Resistance♥

Friday, July 31, 2009

GAWD. I'm so tanned beside her.

"you think you very cute ahh!" Haha.

YES, DEAR. You're too white for my liking(:

Laugh laugh laughh! TSK TSK.

歌曲：知道

歌手：郭静 专辑：下一个天亮

她让你憔悴许多

她让你不知所措

她的一举一动

你不停的对我说

我微笑倾听你说

我却越听越心痛

怎么你说的不是我

她比我多了什么

让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心

是什么我想知道

她让你疯狂为什么

我知道做的和她没有不同

但是我却不在你的心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多

在你心中她和我有什么不同

我知道我比她付出的还多

可是我总换不了你的心动

你让我憔悴很多

你让我不知所措

你一举一动我的心被牵着走

她不经意的走过

你就把我给冷落

嫉妒把我给吞没

她比我多了什么

让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么

我想知道她让你疯狂为什么

我知道做的和她没有不同

但是我却不在你的心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多

在你心中她和我有什么不同

我知道我比她付出的还多

可是我总换不了你的心动

我知道了她哪里比我好更多

在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动

我知道我比她付出的还多

可是我在你心中没有她多

The lyrics are beautiful lurhhs.

Thanks JieYing for the intro (:

NDP PREVIEW TOMORROW!

MY FAVOURITE YEESAN IS COMING!♥

and YUTING! (:

To see the parade...

not fireworks :X LMFAO.

PS: Give me a little while more.

But..I really don't want to say goodbye.

playing with a four lettered word

proud to be called: "f--e"

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:52 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009

I'm sick. Ahhh bloody sick.

Missed school so badly today.

so not going to ask people to tag anymore!

I shall still blog. Won't let you rot dear (:

Someone once told me this :

" If you truly like someone, you won't be wavered by his past. The most important thing is present and future."

And i can't forget this statement, though evidently ironic.

But i'm tired..of missing, of waiting, of hoping.

I'm always reminded of you and her. Though i knew it's wrong.

I should've let go long ago, time will tell.

Friendship?

When we no longer have the capability to believe,

sworn off entrusting of secrets to one another,

when i finally learn the truth. I don't know..

Even if he's gone. Nothing'll remain the same again.

If our friendship matters..

why do i still see the fault lines so clearly,

with futile attempts in obscuring the flaws.

The "ME" in the past was too insolent; rash and stubborn.

I'm still like that.

Only this time I've no more will to retaliate..

against a sound system, one too corrupted.

I won't retract that sentence. Nothing's ever what I see.

The more I tell myself that this time it'll be different,

I'm deceived once more. Friends?

Does anybody ever promise me?

That in spite of coercions,

nobody gives in? Trust has to be earned.

I'm really happy that in real life,

we can immerse in crap and jokes.

But behind the ethereal front?

Why bother indulging in treats of treachery.

Friends'll never do that.

Can we really change?

When what I see is people clambering to the top.

I'm really, really tired of always being the one who mends.

Cause if this time even I myself am broken apart,

who'll mend me.

Nobody realised that after last thursday.

I lost a part of myself.

I tried.. I tried to believe.

But I'm let down again and again.

There's still a chance.

But nobody will try. The top the top!

Seriously..

I have faltering willpower by the second.

Be it love or friendship.

I totally give up.

Continue your game people.

I quit.

"I've so much on my hands now.

Exactly how long before I stop smiling, again?"

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:41 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009

"Whether or not you believe in fate comes down to one thing:

who you blame when something goes wrong.

Do you think it's your fault -

that if you'd tried better, or worked harder,

it wouldn't have happened?

Or do you just chalk it up to circumstance?

I know people who'll hear about people who died,

and will say it was God's will.

I know people who'll say it was bad luck.

And then there's my personal favourite:
They were just in the wrong place at the wrong time.

Then again, you could say the same thing about me,

couldn't you?

- JODI PICOULT.

"Maybe bad things happen because it's the only way

we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like."

