Friday, October 31, 2008
[ last dayy of october!]
TAG REPLIES :)
SK: hah. you look weird/ (:
x3: wakakas. suan wo. dont jog le! =x hehes.
jieying: we are the BRIGHT ONES
jieying: tagged!!!
x3: wahhs. hehes. yeahhs. yeesan and amos must have felt prettyy bad :]
Japheth: WHO IS THE BRIGHT ONE AGAIN? ;D
Japheth: haha it really was enjoyable... the fact that it was so noisy throughout the whole movie =.= LOL
x3: JAPHETH is bright!! :] hehes =x see lurrs. all yourr fault arhhs. ahahas :)
Kaisong: LOL HSM3 -.-"
x3: LOL. cannot arhhs?! hehes :] its sweet :)
JINYI: enjoy HSM 3 !
JINYI: nvm .. BYE ;D
JINYI: so chim lorrrr ..
JINYI: okay.. chekjun .. im not reading yr chim post -.-
x3: wakakas =x not chim reallyy. hmm. read with an open mind and euu will get it lurrs :] LAOGONG!! :)
Li Min: smile always ;D
Li Min: ohh ya... active as in blogging
Li Min: lols.. ps for not going to watch HSM3 with you and the others...
Li Min: not like me, like jiu jiu update once?!
Li Min: tagg (: you are so active lohh..
x3: ahahas. nevermind-lurrs :) im an active blogger! i jump.run.and hopp! :]
Japheth: tag[:
x3: wow. thats so sincere ;]
Joed: o tag.
x3: okayys. i feel your DEEPEST sincerity :p
ttr: hi tagged
x3: thanks junior! :)
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11:55 PM
PICS TAKEN YTDD! :)
hsm-3 not bad arhhs.
OKAYYS.
WISH ME LUCK TOMORROW :]
evacuation gold accred.
我好好好好好好不怕！
很勇敢好不好?!
hehehahas :)
:)
:(
:]
PS: 没有你我也可以一直走下去
♥our lips must always be sealed
4:23 AM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
The emaciated mangled mess
within the unassuming heap
of a sonorous whimper to breakfree.
As the mosaic of lacerations hurl upon a new blow,
the yearning ignition of freedom unleashes.
The blue-bass thud of a scowling heart.
the shape of a crystalised scream,
sharp as metal filings gets inherently trapped
within the hollow patron of a mundane throat.
Fear is a monster, inching. tottering.
until the last seam of security gets sorrowfully entangled.
It is no coincidence that startling queries
could move a person to extremes.
Just as seamlessly as faith.
They are the conjoined twins of emotion:
If you withhold doubts what was at stake to forfeit.
You had nothing to retaliate upon.
PS: [ saw this somewhere]
Nobody wants to admit to this,
but bad things will keep on happening.
Maybe that's because it's all a chain underlying,
and a long time ago
someone did the first bad thing,
and that led someone else to do another bad thing,
and so on and so forth.
You know,
like that game where you whisper
a sentence into someone's ear,
and that person whispers it to someone else,
and it all comes out wrong in the end.
But then again, maybe bad things happen
because its the only way we can keep remembering
what good is supposed to look like.
PS: nahhs. feeling kinda. apprehensive on such dayys :]
hehes. wrote those on top. ENJOYY :)
third post ehs? :]
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2:48 PM
TAG REPLIES :) [♥♥♥wakakas]Kaisong: zzz a few days and my tag is gonex3: nahhs :] THANKS for TAGGA! :)JINYI: LOL.JINYI: cus i thurs going jp for my cca meeting.
JINYI: sian ... you watching HSM 3 on thurs rite .. where you watching it ?
JINYI: chek. LOLLLL .x3: huh. hmm lols. ERM. yeahhs. kayys. cya there lurrs :)zhixian: miss me ritex3: horzhixian-senior! =x lolols. nahhs. not euu! :]Japheth: and is your hp confiscated or smth? cuz you nvr reply my msg one D:
Japheth: heyheyhey you wanna watch? can call me along cuz i also wanna watch and super-the-bored =xx3: yeahhs. confiscated. now took back. but using another number =x i am watching this coming thurs lurrs :]yeesan: go watch movies together lehs... i scared no more time leh =[
yeesan: ehfoo chiak ah, u veri bad lehh...x3: what no more time. lols. euu want go into caesarean birth le arhhs? hehes. kidding. yeahhs lurrs. this thurs :]jieying: ur blog de songs dam nice..
jieying: have a nice day with u
jieying: haha..tagged!!x3: yeapps. had a nice dayy too ya? :] cya on thurs babe! :)passerby: dropped by for a visit, have a nice day x3: ohs. your link. dots. THANKS STILL :)Japheth: eh your tag board abit off o.O >>> cant really see properly
Japheth: opps smiley wrong side [:
Japheth: haha surei dun mind being your reminder, just watch does words! :]x3: YES SIR! :) reminder lol!JINYI: haha. jk .
JINYI: LOLLL ! cus chek easy target to bully.x3: HUBBYY. onlyy let euu bullyy mahhs :] the rest no permission de. bleahs euu lurrs :]
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1:16 PM
1) The person who tagged you are: Kaisong SENIOR. Jinyi HUBBYY.
2)Your relationship with him/her: Kaisong. [FRiend-SenioR-junioR] JInyi [HUBBYY& WIFEE]
3)Your Five impression of him/her:
Kaisong: WEird. funny. good-to-suan. NICE-GUYY :]
Jinyi: cute! chio! cool! hehes. lovable. sweet. I ♥ HER!
4)The most memorable thing that he/she had done to you:
Kaisong: erm. offered him sweets on bus. wakakas.
Jinyi: gave me a super-qianda look :p hehes. no lurrs. is C.U.T.E :]
5)The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
Kaisong: ERM. ohs. euu live here too?! LOL.
Jinyi: GRR! ahahas.
