Sunday, August 31, 2008
-->life isnt about waiting for the storm to passits about learning to dance in the rainwas uber lazy todayy.
time was slow bahhs.
i could wake up at eleven plus todayy.
thought i had gone nutcase.
so went back to sleep.
but couldnt.
because i was aroused from myy sleep.
ate myy brunch.
yupp. lunch and breakfast combi.
went to read this fantabulous book.
creature of the night.
not too bad. lmao.
okayys. i went to sleep againn.
woke up and changed.
went to see the optometrist with brother.
parents waiting for us there.
he was veryy noisy.
whole load of crapp.
but its alright.
im immune to it [:
felt kinda monotonous noww.
i didnt put manyy smilies did i.
okayys here we go [:
bused there.
mummyy allowed me to choose anyy specs i like.
yupp.
i chose the black framed ones.
tried on a quite a number of such designs x3
all look weird on me.
can euu imagine me with specs.
i couldnt reallyy [:
but its alright.
in the end i resolutelyy insisted on myy second pair.
went for eye-test.
i could sayy i hate it.
damn fcuking stupid.
but its too late.
because im locked.
inside that small quandaryy.
with that genteel ladyy.
okayys x3 getting myy specs next weds.
im just gonna dorn it during lessons.
so dont expect much.
its not like im gona wow over it in full-force x3
went jec eat eat.
im so kind.
paid for myy own food.
and somemore treated myy brother to ice kachang.
insane larrs me. x3
homed.
toyed with myy new electronic dictionaryy.
quite ex larrs. so nt rly messing with it.
studied.
fcuk. i retched. big time.
i am utterly sick then.
now im fine.
bathed.
and here i am. [:
i seem to be missing somebodyy.
and that somebodyy needs to studyy hard.
ohs well.
i need too. [:
i have chunks of homework to make me smile.
wow. and i did myy english.
not bad. funn i could sayy.
not much of a challenge. lmao.
damn fcuking crapp.
used myy electronic dictionaryy.
and myy hardcopy one.
dontknowhat the fcuk i used it for.
ohs well.
i must be pretty down.
because im feeling pretty empty.
cheer me up. [:
i am starting to hate using the com.
PS: onlyy mummyy loves me. i doubt i love anyone other than mummyy too. that emptiness within me is back againn. dontknowhy. fcuk up with life.
PS: doodle me perky.
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10:38 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2008
todayy was okayys.
woke up earlyy earlyy de.
went to jurong east interchange there for FASS.
i was not grouchyy in the morning. x3
such a good girl aint i?
ahahas. changed myy blogsong too.
its sweet aint it. woots.
something funnyy happened todayy. a veryy gayy pick-up line.
BOYY: i am interested to know euu. whats your name?
GIRLL: (tio shocked dao) angel..
BOYY: can i have your handphone number?
GIRLL: huh..erm..i dont have handphone.
BOYY: what do you have.
GIRLL: (veryy lame) i have a house.
BOYY: okayys. house number also can.
GIRLL: i dont have telephone. i am outdated de.
BOYY: then do you have msn?
GIRLL: erm nope. i dont have a computer. but horr..i have pager leiis!
BOYY: what's your pager number?
GIRLL: erm..985.
BOYY: okays thanks.
x3
ahahas. funnyy mahhs. he was so savagelyy kidded byy that bad-bad girll.
hopes he aint that stupid to get himself a pager duhh :)
that was the onlyy fun thing :]
went jec eat eat.
went to ice rink and saw that weird guyy i mentioned above.
ahahas.
he took the escalator down.
and came back again.
must be abit insane in the head de. wakakas.
was laughing at him madlyy. x3
came home and slept til around five plus.
woke up and watched television.
myy mummyy hr8t the golden road too.
damn nice :)
mummyy says she gonna not let me use computer during sep one week hols.
but nvm lurrs. im quite happyy?
cus when im online i feel quite sad to be alone too.
i miss lynn and jieying.
one week hols means can sleep in.
and also means boredom.
tomorrow confirm going to optometrist.
now im doubtful if i lurve specs.
seems abit contradicted.
next week mummyy bringing me bugis shop shop.
i hr8t her alot alot de.
PS: thanks sz senior for taking the effort to notice myy ups-and-downs. franklyy speaking. i aint eratic. just want to find someone to truly understand me. thankeuu.
