Resistance♥

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

-->random. :]

-->random. x3

youdontknowhowtoreadchinese.

buhbyes :)

从前有一个女生她爱上了一个男生。

她沉浸在他肯定的理想情人的伦郭里。

因为她的执著

在两年内她默默守护在他的身边

她不想看到他身病。

不想看到他受到任何伤害

更不想他不开心。

不过这段日子

她从未真正地感动到他.

她期待的玻璃鞋并没有出现。

午夜十二点的钟敲的那一刹那。

她还是坚持等待她认定的王子转过头看她一眼。

但他并没有

女生终于发现她是被他冷酷的态度迷惑不解。

就算她陪在他身边一辈子

也不可能会有童话故事里完美的结局。

因为他不是一个爱她比她爱他得深的男生。

也不会用同样怜惜的眼神看住她。

PS：

我真的不想玩下去了。

你的行踪。

就连你身病了。

我都一窍不通。

但却只有她。

你才会说出来。

看不见你时。

我真的真的真的好担心。

我好想照顾你。

但是即使我叫你好好照顾自己。

你也从来都不回答复的。

我给自己千万个理由。

你没听到手机响。

你好累不想回复。

但是我越给自己借口。

我就越清楚你离我真的很远。

我只想说

原来我们什么都不是。

♥our lips must always be sealed

3:05 PM

Friday, September 26, 2008

wakakas.
CHINESEpaper one was not bad.
tackled it with BLISS.
went canteen afterwards.
wanted to grab a quick bite.
at sandwich machine.
but it was uber-the-longqueue.
wanted to lunch at malayy store.
im so freaking UNCURABLE.
saw mr ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ at a malayy stall.
then i queued there lurrs.
its like i was blinded byy him?!
ohhmyytiann.
then i took refuge beside japheth.
who was so blur-blur de.
then i kept asking him.
ehs. i got blush mahhs?
lmao lurrs!! =x
mr ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ !!
veryy shuai and cute.
ohhmyytiann.
im going bonkers over him =x
after he went to eat.
i changed queue.
because i went to the wrong stall.
but its still malayy mahhs?!
im quite alert too worhhss :)
*hehehahas*
CHINESEpaper two was fine.
joedche was irritated.
i kept reiterating
THE BREEZE.
when i took the exam.
joedche studyy hard for eoy!! :)
ahahas. i know 没有眉毛 de secret!!
went mac eat eat.suan-ed kewei.
reallyy veryy funnyy hao bu hao.
he kept asking HUBBYY.
yourr friend crazyy one.
next time dont dare suan le =x
wanted go out de.but suan le.
because myy HUBBYY tired :]
hmm.ENGLISHpaper one was okayys.
but not much confidence this time round.
do myy best bahhs x3 *hr8t-hr8t*
that dayy went jp. saw ALOT stars!
huang wenyong.mark lee.
lee jingmei.zhong qin.
woots!! :)
i forget their english names =x
i HATE NEXT FRIDAYY.
and i just realised.
mon-thurs is normal timetable.
that means i have to complete homework.
and revision. this sucks :(
TATA!! :)
PS: mr ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥!! He melts myy dumb-dumb-hr8t.

♥our lips must always be sealed

3:50 AM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

我生病了。
还病得很重。
现在是考试期间好不好
haiis.
all because of a stupid drizzle.
all because of a brief drench.
im so saddened.
still had to revise for ENGpaper one.
till one plus last night.
ohhmyytiann.
pei-ed lynn. yeesan. jinyii. fangfang.
went to jurongpoint libraryy mug ytd.
saw him thrice.
is that purelyy concidence or fate.
ohhmyytiann.
ENGpaper one was fine todayy.
hmm. eoy ENGtop seems tough.
lmao. do myy best bahhs.
tomorrow is CHINESEpaper one and two.
i think its eratic and pure insanityy of the school.
to put two papers in one dayy?!
its hell for students.
the worst issh next FRIDAYY.
HISTORY and MATHSpaper one all in one.
ohhmyytiann.
after eoyy i bet i will die.
or collapse literallyy.
i hope i can ace tmr's paper.
so it will be another load off me.
ohhmyytiann.
i need someone to pamper me now.
wakakas. seriouslyy lorr.
seriouslyy ill abit hapless le.
ahahahas. 我好累哦.
bet euu dontknow im sick.
even if euu noe. i bet euu cant. wont. dont.
do anything about it. nor reassure me.
forget it bahhs. i will hang on de.
just studyy hard for yourr own sake.

JIAYOUS. [euu can do it de :) ]

ANATA sayys its impossible.

to like someone so deeplyy.

and for so long.

ahahas. maybe this is myy answer,

after so long.

his voice still makes myy heart races.

his presence still makes me shyy.

he is the exceptional guyy in myy life so far.

and he is the onlyy one i want.

wakakas. im so blatant about it :)
PS: I♥U.

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:39 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

LMAO lurrs :]
there's a freakish-problem.
re-paste myy blogskin's code so manyy times.
reallyy pek-cek lorr.
bleahs. x3
came byy after physics project.
worn-out.
realised im veryy good-to-bullyy.
wakakas :)
hmm. dont too much i alright with it de wors :]
during recess.
i saved a girl!! x3
each person i aided is a self-satisfaction.
and and and.