6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
HUBBYY is myy beloved le!! :)
7) If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on:
HUBBYY has to stop being crazyy :]
8)If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
IMPOSSIBLE hao bu hao :]
9)If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
i am TOO fierce. adamant. stubborn. wakakas! ♥♥♥
10)You want to tell him/her now is:
Kaisong: POKGEYY!! :] SI-MAO! [SMILE] :)
Jinyi: HUBBYY. next year different class le. but-but-but. ♥ euu forever!~ *grins*
11) Your overall impression of him/her is:
Kaisong: ERM. POKGEYY! :p hehes.
Jinyi: chio and cute.
12)How do you think people around you will feel about you?
stubborn. TOO fierce at times. high and low like tides :)
13)The characteristics you love of yourself are: i ♥ friends that i should ♥!
14)On the contarary, the characteristics you hate yourself are: 我还没有MATURED! :] whats that chinese btw =-=
15)The most ideal person you want to be is:
dontknow. i think im just fine :)
16)For people that cared and like you, say something to them:
HEYYS. thanks! :] ♥ youu guys too kayys :]
17)pass this quiz to ten people to know how they feel about you. (hehehe...)
1. Koh Jinyi.
2. Guo HONEYY.
3. Teng Jieying.
4. Chua Yeesan.
5. Khoo Li Min.
6. Joed Che!
7. Chia Soon Keat Gorgor.
8. Japheth.
9. Haojun.
10. Tan Fang Fang.
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1:05 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
woahhs.
saw HUBBY. and jiamin todayy ♥~
had redcross training.
at jurongwest stadium.
veryy the slack hao bu hao.
JIAYOUS LE :)
went japanese restaurant eat-eat.
food was uber-the-SUCK.
wasted moneyy :( but cheap mahhs.
ahahas. worth the value. thats what i sayy.
suan-ed alex liu like dontknowhat. wakakas.
had F.U.N with XIANG BA LAO MEI.
西瓜和葡萄在一起会哈哈大笑。
hehehahas :) ♥♥♥ euu babe!
went to carpark to train footdrill gold.
not F.U.N at all. dontknowhats-going-on.
chua yeesan is pregnant!! ahahas! :)
went pioneer mall for ice kachang :] YUMMY.
headed to landshop. thought it was nice.
withhold a deadly aura within. EWW.
jieying. yeesan and i. went mac for drinks.
orange juice was SWEET. ice-latte nicer :(
we had F.U.N chatting :]
jieying sayys it isnt true lurve.
i dontknow lurrs.
maybe it is. maybe it isnt.
we chatted on alot of things :]
friends. lurve. life :]
thanks babes :)
chua yeesan!! LMAO.
made me almost die of OVER-LAUGHING.
wakakas. ahahas. what-the. LMAO.LMAO.
i laughed until i cried! ahahas. [ CRAZYY]
*WARNING*!!
dont stay near to yeesan when she's saying secrets.
veryy the loud hao bu hao?! paiseyy dao~~ hehes!
maybe catching HSM3 on thurs.
wakakas. i am so tanned now!
black-black de wo! bleahs euu lurrs! =x
myy trademark is cool hao bu hao :]
THANKKS XIANG BA LAO MEI. JIEYING AND YEESAN ♥♥♥
HAPPYY BIRTHDAYY TAN SIYING A.K.A DIAODIAOYING!!
XIANG YI WEI MING LE :)
PS: shielded beneath the rosary.
let those withering memories fade with the course of time.
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8:47 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
told myself that there isnt a need to miss you anymore.
but that momentum gnawed on.
until i am seamlessly entangled.
in every single hinge of memory comprising you.
isnt it time to let go. i question your importance.
you impede aspects of my everyday life.
still grappling with the staggering doubt of all these.
that you will ever leave the deepest abyss of that senseless heart.
im not numb yet. it irks to be reminded that everything is not over.
PS: third post.
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11:08 PM
1 . When was the last time you saw the 2nd person on your top friends?
- Red-Cross camp lurrs =x
2. What is bothering you right now?
- sad-sad last episode of 9pm show.
3. Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- depends :)
4. What is in your wallet right now?
- cards. cash. coins. dontknow.
5. Wallpaper on your computers desktop?
- myy sis and co.
6. wallpaper on your cell phone?
- darn. i forgot. =-= [what a sensitive issue.]
7. Favorite shoes?
- slippers? hehes.
8. Where was your default picture taken?
- what is default picture? uh-ohs =x
9. Do you like messages or comments better?
- huh hmm. comments? hehes.
10. Where do you work?
- i havent work yet. hehes.
11. What is the last thing you ate today?
- dinner. duck rice :]
12. What are you doing this weekend?
- sat is evac gold mass accred. sun is sleeping time. =3
13. What are you wearing?
- clothes lurrs >-<
18. What do you smell like?
- LUX. hehes.
19. Eating?
- nahhs.
20. Have you hit someone today?
- nahhs. im a good girl todayy :]
21. Do you believe in a soul mate?
- dontknow leiis. depends on who.
22. What do you wear to bed?
- clothes larrs. OHHMYYTIANN =x
23. Are you excited for school?
-yeapps. if i can meet myy friends :)
24. Do you burn easily in the sun?
- nahhs. hehes! :]
25. Have you ever been gambling?
- nahhs. gambling is bad. im a good-good girl :)
26. What is your dream car?
- dontknow. cute-stylish one.
27. What did you do last weekend?
- camp lorr. sundayy was sleep-in time againn =s
28. What have you learned recently?
- OA. EVAC. =x
29. Have you bath?
- uh huh.
30. What was the last text message you sent?
- DONTKNOW LARRS. GRR! HMMPPHS. LOL.
31. Have you ever had a crush on your sisters/brothers friend?
- nahhs. soooooooo uglyyyyyyyyyy. lol.
32. How good is your eyesight?
- quite good seyys. =x
33. What was the last thing you drank?
- water. wakakas.