PS: myy aunt is biased. im so useless nowadays. lynn and jieying faster get back cheer me up can. miss euu two lot lot de. la pro!! *sad-ded*
PS: ytd cried cus was betrayed by a trusted friend. burst into tears when dad was abit harsh on me. thanks for igniting it. i need it? lols. todayy cried againn. because i felt so tired of all this. biasedness. it was a trivial matter i know. but i just cant stop the tears from flowing.
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10:33 PM
TAG REPLIES!! x3
yeesan: not bad :] need your guidance de pro mahhs euu :)
Japheth: wakakas. thanks for tagging me :]
amelia: thanks for tagging!! x3
♥ , Wenli :]: i lurvee myy twinnie!! :)
JINYI: HUBBYY ARHHS! :)
k0ky0nG: LOL! thanks for tagging senior. that's rare. and not important to know de :]
janniza: DIAOOS. i nvr sayy anything also. ><
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9:59 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008
HAPPYY TEACHERS DAYY!
okayys [:
teachers'day i could say was fun :)
but to some others it was probably boring :(
not me though.
i hr8t sc skit!
it was funnyy!
especiallyy him.
he's just so cute.
stop melting myy hr8t!! :)
eldds was quite humourous.
the song is veryy nice.
and linsen and jiawei are cute together!! :)
lols. saw this lingo on the chnl five show.
"euu must be very tired.
because euu are running through myy mind."
duhh. how stupid is that. *smacks for lameness*
ahahas.
i have realised something long ago.
there are so manyy people in the world.
snobbish. insane. intolerable. alot alot.
i belong to insane? lol!
whyy whenever i am online i cant find someone i genuinely feel like talking to.
well. i want to talk to but they wont talk to kind.
and one or two nice souls.
it reallyy irks me when i know how much i understand about human anatomy.
well that is innerlyy.
i reallyy cant stand it.
some people i used to be so close with.
this world is just so complex.
so tired of all this.
cant humans just be sweet and nice at least for as long as i last?
cant passion last for awhile.
cant friendship last forever.
PS:tomorrow is FASS( first aid across singapore). 8.30-11am. a period whereby i should be aslp til one. ohswell. ms lee says huayians can come down look look see see. anybody wants to risk your sleep?haiis. i didnt return to YPS todayy because i tot ms nora was gone. afterall shes myy only reminiscence to return. nobodyy from myy school wants to return mahhs. what to do. ingrates arhhs.haiis.ms nora is the onlyy teacher who loves me. i wont want to return to see that kbkb primaryy six one. sucks damn bad. fcuked-up life.
PS: it reallyy boils down to the fact if euu are myy friend because when i look at euu i reallyy want to stop thinking that euu are a backstabber or betrayer. for as long as i last i can be veryy faithful to friends and be reallyy nice to euu. but euu choose to side with someone else in the midst of an argument. i start to ponder if euu were ever a genuine friend. or at least. have i befriended someone whom i shldnt even have in he first place. complacency. lies. and backstabbing. euu are no longer whom i know. or rather. i didnt know euu from the start. todayy i reallyy dont mind whatever the rest said. but yet euu had to chirp in. and when i look at euu once more. it is no longer empathy. but fear.
PS:好想找一个真心疼我的人。
anybodyy wants to come for myy interview?
sad-ded!
PAY: eternity devotion if euu pass. haiis.
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8:47 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
WEIIS :]
EVERYBODYY CLAP LOUD LOUD FOR TOMORROW TEACHER'S DAYY EVENT!
ESPECIALLYY SC SKIT OKAYYS :)
i am not advertising it for the sc >< -->utada hikaru first love is used in the skit!!
woots!!
JIAYOUSS TO EVERYBODYY!
im not biased. :]
played badminton and volleyball todayy.
both were FANTABULOUS.
PS:WEIIS EUU JIAYOUSS TOMORROW WORRS! I WILL CLAP THE LOUDEST FOR EUU!! :]
cant wait for tomorrow. dont be so stiff lurrs. euu veryy cute leiis!! wakakas.
love-you-lot-lot-de!
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8:38 PM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
the fastest route to happiness todayy is byy making your wayy there.