PS: I've been lied to over and over again.

How am i supposed to trust.

something that I've learnt:

"The most subtle approach is through the use of lies.

Even unintentional ones are phony excuses to dismiss guilt."

PS: Unhappiness is in dominance.

A marionette on the brink of reality.

Didn't it know it had splayed. Absolute Idiot.

THANKS JOED FOR WHATSOEVER (:

-Have to do well for common test tomorrow.

AHHH I SHALL GO AND SLEEP ALREADY

I'd been missing half my life.

splattered against loss.

♥our lips must always be sealed

2:19 AM

Friday, July 17, 2009

Ahhh :X BLOODY HELL.

"I'm real? Thank god!"

HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY JIEYING! (:

Haha..known you since secondary one ehh!

I ♥ GORGEOUS YOU LIKE CRAZY ALRIGHTS! (:

HERE WISHING YOU!

长命百岁!早生贵子!福如东海!寿比南山!((:

DISSECTING SHEEP'S ♥ ON MONDAY! (:

Can't wait for it! MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY!

Excited! (: YEAH!

pump pump pump pump.

pump pump pump blood! (: SMILES.

only 3e5ians know what i'm talking about. Haha! (:

Ahhh. BIOLOGY lesson in PHYSICS lab today! ._.

HO HO DEE DUM.

I ♥ BIOLOGY AND ENGLISH AND STRAITS TIMES!

"But that wasn't you,

no more than the skeleton you'd been given was you."

"Many a time you don't realise your moral compass is lost until it is a moment too late."

"You'll learn that the worst torment isn't misery but happiness."

"Making your way out of a life's conundrum might just lead you to swivel in another. The only difference is that this time round, you're stronger than before."

PS: you've overestimated yourself.

PS: smiling.giggling.laughing.

whose forte is that?! (:

DEVIL'S ADVOCATE

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:28 PM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

And you'e expected to say hi.

Mr Illusion and Ms Delusion.

Obliged to say: "Perfect Match"

And they nodded in blinded agreement.

Chuckles await.

TODAY

"Try getting breathed down your neck incessantly. And see if you'll be riled enough to keep obscured beyondst the hallows of those blasphemous profanities."

- i begin to wander into my wonder.

And when she told me what he said, i was struck. "Ok.. so LIKE him," the thought is an amusement itself. Come to think of it, it's got tons of that comical essence than an atrocious cornering attempt. And yes, i still know of "once bitten twice shy". Question my compliance.

YESTERDAY

E.♥THREE GATHERING!
FUN I say! BUT TWOyears ago and later...
the shared bond of us all seems to be long gone..
LAUGH. strangers? Ahhh:X Maybe. BUT.
who could erase those happy memories! (:
Trust me on that..YET I AM. HAPPY! (:
i'll retain the parts and parcel of memories (:

AND LIKE I SAY: "Best class i've ever been in."

PS: Drop stupid chemistry can. GAWD..

No regrets, howsoever.

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:02 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

And you're tied together with a smile
But you're coming undone.

ahhh! :X

WANTING TO SAY SO BADLY.
CHEKJUN HAS BEEN A GOOD GIRL TODAY! (:

has...has! NOT had (:
revised for a maths test...studied e-maths...
did chinese homework...AND read news articles! (:
OF COURSE! without TAN JIA MIN...it'll be so impossible :X

sometimes i wonder. it's a joke heaven is playing aint it.
...and i'm expected to live it again. all over again. totally insane.
just that this time round, stereotyping in different roles.
and that. i know..it's so ~~fucking~~ predictable.
i swear. cause i ain't feeling the pain anymore. you don't matter no more.
i choose to move on.

Seriously, I ♥ Taylor Swift's songs like nuts can! ._.

She has nice vocals; it doesnt take forever.

I SAY: "how many more bloody plasters am i going to apply on my heels! :( "

Cause i'm not your princess
this ain't a fairytale

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:00 PM

Sunday, July 12, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOED CHE ZI EN!