34. Whose house did you go to last?
-mine!! :)
35. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
- sister. shush.
36. Do you love someone right now?
- yeapps.
37. What do you wear more: shorts, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants?
- shorts lurrs. ahahas.
38. Name three drinks you drank today?
- water. water. water. =x
39. what are you excited about?
- nothing. im dreading tomorrow. =z
40. What is your dream phone?
- DONTHAVE. i onlyy want back myy phone =c
41. Ever broken a promise?
- yeapps. hehes =p
42. Favorite Yankee Candle scent?
- wahhs. dontknowhathat.
43. Last birthday party attended?
- hmm. long ago lurrs. last year's yeesan de bdae.
44. Last vacation? Where?
- Last year. China :)
45. Last time you prayed?
- few weeks ago i think. when we were getting back exam papers =x
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10:00 PM
TAG REPLIES :)
[TAGGA replys as of 12 oct] =x
Japheth: wa sei so much tags by JINYI haha
x3: ahahas. yupp lurrs. myy laogong sot-sot de :]
JINYI: &&&&&&&. i tot you today den come back LOL .
today spare you arh .. dun feel like spamming you ..
JINYI: LOLLLL . chekk ..... -.-
x3: woots! :) euu blurhead lurrs =x hehehahas.
zhixian: who and who impposible sia... pass by~
x3: LOL! hor zhixian-senior veryy kpo arhhs =x hehes. secret :]
SK: booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (;
x3: bleahs euu lurrs! :)
Kaisong: Wah i nvr knew Jinyi could spam so much =.=
x3: wahhs. now euu know le. must be waryy of that tagga maniac ^^
JINYI: BYEEEE ;D
JINYI: haha.
JINYI: im repeating myself over and over agn. but nvm..
JINYI: haha.
JINYI: and cry infront of yr comp screen
JINYI: become so touched that there is actually a person spamming yr tagboard after a tiring 3days 2 nights camp
JINYI: and agn .. be like yeesan.
JINYI: haha
JINYI: see.. i treat you so good rite. for spamming my previous tags on you
JINYI: so i think the next sufferer will be my laopo liao lorr ...
JINYI: i still dun feel satisfied leh ..
JINYI: after spamming limin's and yeesan's blog ..
INYI: EHH.
JINYI: tagged ;D
JINYI: LOL chek ..
x3: WAHHS. laogong arhhs. euu spam like siaoo hao bu hao?! ahahas.
Joed: tag?
x3: joedche!! :] hehes.
SK's phone bill.: D:. i 1 digit she 3 digits.
SK's phone bill.: oh no i lose cj's phone bill.
SK's phone bill.: hi im like. 0.00?
Chekjun's phone bill.: hi im three digits.
x3: yeahhs lurrs =-= suan wo =p i can survive without oxygen! uh-ohs. handphone :)
AMANDUU: tag all da best for yr EL and lit must continue to be that chim english girl next year okay? XD
x3: wakakas. euu are also top in english worrs :) okayys girl! =x hehes.
YUJUN: yan bian ppl very not vulgar de...i at yan bian come find me:)
x3: wakakas. im a BIG-POLITE-GIRL :)
Japheth: WA SEIII YOU SUPER VULGAR ARH! pls larr dun scare me
x3: =-= DUHH lurrs euu =p ahahas.
Joed: vulgar.!
x3: bleahs euu lurrs :) im not :)
SK: boo
x3: smack euu arhhs! :]
yeesan: tagged=]
JIANRI: o.o tagged! o.o
x3: wahhseyy. rare-visitor! :] thanks ^^
JINYI: *lab
JINYI: now i at comp lap doing survey ^^V hahas .
JINYI: i so gd rite .. hahaha .
JINYI: i now v.sian .. den 1st think of my laopo leh ..
JINYI: LOL .
JINYI: hello !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
x3: hehes. thanks so much for SPAMMING laogong. ahahas. :)
♥ , Wenli :]: HAHA. Twinnie:D Nevermindd laa , But then you very long never tag me luhh ! xP Loves&Takecaresx3: psps! ♥♥♥! :]Japheth: HEY AND WHATS WITH ALL THOSE F-WORDS! CONTROL YOURSELF :[
Japheth: yoyo tag![:
x2: wahhs. Japheth euu are like myy reminder seyys. hehes. =xJINYI: bye
JINYI: dun sad lols .
JINYI: LOLLLLLLLLL
JINYI: ps .
JINYI: *chek
JINYI: LOLLL. check .
x3: HUBBY. =3 DUHH.TRIBUTE: Tag tag tag tag tag tag tag... ;D x3: Thks thks thks thks thks thks thks... ;D hehes! =x
♥ , Wenli :]: TWINNIE arhhh! Never Give me a tag luhh ! xP Takecares (;
x3: hehes. =] hr8t euu still girl ♥♥ *winks*YUJUN: FOREVER HONEYY NOT HONEHH
YUJUN: OUR VILLAGE IS AT YANBIAN:] DO COME AND VISIT US. WE GOING TO MODERN CITY SOON LE. I WILL MISS YOU DE
YUJUN: HELLO EX-COUNTRY PUMPKINIAN:) WE HAVE REQRUITED MANY PEOPLE INTO OUR VILLAGE
YUJUN: "ARRIVAL OF MAYOR OF COUNTRY PUMPKIN"
x3: XIANG BA LAO MEI! LOLOL. THANKYOUU.♥ , Wenli :]: Yo !:D
x3: TWINNIE! :)cyrus: haha
cyrus: u alot gorgor wor
x3: nahhs. donthave-donthave. another rare-vistior. PROPELLOR! :]jieying: nice song...
x3: hehes. thanks!Joed: ~ not bias means not bias . LOL
Joed: the movie where got people gay LOL
x3: wow. so long le =x hehes. have!! =3JINYI: tagged ;D
JINYI: LOL ... hello .
x3: HELLO. :]
TRIBUTE: Ai yoh! why ur blog so 肉麻one! XD
x3: sayy until like that =x bleahs euu lurrs :)
Japheth: erm your tag board abit screwed up... can't see time properly :[
Japheth: tag
wakakas :)
BACK.