[:
that was myy horoscope prediction of the dayy.
ahahas.
i am a horoscope-girl.
dont belittle me.
i know how to tackle all the star-signs!!
woots!
and i have a dailyy foretell of myy life.
pro hao bu hao?
ohhmyytiann.
whyy-am-i-feeling-so-down-todayy?
haiis-->emo dao!
i decide to not let myy lurvee for euu waver.
i will make it stayy stagnant okayys? :)
for your sake. i will hide myy hr8t in the fortress.
and keep it out of reach from others.
even myself.
when you are readyy then will i release it. (:
that is the best decision.
because more than anything.
i cant risk myy lurvee for euu.
resolutelyy hate what i wanted so badlyy.
it isnt supposed to be euu. but him.
dont be confused! :]
PHY test was okayys.
i got myy formula wrong. OUCH. costs me two marks!
MATHS test was back.
ms phang asked everybodyy to clap for me.
BIG IMPROVEMENT!
tada!~ *smiles.*
i got 18/20.
so happyy lorr :]
i will jiayouss de.
got some holidayy assignments. ><>bliss.
i will have bountiful of happiness!
wow! :]
PS: i aint a bad girl. just an indecisive one in a moral dilemma.
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7:48 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
如果有一天
我回到从前
回到最原始的我
你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天
我离你遥远
不能再和你相约
你是否会发觉我已经说再见
i lurvee the lyrics.
how i wish yourr lurvee for me can last forever.
and ever.
time is non-existent in our future.
even if euu are always impregnated in this foreign feeling for me.
and never distant from this rut.
i will still be happyy.
because euu are all that matter in myy heart.
i lurvee euu.
thankeuu to manyy manyy for tagging myy blog :)
*HUGS* ahahas.
im so STUBBORN.
forsaken myy recess due to badminton.
then had gastric during lesson.
DA BEN DAN!!
lols :]
fared prettyy well for historyy and chinese tests,
both second in class. woots!! :]
JIAYOUUS.
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6:50 PM
wakakas [:
used photoshop on myy picture.
didnt zilian nowadayys.
because lazyy mahhs :]
sad-ded. i think i look sillyy leiis :(
laogong arhhs. our picture is olden dayys de!! :]
touched bahhs! :)
lurvee euu so long leiis :] ahahas!
went imm with xingxi and fangfang :)
went eat eat then shop shop.
pei-ed them buyy dnt stuff.
went to buyy ear-sticks.
wahpiang ehs.
second time liaos.
i bought and myy ear-sticks got lost.
AGAINN.
i am a BIG-BIG BLURHEAD :)
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6:44 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
wakakas :]yesterdayy went to libraryy.okayys lurrs. was kinda HIGH.i have a lover too!! woots :)dontknowhyy i kept emo-ing on the bus home.i became so LOW.abit isane arhhs :]TODAYY IS RAINING.I DONT LIKE THE WEATHER.dontknowhyy i used to like it de.but noww.it seems so sad.ahahas :)IM SO WEIRD.wakakas :]myy mummyy is a broken-recorder. *NAGS*TOMORROW SCHOOL IS IN.I WANT TO SLEEP LATE LATE DE.BUT CANNOT LEIIS.SO SAD LARRS :(PS: aiyo..myy gorgor veryy the man de larrs!! dont need debate over him..ahahas :)
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6:21 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
ARLOWS!! :)let me post on myy gorgor okayys :)because he forces me too although im so reluctant euu see larrs :(but never mind since im so KIND :] *smacks!* :)want to know how myy gorgor looks like? :]
MUSHROOM! wakakas :) okayys im not that mean hao bu hao :) i show euu his man-man side okayys:] DONT BE SHOCKED!
