Resistance♥

Saturday, February 28, 2009

LIM JIAN RI! :)

lol-l00ls:D

paiseyy arhhs. you fidgeted! :)

my photography skills very l0usyy :)

great chances had been bestowed :)

speech day emcee audition last friday!

ndp audition today!

japan trip audition next thursday!

lol-l00ls. commitments slated.

but heyys. awaiting for good results!

height taking today for ndp!

i'm 151.5 cm! lol-l00ls!!

i got proof and witnesses! :)

tall-tall beret and. boots :)

i took deep breaths! :)

honest super am i :) but still.

at the end of the day! i'm 151.5cm! :D

i'm gonna psycho xavier to go for next week's audition!

by HOOK OR BY CROOK. lol-l00ls! threat :)

tio di-siaoedd in class-.- aww.
laughing like ki-siaoedd everyday.
3E5 = super funny! :)

especially 打情骂俏 GUY and K.L and kermit frog :)

i realise i can score high high only for graph questions :(

but heyys. accomplishment! :)

ohya before i forget!

i did say happy birthday to iceberg ytdd! :)

good girl aint i :) its on same day nia!

two more months til my birthday! :) hehes.

i am good girl! :)

doing research for ss journal ehhs :)

boh liao so find crapp do,haha! :)

i cannot be ka-jiaoedd at 9.30pm!
爱就宅一起! 汪东城! lol-l00ls!
he is super cute! :D

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:58 PM

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

l0ts bought from thailand.
sister came back! :)

i need to beef up! so literally :D

GET A LIFE ASSHOLES.

amos says i look SPASTIC -.- lol-l00ls.

I'M SPASTIC-.-
BUT NOT RETARDED! :D lol-l00ls!

s0orry for lack of updates :)
somethings happened and i was unhappy.
but come to think of it.
this is my blog lehh :)
i post for future husband! lol-l00ls! :D
walked past 3e5 today- never wave!
hahas, only he knows i know. secret larhhs! :D

some peep00s enjoy
exploiting my rights.
imploring my life.
acting as if they are close to me.
please larhhs, i hardly know youu guys.
don't fucking come kbkp lehh- pissed off.
there's a limit to tolerance.
either GROW UP or SCRAM.

don't make me use vulgar larhhs please-.-
since others like to discuss about my life.
then so be it. i'm way past that :)
afterall, some people are.
midget brains, what can i do :D
and, i won't change my perspective! :D

who knows how to play.

wedding d amour and d gray man!

really like much muchh :D

PS: 没有眉毛 eyes= super BIG.
no big deal horhhs! i'm not scared :) lol!

PS: i didn't lie to our friendship.
period, i will fulfil what i said.

PS: i will reply tags! one day! :D

♥our lips must always be sealed

5:10 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2009

i shall show what it means by.

quote of the day :)

当你再次出现在我的视线里

我知道，自己康复得比你想象中慢

fri!

chem was damn rock.

seriously, laughing like ki-siaoedd.

kim hwee, k.l, chengchua and amos= super funny.

wtf, miaosi laughed non-stop :D

chem cher was super irritated.

but too bad, her lessons are so boring.

maths lesson got caught for changing seats :D

after school chiongedd to get blazer from weilun.

thanky0uus horhhs :D

headed to comp lab.

presented group's video to e3s and e4s.

didn't get lunch :( headed for Red Cross :D

was alrights. can't wait for new tee!

something about the tee was upsetting.

well, fine. so be it. no comments :D

i'm a mentor to mentee :D

bojun! april 26th birthday. taurus!

super nice to know him :D

PS: ck= evil :(

wahpiang ehhs, sian diaoo-.-

i'm conned at such a ripe old age.

ck, you watch out horhhs :D

i set fire on your house, lol-l00ls! :D

thanky0uus yiteck for cookies! :D

i left them under my table :(

PS: WATCH MY WORDS.

self-deprecating dimwits with astonishingly,

lots of valor and little prestige to spare :DD

no reference to :D peep0s!

can't update much :)

restrictions on using comp.

study lorhhs, what else-.-

i miss to be in WORLDS with joed! :(

thurs!

school was alrights :)

i realise i'm so knotty.

someone get scissors!-.-

me: "that bald head relief looks so 欠打can! :("

teacher: glares at me for super l00ng can.

me: laughing like crazy with shujuan :D

wed!

me: "mr k makes me sleepy. firstly, he looks way retarded. secondly, marker no ink still never change!"

mr k: "who has spare markers?"

lol-l00l. super FUN alrights.

okayys. i'm super pleased with video :D

social studies homework piling up -.-

i realise only mrs e makes me listen during biology.

wahpiang ehhs, she taught us how to kill rats-.-

hold on to the tail and its neck snapped.

ensures it's unconscious, pin it and slice open skin-.-

take out intestines,study-study. put it back.

it will function for awhile before the poor darling dies :(

mrs e saidd, " i'm so surprised that bio students scared such things!"