本小姐 had forsaken myy volleyytime. to help her lurrs.

hehehahas.
im so proud of it!! x3
but im not going to elaborate here.
i ♥ rendering aid to others :)
and dont belittle myy first-aid wors :)
ahahas. first aid rawks :]
okayys.
im an ice-addict.
munched on an ice at lynn's house.
myy lips bled. DIAOOS.
euu would be dead-shocked byy her ice.
damn BIG.
thursdayy is paper one [ENG]
half-anticipated. half-bliss.
hope myy inspiration will be in full-force that dayy.
coaching HUBBYY for paper one tomorrow.
hope she can do well too kayys :)
PS: 我是♥你的

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:08 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

: FANTABULOUS SONG :)

TAG REPLIES!! :)
SK: the girl in the third photo looks spastic
x3: ohs :) thanks for comments. MUSHROOM GORGOR . *ahahas*
tommy: cheer up....life is nt easy..it meant to be hard and you really have to handle the blow
x3: thanks gorgor. i can take it de =x
yeesan: weiis, misslittlechekjun, i just jkjk-ing nia, nid to be serious mahhs o.o?
x3: im alwayys so serious lurrs :)
JINYI: chek .. LOL yr blog de song v.nice leh .
JINYI: and who's 帅哥老师?
JINYI: and and and .. erm. nothing
JINYI: LOL .
JINYI: and YEESAN ! hello !
JINYI: haha .
JINYI: okay. bye .
JINYI: must tag wo leh .
JINYI: really. dun miss me. i go liao. bye.
JINYI: stop reading my tag, i really need to go.
x3: ahahas. HUBBY!! ♥euu lot-lot de lurrs :) euu want win SPAMMER award of the year arhhs? wakakas :]i TAGGA euu le ♥♥♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:04 PM

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[euu are myy sweetest concoction]

wakakas.
funnyy conversation
alert!! :)
between mummyy and.
of course me :]
me: mummyy i show euu 2E1 pics!! :)
*shows*
mummyy: euu look prettyy stupid. [lmao]
mummyy:kindergarten euu look wayy cuter!! [engrossed in own world]
me: [rolls eyes] euu also know its kindergarten..eons ago hao bu hao [zzz]
mummyy: i want to see mr - - - - de pic.
me: [veryy high] sure!! :)
mummyy: which one arhhs?
me: 最帅的!!
mummyy: [saw] oic. is his studies good?
me: erm.
mummyy: ?
me: well. [says truth]
mummyy: hmm. i dont approve. dont like him.
me: huh? why!!*agitated*
mummyy: not clever enough. got looks also no use.
me: no lorr. im also not veryy smart de. and and and.i can coach him de.
mummyy: still cannot. dont like le.
me: *despondent* DIAOOS. mummyy cannot liddat arhhs. his science veryy good de!! myy science sucks.
mummyy: still cannot.
mummy: *NAGS NAGS NAGS*
mummy:[after a long while] so euu still like him now?
me: OF COURSE. he is the onlyy guy i ♥!
mummyy: zzz. okayys.
PS: i can write a beginner script le bahhs. ahahas :) but the above are all true de wors :]
PS: i cant wait for tomorrow! *anxious anxious* i miss mr - - - -!!~
PS: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
PS: its a code :) simple and sweet onlyy [:

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:54 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

TAG REPLIES :)

Joed: define judging please.

x3: i dont want lurrs. euu dont be late everydayy then i will tell euu :]

FANG2: chekjun, i wanna offer u the so called HIGH TILL SIAO didn't eat medicine skill. haha, i share some with u barhs. (: SMILE LIKE ME LA. SMILE LIKE YOU NEVER DID!!!

x3: thanks. euu are reallyy sweet. i lurvee euu babe :]

JINYI: heys . tagged ;D

JINYI: and thnks for tagging .

x3: thanks for TAGGA too hubbyy. i♥euu

♥ , Wenli :]: Smile always Twinnie !:D Takecareeeees !:D

x3: thanks Twinnie :] euu smile too girl. loveya.

Japheth: wa change skin again arh? hmm so emo! haha

x3: ahahas. KAYPOH. wakakas kidding-kidding. euu sure rawk :)

Siew Ming: here there =DD

Siew Ming: HELLO =D

x3: PIG!! i miss euu!! :)

yeesan: waa seh u! metion everyone in ur post except my name =[

yeesan: i am so disappointed =[[[

x3: kayys larrs. i go and change now lurrs :) lac girl :]

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:15 PM

[这是我第一次那么喜欢一个人.]
[也是我第一次感到那么地无助.]

[没有你的日子里我想我会室息.]

im the biggest idiot in the world.

maybe lurve makes one turn into a fool.

i know euu wont.cant.dont. talk to me.

but whyy whenever i get a chance.

i still try it and get myself in a trance.

i rather euu fix yourr sight on me.

better than constant solidarity.

i have reallyy no confidence anyhow.

i reallyy dont know what is the problem with me.

for the incident that reallyy troubled me.

i doubt it issh going to blow over soon.

will euu hate me because of her.

haiis.

[: went to siying's house for physics project.

her mum made YUMMYLICIOUS cookies.

YUMMYLICIOUS sushis. ohhmyytiann [:

from 11plus did til 6plus. p

pro ehs? wakakas :)

went to jurong point. homed.

realised i have pimples on myy forehead.

no kick de. veryy fast gone againn.

red-red de. lmao.
listened to english songs nowadays.
lmao. 帅哥老师还记得我!
ahahas. i miss him also.
afterall 帅哥老师真的好帅好帅嘛!
帅哥老师加油!! :]
ahahas.
hmm.
我想应该再这样继续下去吧
是我害怕面对现实也好
爱你爱到无法制把也好
因为我不想再去想发生过的事情了
不要再提了. 我真的不想想太多.
i realise that everytime im emo.
i will have to console emo people too.
lmao. no grudges held.
but people whom i have consoled.
please cheer up kayys [:
especialyy that dumb-ass mushroom [:
sorryy to be so fierce with euu gorgor [:
i can onlyy sayy this,
im a veryy honest and straightforward girl.
i dont know how to shield myy feelings.
i dont want to cryy over this matter.
because mr ---- is vital.
and i reallyy want to be brave for once.
i have mondayy blues.
but because of euu.
myy blues will dissipate.
i need mr ---- byy myy side now.
i like to think that mr ---- ----- me.
i like to have him ------- at me.
at least then will i know myy significance.
PS: im reallyy sad.
PS:eoy is coming.
and myy mind onlyy has euu and her.
i think im falling sick soon.
escape from everything is the onlyy way.
sorryy if im more emo.
sorryy for everything.
i cant help it.
myy ulcer hurts.
myy hr8t hurts too.