TADA!! :) man mahhs. EWW.okayys let me post on the BLAHBLAHBLAH of gorgor :)FIRST!!--> he is veryy the mann!! ahahas. *smacks* betray conscience!! people ncc leiis!! :]SECOND!!-->he is veryy cute!! wakakas. THIRD!!-->he is veryy sweet to friends. an excellent confider too! :)FOURTH--> he is abit insane over exercising. always forcing me to exercise!! *smacks for fun!*FIFTH-->he dont like to niaoniao as much as i do :] ahahas.SIXTH-->he likes to go night market alot.. erm morning/afternoon/evening de market too..(pasar malam if euu are still clueless :)SEVENTH-->he has a veryy NOT GAY DE BLOGSKIN. wakakas. *second stab at conscience* OUCH! :)EIGHTH-->he is taller than me!! woots! i give him face de! :)NINETH-->ohya. forgot to sayy this-->he is veryy veryy the handsome lurrs! :)TENTH-->he is veryy kind-hr8ted!! he saves a bird byy removing the sweet wrapper erm..right?? is that counted as a humanitarian act? SHOULD BE!! :)ELEVENTH-->he likes to steal myy rubber-band!! :( and sayy it is armpit hair!! :[TWELVEth-->he eats lesser than me!! :) because he thinks i eat alot. which reallyy is alot :) wakakas :)THIRTEEN-->he forces me to do this!! okayys i am lying. EEEKKK. :)PS: i just realised howw trustworthy i am to deliver myy promise!! :) Going to jp library soon. DUHH. i want come back fast-fast to see the golden road ahahas :)
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12:50 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
HAPPYY 14TH BIRTHDAYY JAPHETH GANDI!!
ahahas. [:
was quite bored todayy. :)
wakakas. i didnt realised howw cheekyy i was til todayy!!
i am so knotty :]
that is..during redcross lurrs. muahahas :]
i REQUESTED for jiamin. yeesan. limin. lixin to carryy me on their backs.
:) so sian mahhs.
then went around to suan 没有眉毛!! :]
ahahas. i suan some npcc and ncc friends. well not exactlyy larrs. kid-kid :)
got caught byy 门神 (evan and jianri) to go for the organisation meeting :(
i was about to learn OA de mahhs :(
its so boring at the meeting.
i almost fell alsleep lorr. but theyy happyy jiu hao. ahahas because i dont reallyy care :)
i am so hyperactive i dont want sit still de!!
i ps-ed HONEYY and went around and around school.
then went back againn. :) so sweet bahhs :] wakakas!
i saw myy laogong!! :]
ps-ed HONEYY againn :)
saw HORBIT SENIOR and jianri playing volleyball.
wanted to call them to ask if HONEYY was still at meeting hao bu hao.
shouted and dont care me. DIAOS LURRS. :(
saw HONEYY at stairs there and hollered for her to come over :]
tomorrow has to meet up with the organising committee at jp libraryy.
sian larrs :(
HMMPPHH.
its myy responsibility so suan le?
ARRGGH.
going to the optometrist soon. DUHH.
because myy left eye gets blurryy at some intervals. :( *crys*
but myy eye-sight is not bad lorr. dont know whyy. oh-damn.
but i am quite happyy?
after looking at zhihui gorgor de spectacles i realise spectacles can be that nice!! :]
i like black framed ones!! :)
wakakas ahahas. hehehaha :]
if myy eye-sight has no problem will it be a good or bad news?
HMM.. :)
have not been dorning spectacles for ERM six years lurrs!!
i hope myy newspaper project can turn out well!!
真开心!!
ahahas.
DINNER IS READYY!! :]
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7:48 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
[: wakakas. :]
LONG POST ALERT!!
the lyrics of the song 靠近一点点 byy lara i posted can clearlyy explain myy feelings noww!! :)
ahahas. okayys :] lets start from the beginning.
SCHOOL WAS FINE :)
PW arhhs. nothing much happened. ^^
PHY was bored. aww :( and there was fire-drill!! woots! right moment worrs! :) loveya. whoever wanted the firedrill there and then lurrs. *HUGS* :]
EL arhhs. i remember!! HMMPPHH. :)
HIST was funnyy. DR waited for us for veryy long. and we waited for her for veryy long too. :s
i suddenlyy realised she's crankyy. how could she holler at myy friend. she's innocent lorr :(
MATHS arhhs. i desired to sleep again lorr. :] like that de larrs. i cant stand it. zzz.
we learnt PROBABILITY :)
BIO our BIOCHER didnt come. PHEW. i didnt bring myy science textbook though. lols. :)
YUPP i am referring to my time-table noww :p
hehes :] FORGOTTEN LE MAHHS :]
dashed off during recess todayy. went to find jinyii laogong theyy all to playy my favourite badminton!! :)
but theyy were having SCIENCE so long.
i just created this small-small GANG. DONT PLAY PLAY! IS GANG HORR :)
黑色会! :)
i havent sayy finish lorr :}
xingxi is 黑。
i am 色。
kaixuan is 会!! :}
then i kept telling them i can stand alone.
because i am 色!! :)
wakakas. i am so cheekyy :]
after school went to find kahao. for some UG stuff. sian diaos.
went to eat. went to lemak corner.
okayys this is what i ordered:
rice+2 chickens+veg+egg. :]
the auntie kept asking me if i was going to share with myy friend (jinyii was standing beside me) :]
i told her erm nope? i can finish it up.
and she was like WOW small girl BIG APPETITE.