B.A.C.K!
IBS-camp was torturous =x
reallyy reallyy mahhs.
especiallyy p.t hao bu hao?! :(
footdrill was okayy-okayy.
hehes :]
dontknowhyy lurrs :]
camp was a LOOOOONG one.
evac and oa lessons were fine.
but i dont hold great liking lorr =x
ytdd ran 15 rounds in quadrangle.
that was the LOOOOONGEST run.
in myy entire adolescence life hao bu hao.
GRR. myy back is so painful and stiff :(
will be having redcross.
for almost entire october and november =x
upcoming FAC and UIP. =x lalas.
didnt sayy out storyy i created during camp.
because chua yeesan took myy paper!! :(
and forgotten that it was with her =x
never-mind lurrs.
i dont deserve top-in-eng.
because i said.
i got eating and i talk english =-=
and dontknow.
definitions of bathe and shower :(
and and and. hematoma :[
have to do writeup for IBS camp.
bleahs bleahs bleahs =x
i screwed up when opening a stretcher!!
ahahas :)
kwan wai is veryy cute! :]
wakakas. i have a cute junior :)
*winks* a little bit tired sir! lol!
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9:08 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
okayys.
myy blog-readers veryy cute de :]
laugh myy ass off.
im fine le.
thanks for concern :)
redcross-redcross was fine todayy.
first aid duty fine too :)
wenxuan danced!
he was veryy cute and shuai de :]
he danced too.
but i didnt even bother staring.
not worth myy attention?
laugh myy ass off.
amanda was veryy crazyy.
danced veryy veryy the high =x
congrats for toppin english too kays :)
we shall compete againn next year! :)
and i promise i will strive like mad! :)
orhhs.
myy hp bill $150.
cant sms le =x
never mind lurrs :(
wont die without it~
TOMORROW.
last dayy of school :(
i will keep everyy single memoryy.
of everyy last fleeting moment.
that 2e1 shares =x
im not sad!~
i am reallyy not sad!~
okayys. im lying :(
lost myy previous post.
which i typed like mad.
darn. =x ahahas.
PEEPS reading myy blog.
will think myy english standard sucks.
hehes! i think that wayy too! =x
never-mind lurrs =z
hehehahas.
i need to create stories for camp! :]
i officiallyy take up the challenge =x
have fun missing me.
MIA MIA MIA.
PS: report book tomorrow!
im so excited and scared =s
PS: we are impossible.
but euu and her aint.
no matter what.
reality wont change.
therefore i wont.
avert it for us three.
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7:52 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
HAPPYY BIRTHDAYY MYY HONEYY! :D
LOVES EUU XIANG BA LAO MEIIS.
FROM YAN BIAN! =x
vulgar post.
dont read if euu are weak-hr8ted.
laugh myy ass off.
43th in level.
14th in class.
68.1%.
same as amos.
ahahas :)
sibei dulan just now.
fuck off larrs.
wahhs.
then something veryy funnyy happened leiis.
talked to me shout leiis.
wahhs. shiok siakk.
i fucking shouted back.
somemore fucking loud.
in public somemore wors.
laugh myy ass off.
fucking funnyy leiis.
shout at me siakk.
wahhs. fun arhhs! [:
hahas.
knnb ccb. cb kia.
laugh myy ass off hao bu hao.
ahahahas.
its been quite awhile since i last erupted.
do i have to constantly remind.
i am exercising to restraint myy limit.
enough is enough.
lets reiterate (:
i can be extremelyy friendlyy.
and extremelyy unfriendlyy.
dare to trifle me againn.
i will ensure that we will playy to the end [:
ohs ya.
todayy finalised choice options.
i put el lit.
pure bio-chem.
pure phy-chem.
combined science and pure bio.
wahhs.
put myy name down for pure lit also.
wakakas :]
if all cant. [ hopes wont lorr]
appeal for pure geog lorr.
afterall no worries larrs :)
buhbyes folks! ~
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6:30 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
long post alert!
if euu are lazyy :]
dont read lorr=x
ahahas.
got back results le =x
kayys.
historyy overall 81.
chinese papers = a2.
[hopes overall can pull up to a1?!]
english papers a2.
overall is a1 :]
okayys.
i officiallyy top myy english in level/clss.
wakakas :]
home econ!
shockingly!!
72.5/100 on paper.
OHHMYYTIANN?!
lmao. =x
[hopes overall can pull up to a1 :]
okayys.
art havent got back :)
but wakakas. lousyy for sure =x
realise i didnt mention myy maths and sci?
god-damn-it shitty results.
but heyys.
i pass both papers hao bu hao?!
i failed both during mye hao bu hao? :)
maths papers 45.
then overall 49.
ms phang helped me pull up to 50?!
OHHMYYTIANN.
♥ ♥ ♥ her!!
last time dont like.
cause i was always failed by her =x
but now ♥ ♥ ♥ !!
hehes. realistic ehs? :)
science passed both papers.
but borderline nia~
physics always scoring better than bio =x
hehehahas.
54 on papers?! lols.
[hopes overall can pull up to b4 (:]
yupp.
im sharing these here.
because im TOO excited??
hahas.
hopes can get in el-lit class.
then i can take pure-science too.
siew ming senior told me.
school puts english in priority?
dontknow =x ~
but just wanna get into el-lit larrs :)
wakakas.
im not yearning for more le =x
lols.
sometimes i reallyy feel like crying.
to think that 2e1 is separating soon.
and that next year.
i wont be same class as any of myy friends.
okayys. it hurts. uber.
but then.
now im just deluding myself that it wont occur.
forget it?! since we have different fortitudes.
we cant compromise our ideals on the heat of the moment.
next two years i will have to deal with being alone bahhs?
ahahas. i bet nobodyy cares. never mind too :)
hyss is changing p.e tees.
design two is nicer :]
i want get into top 12 in class? =x
hahas. because top 10 is impossible.
and and and.
stupid sk gorgor.
eoy's results like damn good?
