怨恨是先人遗留的咒语。
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cheers to ISC peeps (:
beat the calculator.
最近比较烦。
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:59 PM
i hate the girl stealing my soul now.
she SUCKS. she is USELESS.
she is WEAK LIKE WTF. she can't take it anymore.
she cries as if there is no tomorrow.
she lost her old self.
she smiles, and cries the next moment.
she can't even fend for herself. she is an IDIOT.
she can't even withstand caustic remarks,
she is STUPID. she gives up on him.
she is happy to be tortured, like that.
she has only one true friend who bothers about her in class.
does anyone care? HAHA.
she is NOT interested to garner pity votes.
she dislikes all the unwanted hype around her.
negative exposure. she shuns attention.
she is used to it. SAY WHAT YOUU WANT.
SHE IS A BAD GIRL.
YES, people around her think she's all that famous.
WHAT IS IT. WHY MUST SHE ACCEPT ALL THOSE CRITICISMS.
on that important day, does anyone remember? HAH.
is there a need to get all apologetic when you guys've forgotten?
that day SUCKS. HAH. who cares.
and she has to smile and say. it's alright? LOL.
SHE ACTS, YES SHE IS A DOWNRIGHT FAKER.
She's really not angry. But give it a rest. please. LOL.
YES, she has many friends. but how many true ones. HAH.
she misses her true friends. but they can't be with her.
she forces herself to be acclined to being alone.
yet she smiles to those who neglect her existence.
ASSHOLE, yes she is. JUST IMAGINE.
turning around in class after school, recess; whatsoever.
and realise her friends do not even remember her.
youu guys want to know how she feels. HAH.
to someone. WHY. why must youu make me dislike youu.
why make me lose all the faith i had in youu.
youu've changed. and so does our supposed friendship.
i tried to change my view of youu.
but i'm afraid i don't even know youu anymore.
youu know what. that's the most painful fact.
for those people that i don't even know.
YES, KEEP GOSSIPING.
MY LIFE HAS BEEN COMPLETELY INTRUDED
AINT IT. HAH. YES.
and. all those hypocrites in my life right now.
do youu have to resort to backstabbing.
bootlicking. tattle-tales. to reach the top.
FAKE, FAKE, FAKE.
HYPOCRITES.
what do youu get at the top?
when youu've trampled all your true friends?
ASK YOURSELVES THIS. REALLY VERY SCARY.
LOL. nobody gives a damn.
I've been bearing these for months.
I really can't take it anymore. so be it.
I'm really very stressed.
JUST STOP ALL THESE NONSENSE.
PS:
I'M FINE.
i know people will cast weird sights on me againn.
forget it. i had saidd my piece.
letting it all out needs bravery, and faith.
but, i feel so much better.
TO:
JIAMIN.
JIEYING.
LIMIN.
SIYING.
YEESAN.
YUTING.
- thanks. for being by my side.
JIEYING.
i know i can depend on youu.
the happiness i've with youu is unmeasurable ♥
thanks for telling me not to be rash
and to keep my cool (:
although i always don't heed your advice (:
YEESAN.
DAMMIT STUPID GIRL (:
YOUU ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE.
just want to say.
youu're the truest and bravest girl i've seen!
youu've backbone. and LOL. i will always be behind youu ♥
- JIAMIN.
SORRY! i cried alot these few days.
Although youu don't know what to do.
But thanks. If youu weren't beside me.
I'd been a wreck. ♥
and without youu.
I guess i won't be smiling ♥
-SIYING AND YUTING.
thanks for being so siao and zi highed (:
and of course, being real all the time ♥
-LIMIN
bet youu didn't know.
youu are really considerate ♥
just like a big sister, who cares about me.
from the bottom of your heart (:
PS:
没事.
Labels: SHOO. SCRAM. FUCK OFF.
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:36 PM
HE IS CUTE! ♥
update! (:
yesterday!
maths paper was fine,
but I thought I could do better.
OH WELL.
english paper. wrote twelve pages.
but I didn't do as well as foreseen ._.
after exam! KFC. alot of sec 4 peeps.
went to yeesan's house with yuting!
karaoke! ♥ was nice, was nice! (:
birthday was over! ._.
it might be the worst day of my life.
if not for these peeps below (:
which I'll happily thank (:
according to order of receiving, that is (:
CHENGCHUA!
BIRTHDAY BOY ONE DAY LATER THAN ME! (:
- orhhkay. I didn't manage to eat your choc.
but nonetheless, I'll keep in mind.
" I give youu choc. put in fridge if not will melt "
LOL. thanks (:
JIAMIN!
JINYI!
LIMIN!
SIYING!
YUJUN!
LYNN!
- the monkey was real cute! (:
thanks SIYING for that birthday bashh (:
HAHA.
JOED!
YEESAN!
YUTING!
-OMGOSHH.
汪东城限量版写真集! (:
happy, happy! (:
TENG JIE YING! ♥
- LOL! STM STM (:
thanks for that perfume toy! (((:
YOUU ROCK (: and yeahh.
that letter-HEHE. really glad about it! (:
MR S.F!
-LOL.
paiseyys for making youu find me! =x
thanks for bugs! was cute and enormous ._.
and! don't get shy so easily!
LOL ehhs! ((:
thanks JOED and SOONKEAT.
for birthday wishes! (:
thoughh late, but still glad lurhhs (:
PS:
PB: A twitter but someone who tries speaking in good english. Ever thought of stopping all these twitting style, or are you just someone who "step yi ge chimalogy". Tsk.
TO PB: (: thanks for yourr honest comments ehh (: YES, I DON'T DENY I TWIT (: BUT. SAD TO SAY. I NEVER TRY WHEN IT COMES TO ENGLISH (: I am afraid youu are mistaken. I write but am certainly not acclined to the idea of speaking with it. i ♥ chinese too ehh! YES, MY WRITING STYLE IS CHIM (: this is my way (: I have definite trust in my command of languages, so friad not (: I won't change for anyone so if it bothers you, I'm sorry! (: Ohh by the way, if youu tell me who youu are. Youu can assess my English standard anytime! (:
TO SOMEONE:
我看开了
不再期待了。
♥our lips must always be sealed
5:57 PM
Ben & Jerry's Ice-Cream
Friday, May 29, 2009