:( zzz. always like that!!
I LIKE OKAYSS NOPE.
I LOVE TO EAT CANNOT ARHHS :(
but i dont blame her :)
because im reallyy eating alot? wakakas.
actuallyy i bought the food because it was so appealing and i like appealing food! :]
after i bought if im hungryy then i will eat lorr. if im not then i will just have a few scoops then throw awayy lorr :]
DUHH.
went libraryy. studied for maths test. TOMORROW! :( *sniffs*
then went bookshop area there looked for jinyii and gang. (her gang are all entrepreneurs! :)
ahahas.
went to pester moses to playy badminton with me :)
he kept whining that he had to get home and keep his fish!:]
LOLOLOL.
playy.playy.playy.
went to mac with jinyii laogong after that.
im semi-full liaos lorr. but hubbyy wanted to eat there so nvm? ahahas. :)
had zinger. omgosh. i wasnt too full after that.
was i supposed to be full? hope not :)
i ate half of the burger and ice-lemon tea onlyy. didnt touch myy potato.
oh-damn joed didnt come to school todayy.
AGAINN! *SMACKSS*
i drank cold drinks so manyy times and chipped on ice so manyy times though i shouldnt lorr.
ahahas.
SO FUN TO REBEL WITHOUT A CAUSE.
i hate myy health.
sucks. whyy must i be so weak. oh-damn.
i reallyy will like to play badminton and have FUN.
F.U.N.
but i will get so asthmatic. wtf. life is horrible.
i dont care what the OHHMYYTIANN doctor sayys.
i will nurse back myy own health myy wayy. :]
in the meantime i will still do all that CRAP.
i LURVEE BADMINTON.
well. redcross too. so i aint giving up on either.
OHH-DAMN.
dont bother reading. such a long post arhhs!! :] wakakas :]
ALOT HOMEWORK!! :(
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7:21 PM
靠近一点点 BYY: LARA :)默默在你的身后守侯的我多想看你不经意的笑容或许我的心你不懂我努力让你感动在你眼中有多么笨拙的我决不放弃追逐你的执着只要你能再多些回应我一个笑或点头全接受能不能再靠近一点点大声说出你所有感觉别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界温暖太阳为你迎接能不能再靠近一点点能不能再勇敢一点点就算让我知道我永远只是单恋我也会藏着感谢笑着和你说再见
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6:41 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
:] wakakas. myy apologyy is accepted! woots! :]school was fun :)yupp went to kajiao CHINESECHER during chinese againn :)she is as snobby and evil-hr8ted as usual lorr.sayys i dont look like one who will get billigual award. and she sayys wilson is the one who should get it arhhs :(oh-damn. [ breathe in. breath out.] :(ahahas. after assemblyy headed to 2E5 to find jinyii hubby :]but she had to stayy back for entrepreneur stuff arhhs :[ BLEAHHS.then i went to kajiao c.k theyy all because they were having a class meeting.over dontknow what.and saying dontknow what.wakakas :)c.k shaved his eyebrows because he was bored. DIAOOS.ohhyaas.had fun with badminton todayy!! :]not because of HIM that i played lorr.but i was kinda intrigued?? it was fun!! i kept pestering miaosi and moses to playy with me tomorrow during recess.i will skip recess!! wakakas :)xingxi sayys i act like a small kid whenever im excited. ahahas :]she sayys i have a BIG APPETITE. yupps :] im not afraid to share worrs :) i eat after school dailyy :)EATING IS GOOD MAHHS :]i put manyy manyy lot lot smileys right :}hehes :)i realise i have been saying *smack euu arhhs/smack yourr ass* and and and *oh-damn* and and and AMOSSS de *butterfly pimple* so often nowadays.wakakas! :]must be influenced byy others. but i forget who le. :)mrs pan asked who has consistently passed all his/her tests this month.i want to raise de but she never see arhhs! :(oh-well.todayy de wo donthave not happyy le arhhs :]so dont sayy im emo-fied arhhs.*smack euu arhhs!!* :]I FOUND OUT SOMETHING TODAYY.WOW.I AM HAPPYY LE. :]i want to change myy blogsong arhhs! :) smiley-addict.myy hairband was stolen again. DUHH. the boyys are evil-hr8ted.*smack!* :)
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4:18 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
IT IS AGAINST MYY PRINCIPALS NOT TO SAYY SORRYY FOR MY WRONGS MAHHS.KINDLY ACCEPT MY APOLOGYY THEN I WONT CHAO EUU ANYMORE LARRS.SAD-DED.APOLOGISE LIKE INSANE LE.SORRYY.CAN EUU KINDLY ACCEPT.TO LET ME HAVE A PEACE OF MIND.I AM SO GUILTY LARRS.ANGRYY SO LONG.WILL HAVE WRINKLES EUU KNOWW.ZZZ.QI SI WO LE.SORRYY SORRYY SORRYY.I AM APOLOGISING AS A FRIEND LARRS.DOES IT MEAN THAT THERE MUST BE AN AMBIGUOUS RELATION TO DO THAT.OMGOSH.SORRYY!