GRR * smacks you* :)
happyy for euu too larrs^^
also happyy for joed that he passed :]
PS: boyy..glad euu passed yourr english.
now i can rest myy worries for euu.
because euu are still so nonchalant.
i feel like asking euu to.
fuck off.
but too bad.
just remembered euu are impt to me.
lmao?!
seriouslyy. fuck-0ff.
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6:44 AM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
GRR.
school was veryy-cheaterbug todayy.
HMMPPHH.
thought we will be taking back exam-papers.
so excited lorr =x
how i know. tsk tsk.
changed the date to fridayy.
liar arhhs! :(
shldnt have comed to school.
wasted time.
crapp talk on anti-gambling.
bleahs euu lurrs.
almost slept.
recess.
lab.
roadshow.
ahahas.
veryy funnyy lurrs me =x
whyy do euu study maths for.
1.to pass maths test.
2.climb a mountain.
3.to become a gambler.
ahahas. i chose number two >-<
ben-dan. bleahs lurrs =x
cus she said maths.
as mehh.
like sheep lorr. =x
asked her repeat.
still sayy like sheep =-=
hehehahas.
i won alot-alot-de sweets arhhs!
so happyy.
sweets make me smile :)
big-big rain.
went westmall.
buy presents.
HUBBY and HONEY.
yourr laopo and honeyy not bad worrs.
chose euu two de presents.
hope you guys will lurve them arhhs=x
BLEAHS-BIG-TIME :)
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:25 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
ARE YOU:
►Perfect : nah =x
►Tall: nah-nah- =c
►In your pajamas: nah-nah-nah =z
►Left handed: nah-nah-nah-nah =(
=======================================
LAST
►Friend you saw: jieying :]
►Talked to on the phone: yeesan :]
►Person to text you: joed? :]
►Is today better than yesterday? nah. alot worser =x
=======================================
FAVORITE
►Numbers: 8 & 13. i cant forget him yet =x
►Color: pure-white. grey. black. hot-pink. baby-blue.
►Food: seafood. western food. oriental dishes. local delights.
►Place: beach.
=======================================
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
► open myy eyes? LOL.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you
► yupp. ALOT.
Q: Where is the 1st place you went today?
► HOME.
Q. Do you smile a lot?
► if im happyy lurrs :)
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
► yupp.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
► i can be extremelyy friendlyy and extremelyy unfriendlyy.
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
► myy room lurrs =x
Q: Why did you sleep there?
► because its myy room lorr =c
Q: When was the last time you cried?
► dontknow. quite recent?
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
► bliss.
Q: Rate life as of right now, one
being bad, ten being great?
► six? neither good nor bad. but kinda fine =x
Q: What do you hear right now?
► nagging.
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
► yupp. myy self-consciousness.
Q: What's your favorite month?
► april and august.
=======================================
EMOTIONS: neutral.
Are you missing someone right now?
► maybe?
Are you single?
► yupp. x3
Are you tired?
► dontknow. just kinda bored =c
Are your parents still married?
► yupp. i dont reallyy care =x
=======================================
BASICS:
►Real name : chekjun :)
►Nick Name: angel? duhh. reallyy larrs.
►Age : 14+++
►Eye color: black lorr.
►Male or female: female lurrs :]
►Single? : i thought i said le =z [yupp.]
►Crushing? : maybe? dots.
►Smart? : okayys.
►Hair color? : black? =x
►Sweats or Jeans? : neither. shorts ehs :)
►Phone or Camera? : phone duhh.
►Health freak? : nah.
►Righty or lefty ? : right. hahas.
►SMOKE or Drink? : nahhs! =s
======================================
FIRSTS:
►First best friends ? : jinyi.jieying.yujun?
►First award? : erm. primaryy two? lolx cant recall =x
►First enemy? : dont harp on it already? XD
►First pet? : hamster called ham-ham. i think? :]
►First vacation? : cant remember :]
►Eating? : porridge? cant recall =x
►Drinking? : milk? if not what.
►Listening to? : peace and serenity :)
►Plans for tommorow? : school and home lurrs.
►Waiting for? : dontknow. but feel like saying. MERRY CHRISTMAS! ahahas.
=======================================
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER:
►Lips or eyes? : lips.
►Shorter or taller? : taller larrs. zzz.
►Romantic or spontaneous? : romantic? lol.
►Sensitive or loud? : neutral. not too loud nor sensitive.
►Hook-up or in a relationship? : neither.
=======================================
HAVE YOU EVER:
►Drank hard drinks? : nah-nah. [ 我是乖孩子! ] :]
►Lost glasses/contacts? : nah-nah.
►Ran away from home? : nah-nah-nah. run awayy still need come back what. for what use in that case?! zzz =c
►Broken someone's heart? : maybe.
►Been arrested? : nah-nah-nah-nah. [ 我是乖孩子! ] :]
===================================
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone? : NO. i love him with myy life.
►Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : nah. i want more.
►Post as 100 truths
♥our lips must always be sealed
4:49 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
wakakas :)
went movie-movied ytd.
with jinyi. haojun[home-econ partner]. and joed :]
went in and sat randomlyy :)
jieying. yeesan. jiamin. lynn. yuting.
came much later. =x
ahahas. theyy dashed from JEC. XD
theyy sat elsewhere because like i said.
we were randomlyy aranged =x
movie was fine.
though it got kinda bored initiallyy.
and i wanted to stretch myy legs so badlyy.
and i remembered i cant.
because its so cramped. =x
and i was slouching over myy seat.
moving about like a small kid.