PS: reallyy took a long time posting.

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:57 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

LYRICS!! x3

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.

Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high

I don't want to let go, girl.

I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,

No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.

Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high

I don't want to let go, girl.

I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,

No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..

No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone

No Promises

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,

No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,

No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight.

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:30 PM

[ myy heart is breaking soon. will euu come to its wake?]
HELLO.
lolol :]
im making it clear.
im not going to redress myy grievances le.
dont talk to me about it.
i dont want to scold anyone.
im reallyy not happyy.
cant euu see im trying myy best to smile?
feeling his presence in school.
reallyy hurts.
i reallyy cant make myself look at euu.
isnt it a matter of time.
before yr feelings die.
isnt it a matter of time.
before euu yrself want to
hate me because of her.
maybe not.
maybe yes.
isnt it better noww.
im not a fake.
im just so stubborn and real.
euu will hate me for that aint it.
euu will witness her innocence.
and hate me for hurting her aint it.
because of her.
euu will do anything to hurt me too aint it.
didnt euu sayy that.
if euu wanna snatch him awayy from me.
euu will surelyy win.
dont need to snatch.
he is never mine.
PS: thanks japheth for cheering me up.
: thanks lynntan for pei-ing me to school.
: thanks TANFANGFANG for pei-ing me todayy.
: thanks lynn.yujun.jinyii.fangfang.japheth.tommyy.joed.
for not judging me.
: thanks for those that lectured. hurt. and judged
w/o knowing who's right and wrong.
: thanks for making me sad though.
PS: its reallyy a matter of time.
: will euu hate me for that.
: will yourr view towards me change.
: afterall. euu can onlyy see her sadness.
: dont want euu to empathise with me.
:maybe im yourr intruder.

: boyy. studyy hard for yourr exams hao bu hao.

euu are the smartest guyy in my hr8t.
[emo is the new me]

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:05 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

school was fine todayy.
hope im not lying.
met soonkeat and xingxi for school.
asked soonkeat pei me talk crapp with xingxi de.
but he went to take the upper decker larrs.
damn dumb-ass =x
i have nothing much to talk.
so rather keep myy mouth shut =x
went school.
hates assemblyy lots.
fcuking crapp.
listening to crapp.
went back to class.
threw a veryy jialat tantrum.
i literallyy smacked myy table and chair.
shoved it.
shocked dao honeyy.
i think =x
uh-oh.
sorryy lurrs [:
i still lurvee euu lots :]
what-the-hell.
if euu dont know how much i lurvee him.
euu can rather not know me.
i alreadyy said.
i teared over him in class yesterdayy.
what-the-fcuk euu still want.
whyy must euu keep lying.
and lying.
euu think it is funn.
seriouslyy not.
im not a bad girl.
i dont want to aggravate things.
but please know yourr limits.
i dont know when this happens.
who will he side.
but seriouslyy.
enough is enough.
LMAO.
alot homework todayy.
almost wanted to sleep todayy.
during maths. =x
assemblyy was funnyy?!
about that hamster de..ahahas [:
played volleyball todayy.
hit so hard.
hurt myy muscles.
sprained dao.
but i dont care.
after school.
lynn and yuting pei-ed me playy boxing.
at student hub.
thanks [:
i vented myy frustrations.
as theyy sat there chatting.
the boyys there were bewildered.
byy how MAN i was.
LMAO.
won almost everyy round.
linsen came to take over.
and he lost to one flimsyy guy?!
what-the-hell.
playyed dao gastric.
damn pro lurrs me.
but still playyed.
cause i lost to the character.
not satisfied.
and fought on.
won?!
LMAO.
headed home.
but decided not take the same bus as someone.
fcuking pissed off larrs.
saw someone that looks like MR-D.
ahahas. and told lynn immediatelyy.
wahpiang ehs.
cut hair le.
cantt recognise le.
LMAO.
bused home with lynn.
thats all.
i used comp to do historyy research de.
ahahas. wakakas [:
PS: i lurvee euu so much.
euu dont know even know how much euu matter.
that i want to see euu everydayy.
but i choose not to when i can.
not because i dont want.
but because i dont know myy place in yourr hr8t.
if i matter.
PS:dont euu know how to show it out.
reallyy reallyy dont know what to do.
i guess its tough for us.
to laugh and giggle like before.
i dont even want to see euu anymore.
eternal friendship with euu.
LMAO.
PS: me and jinyii laogong back to normal!! woots [:
dou sayy i lurvee euu le :)
jiayouss for tmr home econ test wors :]

♥our lips must always be sealed

5:59 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

not been posting for two dayys.
this little impish ass here issh reallyy a good girl.
studied reallyy hard.
didnt use comp for two dayys straight.
LMAO.
DUHH.
majorityy requests for a short post.
CRAPP.
lols.
especiallyy that nicklaus who alwayys.
suan wo. =-=
played volleyball in class todayy.
during chinese.
and that funnyy cher didnt know.
in the end kellyy came =-=
and myy ball was confiscated.
lol.
GREAT.
ahahas.
no hard feeling though [:
okayys.
practicallyy cant control the tears.
when i heard about him and her.
lols.
teared in class.
its so weird.
how much euu can matter.
one sentence.
or even one phrase.
and myy tears just keep coming.
howw cool.
nobodyy knew bahhs.
ahahas.
never-mind.
dont plan to have anyone knowing then too.
myy hr8t hurts.
PS: i dont blame anyone. im just too stupid.
PS: short enough mahhs?! LMAO.

