
Tuesday, September 09, 2008

i am so emo todayy! =x
seriously in my life.
there are alot of things
that i dont wanna see.
dont wanna hear.
dont wanna feel.
dont wanna breathe.
dont wanna touch.
dont wanna think.
dont wanna give a damn.
but its so tough aint it?! =x
im like throwing tantrums.
not wanting to talk much.
smile.giggle.laugh.
like an idiot.
but its tasking for me =x
everything is getting on myy nerves.
so reallyy sorryy.
myy attitude makes me a goner.
im a good girl todayy :]
pei-ed lynn to find her MR.D todayy =x
LMAO.
EL was mundane.
mdm aneesah asked me a question.
that i didnt reallyy got placated.
so i thought of a last-min answer.
and she said veryy good.
LMAO. ahahas :)
HE was better.
much much better.
im so scared she will scold me againn.
afterall im scared of scoldings =x
we made sugar doughnuts todayy!! :)
YUMMYLICIOUS :]
i lurvee it!!
i got angryy againn.
during home economics againn.
sorryy albert and he partner =x
dipped myy doughnuts in lot-lot de sugar.
reallyy alot.
because im freakishly angryy.
also forget about what le.
in the end.
i got a ultra-uber-uber sugaryy treat.
LMAO. wakakas =x
laogong laughed at me :)
offered her a doughnut.
myy lips were SUGARLICIOUS :]
CME was fine?!
because i cant recollect what occurred =x
CL was a real drag.
a real bore.
a real annoyance.
hope that mrs chin will return soon.
i lurve her teaching :)
doodle doodle doodle in class.
has a knack for drawing humans ehs? =x
ahahas.
PCCG watched a touching video.
I DIDNT CRYY HORR :)
its about a father stucked in a moral dilemma.
to save his son or not.
the train was coming real fast.
his son fell down into the tracks.
if he pulled the lever. the train will proceed.
his son will be killed.
if he dont.
the train will go haywired.
his son will be salvated.
in the end.
he pulled the lever.
saved the train loadful of people.
and killed his own son indirectlyy.
he managed to revert a drug addict.
reallyy reallyy saddening =x
PCCG mrs pan touched on MASS COMMUNICATIONS!!
MASS COMMUNICATIONS!!
ahahas. =x
everyy single detail she talked about.
was a spectre of myy ideals.
NGEE ANN POLY.
myy dream school.
im not a jc dude.
im just pursuing myy dreams.
dont bother changing myy retrospective.
ahahas.
MASS COMM MASS COMM MASS COMM!! =x
no assemblyy todayy.
not veryy good ehs? =x
woots.
bought stationeries todayy.
planned to studyy hard le :)
PS: its reallyy weird that i wanna cryy againn.
its reallyy nobody's fault.
if nobodyy knows how to care for me. is it reallyy their fault?
even laogong dont understand me.
thats the first time i feel so low.
the sadness.
its in me=x
this might seem outrageous =x
but i dont know whyy i am like that.
but i got one valid reason =x
because of that freakish [m]
so moodswings lorr!! :)
PS: three months.
can euu promise that nothing will change?
no right?
feelings fade.
humans change.
no promise. no nothing.
onlyy crapp. fcuk.
im tired of yourr lies.
PS:life is a playy.
humans are its puppets.
we are all manipulated byy life's trials.
so much so that we lose ourselves in it.
even our humane natures.
even ourr mindsets can be cruelly savaged.
PS: bring back bliss to that huayian. take care.
PS: i need someone now so much. anyone.
♥our lips must always be sealed
7:30 PM