
i know this is very important to me.
i know i can't afford to lose.
i know this is the unit's core, and my passion.
yet;
i don't know it will be so impactful.
maybe until then did i realise how much it matters.
maybe because i really ♥ HYRC alot-alot.
i don't want to disappoint anyone.
most of all,
i don't want to let myself down.
thoughh he's a big bad wolf.
my self-reproachness is uncurbed.
i pinned high hopes.
that's why it hurts that much.

my famous words,
" crying is for weakings"
i suppressed all my emotions.
but yet i had to break down consecutively.
i remembered i cried this hard over him then.
and now, the reality that hit on me was unequivocally embroiling.

even when everything came to an epilogue,
even when everybody told me it's impossible already,
even when the second runner-up was announced.
i kept holding on to my belief for "one last chance."
until now did i know,
how much faith i had put in HYRC.
that this setback is really painful
that despite of me fighting on til the last second.
it doesn't matter because results are pragmatic.
the scar is there, etched with a derogative imprint.

HYRC♥
"we win as a team and lose as a team."

it's theoretical to spout.
" HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEEP0S"
drone down that thinking alrights!
no need for a special someone to feel happy!
because my valentine was celebrated with HYRC.
and thats enough for me :)

thanky0uus jieying for the cookies she baked!
it was definitely a nice treat, yummylicious and touched :)
thanky0uus yeesan for the "wired basket ferrero rochers" :)
really sweet yeahhs :)
though never receivedd dao yuting's kitkat.
because i left earlier :)
thanks for it too! and last but not least,
thanky0uus big-bad.wolf for the kitkat.
i'm guilty of charge!.

ohya.
before i forget.
emcee was fun! :)
i managed to pull it off :)
HYRC did a great job :)
and we got alot of positive feedbacks!
talk about making me smile! :)

stop there,tears.
y0uu are now arrested.
and-and.and. put behind bars.
don't emerge for another 100 years alrights :)