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:53 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

MUST READ!! xD

tada!!

this is myy cutecute gorgor.

and his cake.

see-->

even on his birthdayy.

i still help him remember his origins wors.

MUSHROOM!!

ahahas.

and i nvr choose uglyy-uglyy colour for him wors.

i choose PINK.

gorgor's favourite colour!!
ahahas.

and beside him is his

uber-the-small cake.

hehehahas :)

see lurrs.

call euu go exercise dont want.

onlyy noe howw to eat and sleep.

fat lurrs euu!! =x

gorgor arhhs xD

yourr meimei so kind.

want to help euu lose weight.

dontwant oblige.

see!!

now so fat liao.

TSK TSK arhhs.

ahahas xD

somemore FATTER than yourr cake.

好丢脸!! xD

ahahas ;)

--> posted three times todayy wors!!
=x
ahahas.
this last post of the dayy is dedicated to gorgor wors!! :)
-->
HAPPYY SWEET FOURTEEN FINALLYY MUSHROOM [SOONKEAT] GORGOR!! :]

byy the wayy..

aint i a sweet meimei? :]

hehehahas :)

gorgor veryy dui lian lorr =x

sayys todayy is mooncake festival.

myy mummyy says issh tomorrow :)

wakakas xD

but too bad =x

todayy gorgor is king lurrs :)

KING WORS.

im onlyy his -->小臣

EEEK =x

see lurrs.

gorgor uber-the-wicked hao bu hao?!

ahahas :]

i alwayys say him til so wicked de.

also dontknowhyy.

but veryy-the-shuang onlyy :]

he was playing with fire a moment ago.

so bad right?! haiis.

dou tell him how manyy times le.

playing with fire issh not good.

be a good girl mahhs!!

just the same as me jiu okayy le mahhs.

ahahas :)
and horr.
i used past tense WAS wors.
not present tense HAS.
ahahas.
i bet he dont know the difference.
see lurrs.
alwayys asks him to studyy hard dont want lorr.
euu see?!
ahahas! :]
actuallyy horr.
franklyy speaking horr.
reallyy reallyy reallyy horr.
i think gorgor shouldnt be king hao bu hao?
i think he should be-->
太监!! =x
ahahas!!
i can just imagine that.
sure veryy funnyy de :)
but its a secret.
PSST.
see-->
its a small-small secret :)
i never let anyone know.
ahahas xD
but since todayy he's the biggest.
hao bahhs.
i shall keep it a secret still.
xD
gorgor also veryy the uber-the-blurhead.
he dontknow how to form up a full phrase.
even after how manyy times
this kind and sweet meimei tell him.
TSK TSK.
alwayys stucked at -->
spasms of .....
dots dots dots.
ahahas.
but since im such a kind and sweet meimei.
i shall not reveal it :]
happyy guessing forever!! :)
have a good memoryy aint i?
ahahas.
not like gorgor lorr.
alwayys forget things de.
and so unsociable as me.
ahaha xD

i dedicate dontknow how manyy lines for him le.

he must be uber-the-touched.

wakakas.
hmm.
since im so kind and sweet.
i shall not ask him to payy for the fees.
of PRAISING him..
hehehahas :)

tomorrow gorgor is not king anymore.

i am.ahahas!!

i shall ask him to attend to me!!

w00ts!! :] okayys.
before i leave.
i have one task to accomplish.
gorgor is so CUTE.
that i want to KISS him lurrs =x
ahahas.
he sayys im lying.
but i got write here wors.
and somemore i emphasize
cute and kiss arhhs!! :]
ahahas.
uber-the-fun.
gorgor is FUN.
on his birthdayy
can take opportunity to suan him =x
ahahas.
so happyy :)
once againn.
HAPPYY UBER-THE-CUTE BIRTHDAYY!! :]
PS: yourr birthdayy is not on a mooncake festival.
dont 想太多!!
ahahas.
gorgor rawks!! xD
*i mean mushrooms. uh-oh*
hehehahas :)

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11:55 PM

ALERT!! =x

those who dont like lengthyy posts please avoid!! =x

DANGER AHEAD.

ahahas :]

guess i have to write like this =x

reiterations from manyy.

that im a tad too vulgar or lengthyy.

DUHH.AVOID!! =x

but this post wont be vulgar..that issh.

because im in an uber-the-find-mood.

todayy i am so tired lurrs.

so sleep deprived hao bu hao.

but still had to wake up for science project?!

GRR =x

quite fast i could sayy.

hehehahas.

i kope alot of jieying's themes.

ahahas.

wanted to find yonghui de!!

but he went home le.

ohhmyytiann.

damn sad =x

finished myy composition le.

but i uber-the-hate-it.

myy standard issh like--crapp.

what i want is

fulfilment.

and it comes across as

CRAPP.

ohhmyytiann.

i wanna rewrite le =x

so damn disappointed.

ahahas.

there isnt anyy perfect english in myy blog.

--> PRO =x

haiis.

so manyy people are counting down.

at times feel like scolding them lurrs.

keep give me unnecessaryy stress.

lolss.

but i believe that myy studying style is completelyy different.

those who are close to me will know what happened.

during geographyy exam.

wakakas.

