
i hate the girl stealing my soul now.
she SUCKS. she is USELESS.
she is WEAK LIKE WTF. she can't take it anymore.
she cries as if there is no tomorrow.
she lost her old self.
she smiles, and cries the next moment.
she can't even fend for herself. she is an IDIOT.
she can't even withstand caustic remarks,
she is STUPID. she gives up on him.
she is happy to be tortured, like that.
she has only one true friend who bothers about her in class.
does anyone care? HAHA.
she is NOT interested to garner pity votes.
she dislikes all the unwanted hype around her.
negative exposure. she shuns attention.
she is used to it. SAY WHAT YOUU WANT.
SHE IS A BAD GIRL.
YES, people around her think she's all that famous.
WHAT IS IT. WHY MUST SHE ACCEPT ALL THOSE CRITICISMS.
on that important day, does anyone remember? HAH.
is there a need to get all apologetic when you guys've forgotten?
that day SUCKS. HAH. who cares.
and she has to smile and say. it's alright? LOL.
SHE ACTS, YES SHE IS A DOWNRIGHT FAKER.
She's really not angry. But give it a rest. please. LOL.
YES, she has many friends. but how many true ones. HAH.
she misses her true friends. but they can't be with her.
she forces herself to be acclined to being alone.
yet she smiles to those who neglect her existence.
ASSHOLE, yes she is. JUST IMAGINE.
turning around in class after school, recess; whatsoever.
and realise her friends do not even remember her.
youu guys want to know how she feels. HAH.
to someone. WHY. why must youu make me dislike youu.
why make me lose all the faith i had in youu.
youu've changed. and so does our supposed friendship.
i tried to change my view of youu.
but i'm afraid i don't even know youu anymore.
youu know what. that's the most painful fact.
for those people that i don't even know.
YES, KEEP GOSSIPING.
MY LIFE HAS BEEN COMPLETELY INTRUDED
AINT IT. HAH. YES.
and. all those hypocrites in my life right now.
do youu have to resort to backstabbing.
bootlicking. tattle-tales. to reach the top.
FAKE, FAKE, FAKE.
HYPOCRITES.
what do youu get at the top?
when youu've trampled all your true friends?
ASK YOURSELVES THIS. REALLY VERY SCARY.
LOL. nobody gives a damn.
I've been bearing these for months.
I really can't take it anymore. so be it.
I'm really very stressed.
JUST STOP ALL THESE NONSENSE.
PS:
I'M FINE.
i know people will cast weird sights on me againn.
forget it. i had saidd my piece.
letting it all out needs bravery, and faith.
but, i feel so much better.
TO:
JIAMIN.
JIEYING.
LIMIN.
SIYING.
YEESAN.
YUTING.
- thanks. for being by my side.
JIEYING.
i know i can depend on youu.
the happiness i've with youu is unmeasurable ♥
thanks for telling me not to be rash
and to keep my cool (:
although i always don't heed your advice (:
YEESAN.
DAMMIT STUPID GIRL (:
YOUU ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE.
just want to say.
youu're the truest and bravest girl i've seen!
youu've backbone. and LOL. i will always be behind youu ♥
- JIAMIN.
SORRY! i cried alot these few days.
Although youu don't know what to do.
But thanks. If youu weren't beside me.
I'd been a wreck. ♥
and without youu.
I guess i won't be smiling ♥
-SIYING AND YUTING.
thanks for being so siao and zi highed (:
and of course, being real all the time ♥
-LIMIN
bet youu didn't know.
youu are really considerate ♥
just like a big sister, who cares about me.
from the bottom of your heart (:
PS:
没事.
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