3E5's girls were squealing, i didnt! :D

okayys, maybe i did-.- abit only nia.

DON'T DO ANYTHING SILLY! BIO STUDENTS.

RATS ARE INNOCENT INHABITANTS! :(

went to student hub after school.
someone fucking spoiled my mood can.

get a life please.

sibei sian-.-

mr amran saidd we should be honoured.
to be the few elected.
but i feel -.-

cyrus told me something that made me laughh :D
his shoes were koped by whosoever.
replaced by some small shoes :D

which blur guy. feels free to make exchange! :D lol-lol!!

and his announcement on friday.

made me laughh! :D

TAG REPLIES ANOTHER DAY PEEPOS! :D

super l00ng post to redeem for lack of updates! :D

♥our lips must always be sealed

1:09 PM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

ehhs, the words, " 追源" same as nyonya show one!

big lantern!♥

洞房!

ehhs, i shy larhhs! :( hehes.

small eyes!

got eyes horhhs!

3E5 is super highh today!

cant wait for wed assembly larhhs :)

omfg0shh. hopes i won't laughh that day :)

if not dr sure kena me one,hahas.

she glared at me because i kept laughing during rehearsal! :D

now i know how it feels like to be in 3E5 familyline.

there was this funny thing.

dr: " students,students! I need rats, come out!

amos: " don't look to the back, if not sure aim us."

(kah hwee, amos, me and iceberg turned immediately.)

dr: "this class is so not participative!"

me: "why we so fast tio one!"

amos: " because our teacher is dr!"

lol-lol!

then somemore terence was the narrator.

and i kept laughing when dr saidd we would be going onstage this wed.

he was using that gay voice! damn funny.

but-but. our narrator is changed to brenda :)

terence: (uses gay voice)

nicholas: (laughs)

dr: "boy, why are you laughing! you will break voice sooner or later!"

wth-wth. she thought he's undergoing the process of voicebox enlargement! :D

TAG REPLIES♥

UR Junior: lose in competetion doesnt mean lose our life dun not be so upset there are million of chances waiting out there 4 u cheer up

x3: alrights :) thanky0uus very much for the concern! one can't be demoralised by a setback aint it. i will do my best for the upcoming competition :)

cyrus: the road is still long
cyrus: dun worry... more chances down the road

x3: ohhkayys :) thanky0uus worhhs! will jiay0us de.

JINYI: chek. dun sad. got other chances de.

x3: yeahhs, gotcha! :) thanky0uus hubby.

JIN XIA! (:: Hello chem partner !

x3: Hello there! :D

someone: do not be so sad n cheer up

x3 ohhkayys, thanky0uus for your concern :)

hua yian: hi

x3: HELLO! :)

k.: A VERY HAPPY VALENTIME'S DAY!
k.: cuz
k.: of
k.: and

x3: thanky0uus! :D remember your promise horhhs! :D

yongzheng: nice going as a emcee kou meaningful liao mei you XD

x3: hehes, thanky0uus korkor. it was my first attempt though :) your gift super cute :D

k.: cheer up!
k.: bak to spam at ur tagbox!

x3: will cheer up one! :)

alvin: hi chekjun. you are not alone. Losing dosent just hurt you, it hurts the team. You are part of the team and we shall brave this together and earn it back next yr =) Cheer up!

x3: ohhkayys sir. thanky0uus sir!

xavier: okay came here to tag again! ur posts make really good compo samples got any in chinese? cos i have to improve my chinese.

x3: wahpiang ehhs. so honest one-.- no lurhhs, haha. all singlish lehhs :)

JIANRI: tagged(:

x3: ARIGATO!(:

jieying: yoz....

x3: YO! :)

xavier: good job!

x3: thanky0uus! :)

cyrus: gambateh on the competition today... haha

x3: (:

JINYI: nvr think of my feelings de. si chekjun. HAHA>
JINYI: wo hen rong yi jealous de leh.
JINYI: happy valentine's day.
JINYI: LOL. what is o.s ? haha.

x3: o.s is shh. hahas, don't want say :) happy valentine's day to y0uu too! ♥ y0uu most lurhhs!

jieying: hehe
jieying: happy valentine!!

x3: happy valentine to y0uu too! :)