LMAO.

drank four cups of coffee.

slept at four.

taureans need quite a lot of time to absorb knowledge ehs?

ahahas :]

but at least i used one dayy

to get an uber-the cool a1 for the paper okayys [:

ahahas.

i have a cute redcross senior.

who rang me up.

to know who is that cute taiwanese guyy in the show.

ahahas.

im alwayys such a g00d girl de!!

w00ts^^ [:

i lurvee mooncakes.

lanterns.

but homework.

ahahas [:

PS: inherent fears and unprecedented queries.
what i ascertain to be reality is alwayys idiocracy.
seamless bliss is derived from an eluded soul.
manifestation of ideology.
contained in a simpleton.
humans are too vague.
as i exit.
the compassion is tarnished.
severely savaged.
i hold no disdain.
onlyy evil.
a tad enough to satiate the cells.
fervent momentum of happiness.
droned by the enshroulding deceit.
the thin frame discernible in the distance.
consumed bit by bit.
til the last seam of bliss gets messily entangled.

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:53 PM

TAG REPLIES :)
[sorryy that i never replied til so long kayys :]

yeesan: u siao ar? write so long... =x. Anyway, EOY haven even start, u thinking of playing le.u horrs!~
x3: zzz. i alwayys write this long mahhs =x think-think wont die lurrs :]

Japheth: yo chek we were just joking kay? chill dude[: i'll stop saying le, if they wanna still say you tmr i'll defend you
Japheth: justice league?
Japheth: take care ba! [:
x3: DIAOOS. japheth so nice lurrs..ahahas. kayys kayys [: im just partially angryy over that :)

Joed: chinese lesson fun ok . teacher old doesnt mean u can say bad of him !!
x3: uh-oh. i didnt!! i onlyy sayy his lesson was uber-the-boring!! wakakas [:

Kaisong: LOL Chekjun u type so much de arh? o.o Dun sad hor. Mus be positive!!! =D ~linked~ btw
x3: ya lurrs =-= i always type alot de =x thanks senior!! i will cheer up de :]

yeesan: crapper la you, noe that i forgotten his face, u called me to draw =x
x3: what crapper lurrs!! =x i like his face cannot arhhs?! lol!! =x

♥ , Wenli :]: Twinnie ! XD yoyoy!
x3: TWINNIE. miss euu!! :) ♥ too.

Joed: darn so many F words again D:
x3: duhh. not happyy then put mahhs :( *crys!!* :]

Japheth: arh... ya why so many f words de =/
Japheth: hey i do care for you larr, hmm and regarding the holding ahnd thingy, you still stand alot of chance
Japheth: there are many more opportunities arh! ;D if you like you can hold... hmm joed's hand, i dun think he would mind xP LOL
Japheth: haha take a break with kit kat ok? you wan one?
x3: w00ts. manyy alot =-= hehes :) firstlyy manyy f-words cus i sad mahhs :( lolss..secondlyy..i reallyy nt happyy she held her hand..grr :( thankyouus for your concern^^thirdlyy..joed's hand reserved for someone le..ahahas [: lastlyy..i want all your kit-kat..wakakas :) kidding lurrs!! :)

JINYI: hey. LOL. 1st tag i gave for today leh. haha.
JINYI: TAGGED ;D
JINYI: DIAO. and btw . -.- yr latest post. and dun be like that lols .
x3: ahahas. thanks laogong for yourr TAGGA!! =x and dont be like what?! lolss.. dontknowhat laogong talking lurrs. ahahas :)

janniza: ._. your posts damn lot of fcuk sia.
chekjun: LOL..kayys =x

Joed: .. japheth, why me -.-
x3: DIAOOS. as if i want liddat lorr. LOL lurrs euu =x

Japheth: cuz like you are easy to hug ma... ok other then ks but he and tow kay neo already... *ahem ahem*
x3: ahahas. horhor. japheth anyhow sayy :]

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:47 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008

haiis.
theyy sayy im naive.
theyy sayy im simple-minded.
but im not innocent at all.
im an idiot.
坏人与好人之间只差一个字
不是吗?
我的心情糟透了
原来有些事情不知道比知道
还要幸福的
我不是秘密桶
我知道不该知道的事
真的好难过。
please.
dont put a pretence before me.
dont put a facade please.
im reallyy veryy scared.
if euu guyys despise each other's guts.
can euu guyys
please fcuking sayy out.
im reallyy veryy confused.
i dont want to hurt anyone.
i just want happiness.
isnt there rainbow
after rain.
isnt there eternal friendship.
all fcuking crapp.
PS: redcross was fine.
footdrill improved.
bandaging too. im now more confident.
be happyy bahhs [:
PS: she touched your hand.
and even held it.
what the fcuk.
go to her larrs.
im fcuking jealous.
and vexed.
i know euu dont like her.
but what the fcuk.
even if it was careless.
or brief.
what the fcuk reason.
im reallyy veryy unhappyy now.
PS: home is as vexed as the turns of events in school.
is there a need for tense animosityy everywhere?
can anyone of euu consider myy feelings?
whyy must i always be sandwiched in between?
i just want to make things better.
why dont anyone care about myy feelings?!
fcuk.
PS: mdm aneesah sayys myy compo always sends an impact.
and when she reads.
she knows its myy work.
and i totallyy disappointed her.
with myy expositoryy writing.
scoring onlyy 22/30.
what the fcuk.
thank god myy language saves me?
myy expositoryy content sucks.
what the fcuk.
im taking narrative.
because what the fcuk.
what im writing onlyy i understand.
well.
even i dont understand.
fcuking crapp.
chunks of crapp words popped out.
homework alot.
fcuking lot.
PS: mrs firdouse sayys PURELIT is promising to be opened.
thank god.
PS: ps arhhs. if euu cant stand vulgarities dont fcuking read.
though its now at the end.
like i fcuking care.
i get the fcuking short end of the stick.
damn fcuking pissed off with life.
or what the fcuk it issh.
reallyy sorryy.
i just feel like crying.
=x

THIS IS PEOPLE'S PROBLEMS.

