
Saturday, September 20, 2008

[这是我第一次那么喜欢一个人.]
[也是我第一次感到那么地无助.]
[没有你的日子里我想我会室息.]
im the biggest idiot in the world.
maybe lurve makes one turn into a fool.
i know euu wont.cant.dont. talk to me.
but whyy whenever i get a chance.
i still try it and get myself in a trance.
i rather euu fix yourr sight on me.
better than constant solidarity.
i have reallyy no confidence anyhow.
i reallyy dont know what is the problem with me.
for the incident that reallyy troubled me.
i doubt it issh going to blow over soon.
will euu hate me because of her.
haiis.
[: went to siying's house for physics project.
her mum made YUMMYLICIOUS cookies.
YUMMYLICIOUS sushis. ohhmyytiann [:
from 11plus did til 6plus. p
pro ehs? wakakas :)
went to jurong point. homed.
realised i have pimples on myy forehead.
no kick de. veryy fast gone againn.
red-red de. lmao.
listened to english songs nowadays.
lmao. 帅哥老师还记得我!
ahahas. i miss him also.
afterall 帅哥老师真的好帅好帅嘛!
帅哥老师加油!! :]
ahahas.
hmm.
我想应该再这样继续下去吧
是我害怕面对现实也好
爱你爱到无法制把也好
因为我不想再去想发生过的事情了
不要再提了. 我真的不想想太多.
i realise that everytime im emo.
i will have to console emo people too.
lmao. no grudges held.
but people whom i have consoled.
please cheer up kayys [:
especialyy that dumb-ass mushroom [:
sorryy to be so fierce with euu gorgor [:
i can onlyy sayy this,
im a veryy honest and straightforward girl.
i dont know how to shield myy feelings.
i dont want to cryy over this matter.
because mr ---- is vital.
and i reallyy want to be brave for once.
i have mondayy blues.
but because of euu.
myy blues will dissipate.
i need mr ---- byy myy side now.
i like to think that mr ---- ----- me.
i like to have him ------- at me.
at least then will i know myy significance.
PS: im reallyy sad.
PS:eoy is coming.
and myy mind onlyy has euu and her.
i think im falling sick soon.
escape from everything is the onlyy way.
sorryy if im more emo.
sorryy for everything.
i cant help it.
myy ulcer hurts.
myy hr8t hurts too.
PS: reallyy took a long time posting.
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:57 PM