- one year ago already... finally as old as me! (:
don't be so WOOD already arhh! ._. HAHA.
its twelve. OHNO.
rushing out my birthday salutations for youu two (:
STAY HAPPY ALWAYS.
look forward to your gift!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WONG CHAK KWAN!

- CK! ahhhh. one year older...one year wiser (:
STAY NICE ALRIGHTS. don't be so MYSTERIOUS orhkay (:
do SMILE more (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: SEE! :)
look forward to your gift!

♥our lips must always be sealed

12:00 AM

Thursday, July 09, 2009

ARGHH.

NOTHING TO UPDATE LURHHS.

JUST CHECK OUT http://www.hithertoes-allure.blogspot.com alrights (:

VIEW AND TAG!!

AND AND AND-

I REALLY DONT LIKE MY BLOGSKIN :(

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW.

PS: BLOODY SENIOR...CHEER UP AND SMILE! (:

MORE PAPERS TO GO MAHH!

DON'T BE TOO TOUCHED ((:

PS: 1E3 GATHERING. GAWD.♥

PS: DEAD-ING BLOG.

♥our lips must always be sealed

6:45 PM

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

小鬼！♥

MY ETERNAL SUPPORT.

他很可爱吧！

小鬼的海报！

LINSEN!

LEARN! LAUGHH. (:

I MISS MY LOCKS.

GORGEOUS SUNSET.

ENDING OFF...

YEAHH.

Can upload pic already♥

I bet every blogger'll be SMILING! (:

I ♥ BLOGGER!

AND FINALLY.

I told him!

GAWD.

TOTALLY UNBELIEVABLE.

PS: MORE 小鬼 ON MY E-LEARNING BLOG! (:

♥our lips must always be sealed

12:49 AM

Sunday, July 05, 2009

HELLO (:
sorry for lack of updates!
cannot upload pictures lehh.
so not keen on updating lurhhs.
but i very 听话 larhhs. Haha!
BLOGGER YOU @#$%/. LOL!

BTW!
can stop reading now if youu like...
random! ...

NO vulgar ehh! ...
JUST TO SAY...
NEWPARTNER RULES! ((:
MS P made a good decision finally ._. HEHE.
He is DARN "make me smile lots" can... LOL!
In a goodfriend manner only...haha.

E-LEARNING starting soon...bored! :((
AND..i lied! ROAR...
its better that way bahh. forget it...
LOL. some ASSHOLE senior ._. haha!
saidd i went for model shoot-.-
OF COURSE NOT CAN! ... ROFLMAO.

NEW FRIEND IN NDP! ♥
JIAHUI, HAHA (:
AKA Doraemon/铜锣烧!
youu know the thing Doraemon eats? ((:
she looks like MY SHIFU too YEAHH...
says i look like HELLO KITTY. LOL !

Haha...we are ki-siaoedd one can...
thought of "making big bucks"
from the SO MANY SO MANY parade songs...
our album is in the process...of processing. Haha!
purchase it from the $1.99 dumbass store we owned (:

LOL! THE RULE IS:
Goods touched must be bought and are non-refundable! ((:
We also have a "VERY THE LAME" handshake can! ._.
spotted a GIANT HELLO KITTY bag when homedd...
laugh alot againn! Haha...

I think nobody gets what i'm rambling about...
BUT! Its alright larhhs...我开心就好! (:
this only prove that I can zi-highhed!
If not...guess im kindof aloof ._.
Depends on who youu are (:

PS: i usedd that tone on youu.
it was a mistake, it must be.
how could i do that..but then againn...
why couldnt i..ARGHH VEXED.
youu still dont geddit ...

PS: updated! Be Happy, be happy! LOL.

PS: Philosophy: 凡事都要忍！
sooner or later...
i might not be able to identify myself.
cant condone change.
maybe one day...i cant bear with it any longer.
FORGET IT. JUST SMILE.

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:22 PM