BUT I AM ALWAYS INVOLVED..

ALWAYS SANDWICHED.

NOBODYY CARES ABOUT

MYY FEELINGS!!

do anybodyy reallyy care and lurvee me?!

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:14 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

im a good girl ehs? :]
i did studyy todayy.
finished myy homework before i used com :)
ahahas =x
school was fine todayy.
kinda stressed-out byy studies and crapp.
it seems insurmountable.
but who cares?!
im persevering okayys :)
LMAO.
playyed badminton briefly todayy.
tomorrow wanna playy volleyball =x
w00ts! :]
historyy was monotonous.
crapp. lot-lot-de.
HISTCHER went to ask mr razak

come see how good our class issh.
MODEL CLASS WORRS.
LMAO.
how clean our class issh.
how well-disciplined.
will be brought up during assembly.
2e1 the model class.
seriouslyy lorr.
LMAO.
redcross tomorrow.
ohhmyytiann.
footdrill againn.
ohhmyytiann.
zzz.
life issh reallyy a mess.
god's playing a prank on me.
myy maths has to improve at this junction?
getting an a2 for ca2.
LMAO.
from e8?!
wakakas [:
i want to go for maths supplementary!! =x
i dont freaking care lurrs.
no matter what.
i want to go for maths supplementaryy.
its like.
so important aint it?!
to improve myy maths [:
okayys (:
im lying.
but im so not telling [:
i want to go lurrs.
and that is that.
gonna force MATHSCHER tomorrow.
i dont care.
ahahas [:
volleyball seems FUN.
F.U.N.

after school

lynn pei-ed me go student hub look-look.

and and and.

we saw BIG-BIRD.

LMAO.

he was suan-ed byy us.

so old still at there.

amidst the lower sec.

he is the onlyy upper sec =x

reallyy mahhs :]

as a good junior.

i had to remind him of his SENIORITY.

in kinder terms that is.

but im sure euu guyy need

further clarification to liven things up abit :]

okayys[:

i will sayy lurrs =x

how OLD he issh.

ohhmyytiann :)

ahahas.

lynn was laughing at him too.

pathetic human being :]

haiis.

kindlyy hope he will

知错能改

ahahas!! :)

damn freaking funnyy BIG-BIRD.
PS: jieying take good care of yourself kayys [:
fast-fast recuperate [:
hr8t-euu-manyy-manyy-lot-lot-de!!
JIAYOUUS :]

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:33 PM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

emo.
that was before recess =x
i simplyy adore recess.
grabbed a quick bite and headed for badminton.
japheth kope myy racket againn =-=
no hard feelings though. ahahas.
onlyy wanna strangle that dude.
wakakas :)
went to playy volleyball.
hillarious part.
initiallyy it was fine.
onlyy that i kept hurting myy hands.
i wanted to make known myy grouses.
but i saw limin and yee san's hands.
red dao~ ohhmyytiann.
mine red-red de too =x
but never mind bahhs.
happyy can le :)
wahpiang ehs.
dontknowhat happened.
the ball kept rolling down the slope.
everytime we played it rolled down.
its abit-abit steep.
qian da lorr.
ke wei was down there at the slope.
dontknow doing what.
saw our plight and.
walked off =-=
pro liao lorr=x
i had to retrieve it countless of times.
but im kinda insane.
i was so happyy lorr.
damn tickled.
as if it was reallyy so much fun retrieving.
LMAO.
school was prettyy long todayy.
alot of mundane lessons mahhs =x
i didnt sleep during biologyy.
though i know alot do :]
good girl ehs?
got back physics test =x
onlyy get 20.5/30.
that is a b3 lorr =x
haiis. jiayouus :)
lynn and her MR-D.
ahahas. LMAO.
funnyy lurrs theyy two :]
went bubble-tea shop.
pei-ed lynn awhile with honeyy.
bused home :]
crapp on bus with lynn.
smack that bus driver lorr!! =x
insane de. zzz.
biologyy test this fridayy.
maths tests next week.
home-econs test next tues.
impending exams taking the toll on me.
haiis.
i still have that leisure to be emo?!
weird person lurrs me =x
i know this is not the right time.
but then i am reallyy scared that.
myy fairytale will come to an end.
epilogue againn.
just like what occurred last year.
sorryy.
i have no faith that euu wont disappoint me againn =x
emo emo emo.
euu euu euu.
LMAO.
saw an ex-classmate while walking home.
we were chatting so chirpilyy :]
ahahas.
she sayys she wanna go NGEE ANN POLY too :]
that lifted myy spirits.
lurvee euu girl *hi-five* :)
therefore.
euu know i know lurrs.
when we talked about that.
i cant stop elaborating on and on.
incessant murmurings.
wakakas :]

she sayys shes aspiring for.

psychologyy and child-care.

uh-oh =x

i cant reallyy decipher that.

ahahas :)

but no matter whatt.

all the best kayys [:

ulcers-ouch. pain-painn.

hr8t p-e lot-lot de :]

ahahas.

forced yee san to draw someone for me todayy.

she dont want =x

never mind :]

i draw myself also can mahhs :)

and it turned out to be so not alike :]

the guyys were veryy funnyy during biologyy.

