-->life isnt about waiting for the storm to passits about learning to dance in the rainwas uber lazy todayy.
time was slow bahhs.
i could wake up at eleven plus todayy.
thought i had gone nutcase.
so went back to sleep.
but couldnt.
because i was aroused from myy sleep.
ate myy brunch.
yupp. lunch and breakfast combi.
went to read this fantabulous book.
creature of the night.
not too bad. lmao.
okayys. i went to sleep againn.
woke up and changed.
went to see the optometrist with brother.
parents waiting for us there.
he was veryy noisy.
whole load of crapp.
but its alright.
im immune to it [:
felt kinda monotonous noww.
i didnt put manyy smilies did i.
okayys here we go [:
bused there.
mummyy allowed me to choose anyy specs i like.
yupp.
i chose the black framed ones.
tried on a quite a number of such designs x3
all look weird on me.
can euu imagine me with specs.
i couldnt reallyy [:
but its alright.
in the end i resolutelyy insisted on myy second pair.
went for eye-test.
i could sayy i hate it.
damn fcuking stupid.
but its too late.
because im locked.
inside that small quandaryy.
with that genteel ladyy.
okayys x3 getting myy specs next weds.
im just gonna dorn it during lessons.
so dont expect much.
its not like im gona wow over it in full-force x3
went jec eat eat.
im so kind.
paid for myy own food.
and somemore treated myy brother to ice kachang.
insane larrs me. x3
homed.
toyed with myy new electronic dictionaryy.
quite ex larrs. so nt rly messing with it.
studied.
fcuk. i retched. big time.
i am utterly sick then.
now im fine.
bathed.
and here i am. [:
i seem to be missing somebodyy.
and that somebodyy needs to studyy hard.
ohs well.
i need too. [:
i have chunks of homework to make me smile.
wow. and i did myy english.
not bad. funn i could sayy.
not much of a challenge. lmao.
damn fcuking crapp.
used myy electronic dictionaryy.
and myy hardcopy one.
dontknowhat the fcuk i used it for.
ohs well.
i must be pretty down.
because im feeling pretty empty.
cheer me up. [:
i am starting to hate using the com.
PS: onlyy mummyy loves me. i doubt i love anyone other than mummyy too. that emptiness within me is back againn. dontknowhy. fcuk up with life.
PS: doodle me perky.
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