BLEAHS =x
ahahas. i saw one scene with 2 guys gaying.
and i told joed that he is their friends.
and he didnt get me. NEVER-MIND =x
after movie :]
went to buyy limin's bdae gift.
headed to buyy neos.
but lynn. yuting. jinyi went home first?
okayys lurrs. no comments about that?
me. yeesan. jiamin. jieying.
mrt-ed to JEC there.
went to take neos like siao =x
had three rounds of intensive neos! :)
the pictures turned out wayy nice^^
shall post when jieying scanned to me kayys =x
initiallyy in a neutral mood ytd.
but got totallyy ruined.
didnt mean to scold myy bestie.
sorryy LOT-LOT-DE.
i just cant seem to control myy temper.
especiallyy about some issues.
okayys. dont want to mention le :)
there are reasons for stuff i do =x
i dont like to be under control.
wtf. i need myy handphone badlyy now.
maybe will be unhappyy these few dayys.
dont come trifle with me? anything.
going for a swim later with yeesan.
ahahas. i seem to ♥ ♥ her alot ehs?
hehes :)
mushroom gorgor veryy heartless =-=
tomorrow getting back results.
reallyy worried. =x
though i studied reallyy hard.
and am 1000% prepared to fail maths.
im still scared. =x
myy historyy section a last qs stapled with section b =c
science im goddammit scared.
i dontknow if i can top english this time. [toplist]
i dontknow if i can do well for chinese.
i dontknow myy art can get 60 mahhs =x
all in all. im scared =x
joedche aka bread-on-off-er must do well too!!^^
PS: 不如不再想你。
不用再说。够了。
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:17 PM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
wakakas :)
movie-movie tomorrow.
kinda bored at home arhhs =x
cant stand the boredom.
facing the tv. hp. com.
its like so. erm. crappyy?!
lmao. dont even know.
whyy im cooped home.
nevermind-lurrs.
tomorrow will have lot-lot-de fun ehs?! :]
okayys :)
周杰伦--[说好的幸福呢]！
trulyy rawks to the core.
its so sweet aint it =x hehes.
and im still waiting.
waiting waiting waiting.
until the document jieying's sending me is done.
OHHMYYTIANN.
waited dontknow how long le =x
have to chiong tonight le!~
OHHMYYTIANN. =x
ahahahas.
myy attempt yesterdayy failed.
aww. BLEAHS.
不用紧好不好? =x
hehes. i was just trying myy luck.
still..BLEAHS-BIG-BIG-TIME :]
hehes :)
PS: 我想只有他可以让我忘掉你。
可是我又不可以喜欢上他。
因为。。就是不可以。
昨天才发现。
我被你和她耍了好久。
至到现在我为什么还那么关心你？
超级无敌大笨蛋的我。
PS: _---NO COMMENTS_--
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:37 PM
TAG REPLIES! XD
[SORRYY for not replyying tags for long dudes =x]
here's yourr TAG replies! :]
[from september. aww]
tommy: tagged^^ nice random pic =)
x3: thanks! sorryy late replyy.
kahao: hello hello tagged !
x3: HELLO. gorgor take care :)
jieying: child hood memory is always the best memory
jieying: jia you !!!
x3: hehes :) agreeable!! :]
Joed: TAG TAG TAG!
x3: biased lurrs! BLEAHS XD
TRIBUTE: Oi, you still want to fight over Amanda's 财产 with me?! XD
x3: ahahas. myy name not Oi. BLEAHS! see myy mood =x hahas!!
Japheth: jiayou for all the papers! work hard and take care[:
x3: paiseyy siakk :( papers all ended then i replied. hehes. thanks still!! :D
Kaisong: sth "nice" for u at my blog =p
x3: yupp. shall do if im not lazyy :p
JINYI: LOLLL. forgot to tag you
JINYI: nvm .. jiayous for EOY. bye ;D
JINYI: and tagged .
x3: hehes :) THANKS LAOGONG! :] cya tmr!~
Sui Zheng: Tagged...
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x3: wahseyys. so SINCERE lurrs! =x hehes. APPRECIATED LOT-LOT-DE!! :)
yeesan: foo chiak ah, aiyo, i wonder if he see this. if he wont throw face,i will lar =x. jiang wo hor, dun tok about him, giving a last hope. if not, i guess i just have keep it quietly le =S
yeesan: anyway,taggiea=]
x3: hehes :] yupp im so sweet aint i?! heh..thanks for TAGGA :)
jieying: haha....
jieying: nice day!
jieying: good luck for art
jieying: nice song too..
x3: ahahas. thanks babe!! :)
odilia: wahhh new blog skin haha link me x3: COCONUT!! :) linked! XD
Sui Zheng: Tagged..
x3: THANKS! =x hahas.
XxXx: lalalalalalalalalalalala nice blog
x3: thanks! =x AMOS.
Amos: by the way i had this song a long time ago
Amos: evil spammer
Amos: stop spamming lor...
x3: THANKS!~ =-=. euu are IN lorr. XD
Joed: im not bias. see?
x3: still BIASED lurrs. BLEAHS euu forever!! ^^
ChuanHong: lols..
x3: gorgor arhhs. TAGGA so MUCH :p thanks still!~
yeesan: chiak,b true 2 urself. dun keep losing every opportunity u have. cos it is hard 2 come by.
x3: erm. thanks for yourr TAGGA. but dont get it =x HEES.
YUJUN: HELLO DA TOU MEI:))
x3: HELLO! rare TAGGA siakk :] XIAO TOU MEII.
DiAoDiAoYiNg: CHIAK AH!!! Logistics roxs!!! We must xiang yi wei ming!!! Dun worry be happy=D
x3: ahahas. yupp. LOGISTICS LONG-LIFE EHS!! =x hehes. ♥♥♥!
Joed: im not bias darn it
x3: forever BIASED lurrs! =x hehes.
yeesan: chiak who going wif u to swim?
x3: hmm. not too sure if im gonna game or swim yet =x
JINYI: chekjun ...