ahahas.

myy table is congested with yourr traffic.

hoped it wont boom-bam-bom one dayy :]

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:13 PM

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

i am so emo todayy! =x
seriously in my life.
there are alot of things
that i dont wanna see.
dont wanna hear.
dont wanna feel.
dont wanna breathe.
dont wanna touch.
dont wanna think.
dont wanna give a damn.
but its so tough aint it?! =x
im like throwing tantrums.
not wanting to talk much.
smile.giggle.laugh.
like an idiot.
but its tasking for me =x
everything is getting on myy nerves.
so reallyy sorryy.
myy attitude makes me a goner.

im a good girl todayy :]

pei-ed lynn to find her MR.D todayy =x

LMAO.
EL was mundane.
mdm aneesah asked me a question.
that i didnt reallyy got placated.
so i thought of a last-min answer.
and she said veryy good.
LMAO. ahahas :)
HE was better.
much much better.
im so scared she will scold me againn.
afterall im scared of scoldings =x
we made sugar doughnuts todayy!! :)
YUMMYLICIOUS :]
i lurvee it!!
i got angryy againn.
during home economics againn.
sorryy albert and he partner =x
dipped myy doughnuts in lot-lot de sugar.
reallyy alot.
because im freakishly angryy.
also forget about what le.
in the end.
i got a ultra-uber-uber sugaryy treat.
LMAO. wakakas =x
laogong laughed at me :)
offered her a doughnut.
myy lips were SUGARLICIOUS :]
CME was fine?!
because i cant recollect what occurred =x
CL was a real drag.
a real bore.
a real annoyance.
hope that mrs chin will return soon.
i lurve her teaching :)
doodle doodle doodle in class.
has a knack for drawing humans ehs? =x
ahahas.
PCCG watched a touching video.

I DIDNT CRYY HORR :)

its about a father stucked in a moral dilemma.

to save his son or not.

the train was coming real fast.

his son fell down into the tracks.

if he pulled the lever. the train will proceed.

his son will be killed.

if he dont.

the train will go haywired.

his son will be salvated.

in the end.

he pulled the lever.

saved the train loadful of people.

and killed his own son indirectlyy.

he managed to revert a drug addict.

reallyy reallyy saddening =x
PCCG mrs pan touched on MASS COMMUNICATIONS!!
MASS COMMUNICATIONS!!
ahahas. =x
everyy single detail she talked about.
was a spectre of myy ideals.
NGEE ANN POLY.
myy dream school.
im not a jc dude.
im just pursuing myy dreams.
dont bother changing myy retrospective.
ahahas.
MASS COMM MASS COMM MASS COMM!! =x
no assemblyy todayy.
not veryy good ehs? =x
woots.

bought stationeries todayy.

planned to studyy hard le :)
PS: its reallyy weird that i wanna cryy againn.
its reallyy nobody's fault.
if nobodyy knows how to care for me. is it reallyy their fault?
even laogong dont understand me.
thats the first time i feel so low.
the sadness.
its in me=x
this might seem outrageous =x
but i dont know whyy i am like that.
but i got one valid reason =x
because of that freakish [m]
so moodswings lorr!! :)
PS: three months.
can euu promise that nothing will change?
no right?
feelings fade.
humans change.
no promise. no nothing.
onlyy crapp. fcuk.
im tired of yourr lies.
PS:life is a playy.
humans are its puppets.
we are all manipulated byy life's trials.
so much so that we lose ourselves in it.
even our humane natures.
even ourr mindsets can be cruelly savaged.
PS: bring back bliss to that huayian. take care.

PS: i need someone now so much. anyone.

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:30 PM

Monday, September 08, 2008

whathefcuk.
pissed off in school.
im not fcuking talk about myy specs.
whathefcuk.
okayys.
forget it.
crapp.
big-time.
saw a video on a blog.
on animal skinning.
myy hr8t totallyy break.
damn sad de.
dont skin animals please.
at least if euu are reallyy hr8tless.
can euu fcuking anesthetize it?!
okayys.
mr curt came too =x
the girls went wild.
not me thank god :)
new chinese teacher todayy.
杨老师 :]
funnyy lorr.
yujun actuallyy went to raise her hand when he called me.
so i raised mine when her name was called.
ahahas =x
excuse me lurrs.
her name is 昱君。
我的名字是绩君!!
wakakas :]
then worse is.
he sayys 昱君as 绩君!!
and 绩君as昱君!!
wahpiang ehs.
euu pro lurrs :]
school was nice.
lynn went to lee-siao him againn.
ahahas. cute lurrs her.
lost myy august rd.
getting it from xingxi later.
went kfc todayy.
saw crab-crapp and tommy and gang.
crab-crapp quite funnyy.
but listening/talking to him makes me feel.
cold. =x and lame.
tommy jiayous!! :]
euu know i know :)
homed.
watched dvd.
the amityville horror.
not bad.
quite thrilling and shiok.
watched with brother.
and he dont seem to know what's going on.
i had to see. interpret. see. interpret.
ohhmyytiann =x
bird-park with mummyy after exams.
bugis this week maybe.
singapore flyer with yeesan after exams.
ahahas :]
cant get enough of bugis though.
since myy recent trip.
totallyy besotted.
didnt get to buyy one tee that i freaking lurvee.
as mummyy thought otherwise.
i will buyy it the next time.
wakakas :)
i want to go to the beach!!
i want to go to snow city!!
i want to go anywhere.
everywhere.
wakakas =x
saw him todayy.
once onlyy. =x
nevermind :]
he is myy dose of medicine!!
to cure myy unsurmountable hr8t-hr8t disease.
good doctor ehs?!
the onlyy doctor i need.
one and onlyy =x
ahahas. mad-ded.
娱乐百分百今天超无聊的!
what crapp band.
noisyy dao =x
crapp!