♥our lips must always be sealed

12:50 AM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

i know this is very important to me.
i know i can't afford to lose.
i know this is the unit's core, and my passion.
yet;
i don't know it will be so impactful.
maybe until then did i realise how much it matters.
maybe because i really ♥ HYRC alot-alot.

i don't want to disappoint anyone.
most of all,
i don't want to let myself down.

thoughh he's a big bad wolf.
my self-reproachness is uncurbed.
i pinned ~~high~~ hopes.

that's why it hurts that much.

my famous words,

" crying is for weakings"

i suppressed all my emotions.

but yet i had to break down consecutively.

i remembered i cried this hard over him then.

and now, the reality that hit on me was unequivocally embroiling.

even when everything came to an epilogue,

even when everybody told me it's impossible already,

even when the second runner-up was announced.

i kept holding on to my belief for "one last chance."

until now did i know,

how much faith i had put in HYRC.

that this setback is really painful

that despite of me fighting on til the last second.

it doesn't matter because results are pragmatic.

the scar is there, etched with a derogative imprint.

HYRC♥

"we win as a team and lose as a team."

it's theoretical to spout.

" HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEEP0S"

drone down that thinking alrights!

no need for a special someone to feel happy!

because my valentine was celebrated with HYRC.

and thats enough for me :)

thanky0uus jieying for the cookies she baked!

it was definitely a nice treat, yummylicious and touched :)

thanky0uus yeesan for the "wired basket ferrero rochers" :)

really sweet yeahhs :)

though never receivedd dao yuting's kitkat.

because i left earlier :)

thanks for it too! and last but not least,

thanky0uus big-bad.wolf for the kitkat.

i'm guilty of charge!.

ohya.

before i forget.

emcee was fun! :)

i managed to pull it off :)

HYRC did a great job :)

and we got alot of positive feedbacks!

talk about making me smile! :)

stop there,tears.

y0uu are now arrested.

and-and.and. put behind bars.

don't emerge for another 100 years alrights :)

Labels: Reprisals of Pain.

♥our lips must always be sealed

12:00 AM

Friday, February 13, 2009

good girl + retarded faced girl = bestfriends company.
心里的o.s (learnt from xingxi)
- hubby don't jealous! :) company means still have alot! :]]]

arrgghhs! :(
emcee needed!
job requirements are as follows

gutsy
no stage fright.
have a laser membrane memory.
do not shiver!
smile alot, act professional :)

i don't meet any of the criterias lehhs! :(
arrgghhs! i am super freakedd out now alrights!
sadded. chekjun, youu better not screw up tomorrow!
act brave if youu have to, don't titter! :(
天啊-.-arrgghhs, the mere thought of tomorrow's stage.
sends tingles of shivers down one's spine.
peep0s around me are using the word "sadded"!
i thought it was my 专署 word lorhhs :( hahas.
bought valentine's gifts today :)
tiredd and worn out. detention was great! :)
first time in 2009 worhhs,woots.
ki-siaoedd with moses.asshole and tse wei.
peep0s were sleeping while we zi-highedd!
i rememberedd how 崩溃i was after a-maths test!
tomorrow sec ones will be coming, hehehh!
captainball mustnt lose can! :)
PS: i will learn to smile,no matter what. :)

TAG REPLIES♥

JINYI: chek loves me ^^
JINYI: hahahhahaa
JINYI: now den i noe .
x3: ohhmyyg0shh. faints! ehhs, later tomorrow see youu i shy how. haha!:))

JIANRI: lol welcome.
x3: lol no problem.

cyrus: update~ haha
cyrus~Jinyi: lol... i tot she put you at the first link for very long liao...
x3: yeahh lorhhs! hi-five propellor! :) hahas.

GENE: lawlz
x3: ehhs?

JINYI: im so shocked. hahahhahaa.
JINYI: LOL. haha. chek so gd arh. put me in yr first link under sweethearts ^^ haha
x3: ohhmyy goodness. hahas. okayys-.- i open one column specially for youu.
"Abandoned and Neglected" hehe!

Angela! :D: Hehs. Helloo! Yesyes, i will wave to you more! But because you short short! Haha, fakeeee!
x3: dammit, hahas! :) alrights lurhhs! :)

cyrus: maybe not for the whole day lah hor
cyrus: i nvr make u smile meh
cyrus: make u smile wor
x3: ehhs, hahas. suaning me seyys :)

xavier: LOL 4 MORE DAYS! wah i upgrade to kong long liao @@
x3: aint you always dinosaur?! hahas. i upgradedd youu, say thankyouu! :))

cyrus: tag tag
cyrus: thx fer the present
cyrus: haha tyty
cyrus: eh lol... wad talking you on my blog???
x3: ehhs,haha! no problem yeahhs :)) hahas.