JINYI: ZZZZ .
JINYI: how dare you ...
JINYI: ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ .
JINYI: and reply my sms .
x3: LAOGONG!! so fierce =x hehes. i onlyy got back hp around four-plus mahhs..zzz
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:13 PM
wakakas [:
mondayy going see movie [painted skin].
at jurong-point.
bus-ed to jec later.
to take neos with friends.
cus reason is simple.
i dislike to ice-skate.
xia dao wo the last time i played.
tues going swim maybe (:
or laser game with japheth and gang =-=
wanna ask someone out.
becomes ask him out for friend.
ohhmyytiann =x
我好失败哦 :(
hmm. nevermind bahhs :]
so late le.
lazyy to post pictures.
its a god-dammit short-post.
so dudes. chill and smile ehs :)
i realise its onlyy saturdayy.
three more dayys to weds.
im alreadyy dreading it.
officiallyy rotting at home =x
PS: 我发现这一切都是一个错误。
♥our lips must always be sealed
1:09 AM
Friday, October 10, 2008
-->
sec-one de picture.
ahahas.
EXAMS ARE OVER!! =x
OHHMYYTIANN.
TIME FOR ME TO
玩到翻了!!
honestlyy.
the past two weeks were torturous.
studying until one or two or three a.m.
were common.
finallyy.
i have time to chill :]
have lot-lot fun.
i cried a little over MATHS-papertwo.
it was reallyy tough.
and i did all.
but none was correct.
fine can sayy.
99% is wrong.
lols. reallyy cried.
sad dao dontknowhatosayy.
but forget it?
redcross training arhhs.
pt was tough.
hurt myy butt.
now still painful lurrs :(
BLEAHS-BIGTIME.
wahpiang ehs =x
first aid was fine.
because i have interest mahhs! :)
footdrill arhhs.
fine lurrs.
other than the HOP-PING drill.
i was at there laughing myy hr8t out?!
FUNNIEST thing i have ever done.
ahahas. x3
bathed immediatelyy when i came home.
because i was sweatyy like dontknowhat.
then hit the pillow.
fell asleep for three hours straight.
hungryy-hungryy.
had dinner and here i am! :]
PS:
i should scold myself.
i should whack myself.
i should kill myself.
whyy the fcuk am i still concerned over euu?!
didnt i do enough?
to rid euu from myy hr8t?!
didnt i do enough?
to stop thinking about euu?!
yourr matters are none of myy concern =x
i told myself that.
but did i convince myself to not care hard enough for euu?!
even as i write.
the tears keep coming.
whyy must i be reminded of euu?
whenever i passed byy there.
myy hr8t ached reallyy bad.
whyy must i always cryy.
when i passed byy that god-forbidden place?
whyy havent i convince myself hard enough?
that euu are HERS. not MINE.
whyy havent i done that?
whyy havent i forgiven anybody?
whyy is myy hr8t hurting like crazy?
just whyy the fcuk.
do i have to come upon yourr existence.
faking that everything's over.
faking that i dont give a damn anymore.
even when myy friends dont mention yourr name.
i still think about euu from time to time.
when will this end?
when will i stop crying over euu?
when will i trulyy regard the fact.
we are impossible.
PS: 傻瓜。
♥our lips must always be sealed
12:41 AM
Thursday, October 09, 2008
wakakas [:
i spoke too soon.
HOME-ECONpaper sucks.
but at least i know how do arhhs :)
hehehahas x3
funnyy thing happened!
there was this section.
where HOME-ECON cher.
put 'too dark' besides.
2E5 invigilator thought dont need to do =x
and so LUCKYY i dontknow how to do.
and should onlyy score two marks upon ten =x
guess what?!
HOME-ECON cher officiallyy.
OMIT THE SECTION!!
OMYYGOSHH.
know what that means?!
90 marks is now converted to 100%!! :]
OHHMYYTIANN.
im reallyy reallyy tyco hao bu hao?
like that also can escape =x
that means myy marks will be higher ehs?
ahahas!!
while lynn and i were so happyy.
yeesan was fuming awayy.
damn funnyy cute lurrs her.
hahahas.
i think im going to be TOO-HIGH over this le =x
hahas.
but then not veryy happyy.
because of that wdf crossword puzzle.
i know all the answers.
but the blanks were all disarrayed =x
then HOME-ECON cher kept told us to change.
the point is.
whats the point lurrs?! =x
forget it le larrs.
crapp dao~ :(
down to the last paper tomorrow le~~
okayys. though this idea is ♥ lot-lot de.
but TOMORROW.
haiiis.
MATHS-paper two lurrs :(
bleahs!!
i need 22 marks to pass for paper two.
OHHMYYTIANN.
paper-one i didnt do too well leiis :(
how to get 22?! :(
我的天哦. okayys. =x
always sound so high after papers =-=
BLEAHS :) HUBBYY!!
yourr smart-smart LAOPO.
after two years =x
finallyy learnt how to create a music playlist!! :]
okayys. i sound so countrybumpkin =x
TOMORROW.
has training lurrs. [ speechless]
one word : JIAYOUS >-<
PS:
选择退出。
我放弃了爱你的资格。
♥our lips must always be sealed
11:59 AM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
ahahas.
ENGLISHpaper rawks!! =x
ALOT-ALOT-ALOT.
RAWK-RAWK-RAWK.
ahahas!! :p
initiallyy i was at there shivering lurrs.
and i PRAY-HARD-HARD.
for everyy single exam =x
reallyy reallyy prayy lurrs =x
i was kinda freaked out?!
because myy ENGLISHpaper one.
i did okayy bahhs.
but myy personal-standard not there.
then yesterdayy i told mummyy.
i wanted to eat an egg. =-=
she was SOOOO superstitious.