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:47 PM

Sunday, September 07, 2008

-->
being happy doesnt mean everything is perfect.
it inherently means euu have decided to scour beyond the imperfections.
the best outlet to source for inspirations!! x3
sis's msn. uh-oh. her friends'pm. that is =x.
happyy now. okayys=x contented.
doesnt mean life rawks.
someone told me.
being sad doesnt tribute to anything :)
being priceless doesnt mean euu are precious.
it onlyy means euu are price-less.
understand? =x
worthless. meaningless.
how mild or crassy it is.
at least it holds a small-small amount of importance.
like how myy existence rules. =x
ahahas :) 自夸!
school is back in action tomorrow!! =x
hate and hr8t.
dont want to wake up so earlyy lurrs :(
dont want to studyy maths and science.
sickening!!
though im improving but still dontlike-dontlike :)
i can get to see euu tomorrow.
which is like?!
hmm. =x
*secret secret* :]
lolss.
lurvee myself lot-lot de!!
dont get whyy we cant put fringe down in school?!
roar.
violate violate violate!!
crapp. big-time :]
limin sent me the bloodtypes comic strip was uber funnyy.
and true.
people with o blood types are always late.
crapp crapp de.
me!! 酸自己!
moses thanks for yr printer big time!!
and and and.
badminton tomorrow dude!! :)
dontknowhatosayy.
buhbyes!! :)
cya in hyss tomorrow!! :)
erm?! that is. if euu studyy there. ahahas :)
PS:moses is a big bad gayy!! wakakas.

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:19 PM

TAG REPLIES!! :)

Evan: Hello ;D tagged!
x3: thanks (:

JINYI: HEYS. hello .ps cannot go bugis with you . LOL.
x3: nevermind lurrs. whyy would i be mad with hubby?! :) hr8t-hr8t!♥

AMANDUU: AIYO YOU PIGLET XP
x3: ahahas. (: euu are dead teacher! (:

Joed: um thanks :o
x3: hmm..huh?! orhh :]

SK: lets go north coast :D
x3: south coast!! :)

Japheth: yoyo tag!
Japheth: your post very long leii! i lazy read... lalala
Japheth: [:
x3: not sweet enough to read arhhs?! ahahas. but im sweet enough to forgive and forget. tsk.tsk. lolx :)

KENNETH: KAYPO ME!!!!
x3: bleahs!! lolx =x

♥ , Wenli :]: Twinnieeeeeeeeeee! XD
x3: school reopens tomorrow. TWINIEE must jiayouus wors!! :)

Li Min: MEI ! sleep till so late, not good for the body..must zao shui zao qi.. btw update more wor!!
x3: uh-oh :) YES MADAM!! ahahas. here i am updating le =x woots!!

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:49 PM

Thursday, September 04, 2008

-->

wakakas [:

woke up at two fourty-five pm todayy!! x3

pig of the familyy :]

ahahas!!

actuallyy i was dreaming of some people mahhs.

myy dream was sweet?!

i dont want to wake up from it.

hehehahas :)
handphone is slowlyy back to normal! x3
cheer!! :)
off to bugis with mummyy tomorrow.
double cheers!! :]
finished three quarters of holidayy homework.
triple cheers!! =>
bad news =x
im back to emo.
uh-oh!
*groans!* --> *sniffle sniffle*
home economics is alot of hard work! =C
historyy has alot to memorise!! =x
have been tearing alot!! :(
kinda low and unwanted feeling. =x
ke-lian bahhs!! haiis :[
i want want want to go to the beach!!
i want to go east coast.
west coast.
or anyy coast larrs :)
anybodyy wants to bring me there?!
bleahs!! =x
silent plea is darnest.
yeappies!! woots!! hr8t-hr8t!!
tomorrow i can go shop-shop with mummyy!! :]
she lectured me just now.
crapp!!
okayys[:
im rude and insolent arhhs?!
dont need to tell me!!
i am. i know. =x
but then that is like myy?!
erm?!
character!!
roar!! :)

teenagers are rebellious!

especiallyy a girl like me =x

who looks kinda deceiving on the outside.

but then who doesnt know im k.n.o.t.t.y?

yupps! and i hate being forced.

i do things when i feel like it.

hao bu hao?!
oh damn.
but i treat laogong real sweet mahhs =x
everything listen to her worrs :)
so whyy dont everyone learn from her?!
so sweet and nice mahhs :]
lol!
i praise hubbyy :x
woots!!
hmmpph :]
i dont care!!
if euu dont like myy attitude.
shoo-shoo-shoo =x *exits*
i also dont like euu!! :]
if euu like myy attitude.
friend-friend-friend.
hr8t-hr8t-hr8t :)
its not tough to be myy friend.
because i usuallyy open up to others quite fast.
but euu have to get used to myy?!
vibrantness and hyperactivity?! :)
okayys [:
let me think who i hr8t lot-lot de!
big time hr8ters !! :]
i lurvee laogong and lynn and jieying and honeyy!!
ahahas. wakakas :]
i am not a bad girl!!
i look prettyy noob in specs =x
so im not hao bu hao :)
i have manyy manyy lot lot de besties!! :)
i know theyy hr8t me too!! =x
hehehaha^^
whyy do guyys like to have codes so much?! *smack!* lol!

im not a bad girl!! :)

night-night! x3

better take care of yourself!!

if not i will be worried-sick =x

♥our lips must always be sealed

12:00 PM