JINYI: ^^
JINYI: hahahha. see i everyday tag you seh. IM NOT NOT NOT NOT BIAS .
x3: yeahhs, like so real :)) because i psychoedd you nia! :))

JINYI: LOL. playing w/ backgrnd. wth last time that jianshu send me backgrnd. den i dunno how to change back after 10mins of exploration .
x3: hahas, joed also youu know! hahas, youu two have telepathy. no wonder so cute! hahas :)) i know lehhs! I'm techno-savvy :)) *winks!*

KAHHWEE: HELLO! ;D i link u le (:
x3 HELLO! that's great! :D

yeesan: !!pro worhs, 1 weekend can post 3 times =D
yeesan: chiak ah
x3: I'm still trying to figure out that part. did i post thrice in a weekend? friday not counted horhhs! :))

JINYI: see see see. im not bias okay .
JINYI: and i realised smth. i just spammed yr blog ^^
JINYI: hahahahhaa.
JINYI: they are NOT . ~ bias. they are super fair .
JINYI: hahahhaa .
JINYI: and maths teachers are not bias ^^
JINYI: zzz. she thinks we dunno. i have spy okay ~
JINYI: and when ms wong dun want to talk about the game.
JINYI: AW SHYT. im going to complain every single day. the minute right after sch ends.
JINYI: and why yr whole blog. is like underlined .
JINYI: LOL. wait who is k. CK ? OMG .
x3: ahahas, seriously it's like so late now :)) and your laopo needs to faster get this post over and done with! so ehhs,haha. i reply your tags with my 心里的o.s! hahas!

cyrus: lol
cyrus: yes! thank me!!
x3: ?? i stm,hahas! alrights, thanky0uus! :))

-Nicholas: LOL! My ren zhi not like that write la aiyo
-Nicholas: Got geog test on monday. this counted as tag? Haha.
x3: hahas! :)) 人质就是人质! hehes!

k.: nice nyonya costumes!
k.: and
k.: liek it veri much
k.: nice music
k.: and
k.: shuai
k.: the xiao gui guy
k.: AND
k.: NICE BLOG!
k.: and...
k.: tags^^
x3: thankyouus "k"! hahas! :))
d gray man!

♥our lips must always be sealed

12:03 AM

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

ever wonder, how much strength i need to stand up.

ever wonder the remoteness, a silent pain.

ever wonder, why i choose not to utter.

mummy says it's futile.
to waste my tears on worthless people :)
i ♥ mummy! after my talk with her last night.
i learn to ♥ myself for who i really am :)
afterall, every human is significant.
if i can be so easily put down by others' comments ;)
then i will be so weak aint it? :)
I'm like EMO today ;) laughhs,
i live my life for myself, not for others.
i cant stop caustic remarks because.
you are you. i am me :) lol! ;)
I'm not a weakling! i ♥ what i see in the mirror! :)
that's how self-motivation works :D
my horoscope book says February will be a toughh month :)
and-and.and, i believe it! :) i smile because.
a frown utilises more muscles than a smile :)
because when I'm sad, i lose myself :)

PS:
thanky0uus Jian-Ri for the kitkat and lollipop :D
i was super highh for the rest of the day! :D
ehhs, congrats. youu ~~made~~ make me smile :D

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:41 PM

Monday, February 09, 2009

really very sad.

i hope there can be someone who understands me.

and loves me for who i am.

i want to cry like others do.

i'm so scared i'll cry suddenly.

dont judge me before youu know me.

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:46 PM

Sunday, February 08, 2009

msn excerpt :D

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:48 PM):
my msn has alot weird background one

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:49 PM):
how the hell do i change back? LOL
i cant see what i type T_T

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:49 PM):
wait
accept
haha

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:49 PM):
wa even more jialat LOL

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:49 PM):
i want show off my cartoons

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:49 PM):
guessu showed off to the wrong person =x

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:49 PM):
lol why
u have also?

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:50 PM):
nooo
i cant see
what i type
shit LOL

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:50 PM):
haha
i also!
ok i change for you

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:50 PM):
=P

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:50 PM):
this one better
got fish move around

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:50 PM):
the fish anyhow fly one
LOLOL

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:50 PM):
ya
haha
i bery bad siak!
haha

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:51 PM):
LOL

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:51 PM):
now we two like isolated from msn world hor
in colorfulworld

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:51 PM):
no background best lah!
xD

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:51 PM):
hahas!!