LMAO.
told her nevermind-one.
because im prepared to not top ENGLISH.
but-but-but.
the ENGLISH paper-two todayy changed myy mindset! :p
im not going to give it up [:
ahahas. the paper was FINE!! :)
hehes.
jieying sayys myy memoryy veryy good [:
can go for HOME-ECONS clss =-=
ahahas. dont want lurrs :p
i want to go PURE-LIT!! :)
i thinkk myy performance.
and and and.
confidence for previous papers so far.
was OKAYYS :)
dontknowhyy.
have alot of confidence for TOMORROW.
HOME-ECONS paper siakk :]
though i onlyy studied one chpt so far :p
i have ALOT of confidence arhhs!! x3
hehes :) wish me luck then! x3
OMGOSH.
MATHSpaper one.
passed.
but then.
OMGOSH.
performed not as well.
maybe because i thought it was simple.
TOO- MUCH- CONFIDENCE LE LARRS!! :(
我是大笨蛋!! hehes :)
MATHSpaper-two better jiayous le!
PS:
我连走近你都没有勇气。
因为我一辈子都走不进你的世界。
很多人说我变了。
放弃你之后我已经不是以前的我。
我已经忘记怎么样去喜欢一个人了。
我可以接受任何人。
可是我的心却一点知觉都没有。
谢谢你对她的好。
♥our lips must always be sealed
12:37 PM
Monday, October 06, 2008
--> this is me!! after EOY!!ahahas =x
SCIENCEpaper todayy!! =x
wakakas.
studyy-studyy til THREEPM ytd. :]
benxiaojie veryy pro at chiong de :)
pro-est is im not tired at all =-=
ahahas.stay up so late.
di-di sayys im sec-two onlyy
imagine sec-four o-level.
wahs! hehes :)
i told him i can stay up til one second before exam :)
hehehahas :) okayys.
SCIENCEpaper-one was fine.
reallyy reallyy lurrs :]
PHY and BIO-CHEM. was okayys.
had alot of careless mistakes =x
bleahs!! uh-ohs :(
but then all in all.
should be better than mid-year ehs? :)
damn. if i didnt do well.
i will be reallyy down =x
hmm. TOMORROW.
ARTpaper.
and im totallyy despondent over it.
given up hope le =x
therefore i can HAPPY-HAPPY sit here now :)
give myy best bahhs.
since myy ART sucks :)
suddenlyy tot of next year.
SENIOR-ME le!! :(
old-old le. imagine lower secs looking at us.
going to UPPER-SEC secondaryy.
ohhmyytiann =x
i know im weird but i dont-like-dont-like lurrs :(
and myy sec-three friends.
becoming BIG-BIGGER-BIGGEST seniors.
worst is theyy are leaving soon!! =x
ohhmyytiann. =x
the feeling is compoundingly overwhelming.
let me savour lower-sec life longer :)
after-school.
went mac-mac with friends.
saw yeesan's MR ------!! =x
i reallyy think theyy are veryy fated :)
decided to be a samaritan.
wanna ask him come pei her.
but long storyy arhhs! :)
all in all.
it was funnyy. embarrassing. LOL.
i reallyy feel veryy happyy with.
jieying fangfang and yeesan todayy :]
theyy give me a stressless feeling =x
not like with some others. THANKS :)
♥ ya babes! :]
saw two small babyy girls at basketball court.
went over to playy-playy =x
then one girl smiled at me.
and rolled her tongue at me =-=
hehehahas :)
reminds me of that time.
a throng of pre-school kids.
called me and HUBBY.
AUNTIES. ohhmyytiann =-=
smack yourr ass lurrs!! :]
THANKKYOU-HUBBYFORPLAYLIST
listen to last two-songs on myy playlist bahhs :]
ohhyupp.
♥ ♥ ♥ ~~
wishful thinking. =x
it prettyy states myy feeling now.
AND secondlyy.
i wished you loved me.
okayys =x
and i did get reallyy sad.
and addicted to it.
because the lyrics.
could reallyy get to me.
but i promised i let go le :)
im still immuning myy hr8t.
but i believe its for the better :]
HAPPYY-READING! :)
PS: 今天是我不让自己想你的第四天。
加油! :]
PS: 现在的我看起来好乐观吧。
好像没事发生。
我不知道。
只是心里好空虚。
我还能掩饰多久？
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:44 PM
Friday, October 03, 2008
hmm.
HISTORYpaper was fine.
reallyy had insufficient time.
managed to complete.
somehow or other.
and at the last junction.
i was exasperated.
dumbdumb-ass invigilator.
kept bothering me.
to collect the scripts for her.
and i was like ohhmyytiann.
can euu leave me alone.
i kept muttering to her.
orhh orhh orhh =-=
MATHSpaper seems fine.
should be can pass bahhs.
had so much time to check.
yet some questions.
escaped myy powerful-laser eyes.
woots! [: wakakas :]
lac lurrs. since its over.
PS:
我根本都不知道我要的是什么。
我不喜欢和别人抢。
本来就不属于我。
所以为了不要让三个人受到伤害。
我选择退出。
PS: 我现在真的真的
好像哭。
但是哭好没有用哦
因为没有人了解。
哭只代表我放不下你。
所以我不准哭。
♥our lips must always be sealed
12:18 PM
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
x3
currentlyy waiting for
myy adobe-flash to finish downloading.
because of that stupid art course.
dumb-dumb ass.
GRR.
uber-the-funnyy.
i dared not dream.
dared not close myy eyes.
dared not sleep.
dared not think.
till im unbearablyy tired.
im afraid that the first image.
to whiz through myy distorted mind.
issh euu againn.
therefore i start to occupyy
myself with loads of work.
never stopping to allow a breather.
i had not surmounted this aptitude.
all i want now.
issh onlyy to studyy hard.
PS: 今天是儿童节。
但是我又没有权利庆祝。
我不是小孩子了。
好渴望童年!
:)
♥our lips must always be sealed
5:29 PM
Ben & Jerry's Ice-Cream
