One was okkkkkk (:
Paper Two OE was challenging!
Had to stay back for ss supp until 3pm.
BUT no mood, cause IT was darn painful! ;X
Unlike some asshole person leg cramp,LOL! SUPER BO XIM.

Something to share!
MIND YOUR BODY says:
Don't have a heavy meal before exams ...
BECAUSE
Blood is diverted to the digestive tract and
AWAY from the BRAIN!

ALSO. 10hrs sleep is a MUST! ;X
HAHA. It's simply impossibleeeee for me!
My brain functions best at night ;D

4 maths worksheets
4 bio worksheets
2 chem worksheets
revision for chem mock exam on monday ...
to be completed over the weekend! ROAR.

Then, how am I supposed to mug for bio and humanities uh? -.-

PS: ~~我会担心你~~

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12:51 AM

Thursday, October 01, 2009

It's currently 12:33am and I've found time to update!

Headlines! A giant cockroach had just gotten vanquished and eliminated from the glacial world.

I'm hungry at the moment ... Depleting metabolism,BRR.

English Paper Down! ;D
Paper One was OK. Hope I can do well for it!
Paper Two was challenging, with a 25m summary! ;X 致命伤!

I've to face my greatest trepidation: that inability.
I'm no longer confident about my grades.
Well, frankly speaking. I've lost that fighting spirit...
Except for humanities and language papers, the rest are gonecase.

So don't shower me with comforting words anymore.
Time to face reality, wake up call that's loud enough.

CHINESE PAPER TOMORROW! Looking forward! ;D 加油!

PS: 零减零

剩下除掉爱情以后的关心

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12:36 AM