[c=#FF80C0你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:51 PM):
yaya LOL
bored till play with background

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:51 PM):
i bring euu go planet
haha

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:51 PM):
o.o

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:51 PM):
haha
we two very cute siak!

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:52 PM):
i know im cute
xD

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:52 PM):
u still want??

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:52 PM):
i still prefer emoty de

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:52 PM):
haha

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:52 PM):
press wrong!

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:52 PM):
haha

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:54 PM):
all detective series!
fun horhhs!
haha

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:55 PM):
no!
xD
so distracting =x

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:55 PM):
then my background for each person can diff
haha

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:55 PM):
its like setting ur phonetheme

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:55 PM):
i want go into the planet world!!

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:55 PM):
into a theme with all sorts of color
LOL
o.o

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:55 PM):
faster we enter same world
hahas!

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:56 PM):
this one very fun
like icq

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:56 PM):
=o
my pink abit dull in the typing box there

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:56 PM):
ya lorhhs
then what world we entering next?
haha

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:56 PM):
hmm
the..
no background world

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:57 PM):
wooo, no the default skin rocks

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:57 PM):
diaoos
now u at what world?

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:58 PM):
no world
o.o
balls
i forgot how to change color of the default skin

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:58 PM):
diaoos
we at same world lehhs!
i find one cute cute one

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:59 PM):
not very distracting

[c=#FF80C0]你爸我 is a good boy ・c ![/c] says (10:59 PM):
=o
very distracting for me
xD

你姐我 is a good girl ! says (10:59 PM):
nahhs! haha

-
-
-hahas!
the conversation makes me super zi-highh! :)
thoughh it's super kiddish and lame :)
but only me and joed know what is happening! :)
damn funny can :)
thats my update for today! :)
hopes geography test will work out tomorrow ;)

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:37 PM

Saturday, February 07, 2009

beautiful.

male lead for today!♥

landscape.

i say. -conquer.

says. -bleahhs!♥

says. -im knotty.♥

but i still ♥ him.

overall attraction.

effects ehhs♥

♥ steals :)

let me think♥

long hair is loved!♥
loved-loved.loved alrights!♥
ehhs,hahas. super random 一下两下.
sister leaves for bhutan for holiday.
envy,envy♥ im saddled with homework still :(

what is the world turning to arhhs?!
hahas, siao-edd diao alreadyy :)

I'm proud to say!♥
bi0logy rocks as much as language now! :)
can mrs e not go into labour? :(
she ignites the passion for bi0logy in me can :)
arrgghhs! :( can give birth in 2011? :)
hehes. kindly knock my headd :)
geography test on monday! :) Jiay0us.

finishedd my emcee's script :) woohoos.
i think fate is unavoidable, had the same nightmare.
that i fumbled onstage as emcee.
and-and.and, the whole school laughhed-.-
what if it happens on the actual day? :(
haiis, scaredd dao-.- 真是的!
faster come and faster end arhhs! :)

so ~~what if~~ i like you.
equates to nothingness :)

小鬼 is ♥!

TAG REPLIES!♥

KAHAO: TAGGED!: D
KAHAO: TAGGED!: D
x3: woahhs, 吓到! auto tag :)

JINYI: and omg. i want to play angel & mortal game leh . OMG. chek let me join yr class for a week ^^
JINYI: wth. maths teachers are not bias ^^
x3: they are lorhhs, biased to maths-whiz like iceberg :( ahahas! who asks you triple! :)

yongzheng: okies okies here yur tag :p alot emotions on yur latest post hur
x3: ehhs,cute horhhs! hahas :)

Destiny: Old -ZAI!!!
x3: I'm not old zai lurhhs :( *smacks*! :)

cyrus: Zzz.... -_-
x3: huh?? diaoos,haha!

JINYI: LOL. tagtagtagggged.
JINYI: it's like so interesting !
JINYI: haha. and wth our class so no life -.- i want to play the game too leh .
JINYI: LOL CHEK . dun say i bias hor .
x3: super biased can :) your class super cute one can :)

Joed: oo, 1 can see amos teeth 1 cannot
Joed: whats the diff =o?
x3: omfg0shh. joed che zi en youu super funny!! :)

yuting: Tagged! Ah Tao! U still owe mii favours...n I'm very nice derr nv bully you
x3: DUA JI! dont have bully me mehhs :) psycho-psychoedd.

cyrus: lol... here comes the homework freak
x3: woahhs! thanks for sending me the D-Gray-Man song :)

liFANG: hey cute one, link me! and jiayou for A maths
x3: linkedd! :) I'm not cute! :) okayys i will. ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

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