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8:21 PM
HEYYS :]I AM HERE TO POST MANYY MANYY LOT LOT DE. WAKAKAS. MAYBE NOT. :]EWW.okayys english was fine :)history arhhs. i was looking forward to taking back myy test hao bu hao :(dontknow which unluckyy guyy asked her for the tests and HISTCHER got veryy veryy angryy arhhs!! ahahas :]i forgot what she was ranting and raving about le.but she was saying,"im not an exam practitioner!!''and she reiterated. so manyy times lorr~ kinda sian diaos.got back maths test!!!i was so worried that there will be a blemish to my passes in maths euu know!!phew. MATHSCHER said onlyy 15 passed!!i was the number 15!! OMGOSH :]okayys. and i want to officiallyy declare:I HATE THAT DUMB ASS CHINESECHER HAO BU HAO.i onlyy asked her how to write a few words.and she fcuking (sorryy i cant stand her) said..."i think yourr chinese standard veryy 糟糕。。离谱！！"other than that. i am known to rarely write myy surname de.then she said,"你连姓名也不会写啊!"somemore.myy 板报设计 was one of the entries chosen and placed at libraryy mahhs.what the!she said,"你抄别人的是吗？你连‘奥’都不会写。。那里可能会刊登你的作品!"wahkaos leiis. i am so damn fcuking angryy! :(how could she sayy that??HMMPPHHH. wait til i get back myy chinese paper!! HMMPPHHH :(euu better hurryy mark lorr. what the! :(art was as boring as ever. LOL :] zzz.i realised myy forehead popped out one tinyy-weenyy pimple.must be after that dayy i suan joed che de retribution. aww. :(but i still lose to AMOSSSS de butterflyy pimple!! wakakas.im so mean :) but AMOSSSS is cute larrs! :]tomorrow is home-economics exam liaos. uh-oh!all the best gurl! cook cook cook!! :(MOOD: myy friends sayy i am emo todayy lorr. not sure leiis. dont have hao bu hao? ahahas. TRY TO SMILE MORE THEN :]PS: what doesnt kill me only makes me stronger :) i read that in a library book todayy :]SMACK CHINESECHER ARHHS!
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6:45 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
AHAHAS. WAKAKAS.I AM A WEIRDO.BIG-BIG WEIRDO!
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9:29 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
I LIKE THE FEELING OF TALKING TO EUU. :]VERYY VERYY SWEET. AND HAPPYY? LOLS.IM SO WEIRD. :]
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5:35 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
TODAYY IS HIS BIRTHDAYY. (:
myy heart hurts.
i am not going to wait for euu anymore.all of euu are so mean.i want to be left alone.
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:45 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
TOMORROW!TOMORROW!BOYY DE BIRTHDAYY IS TOMORROW!SEND BIRTHDAYY BLESSING TONIGHT!I WANT GIVE HIM BIG BIG DE PRESENT!MAKE HIM HAPPYY HAPPYY DE!I WANT DO SOMETHING MEANINGFUL FOR BOYY.I LOVE BOYY!WO AI NI BOYY!
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:19 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
three more dayys boyy. i bought yourr present le worrs. ahahas. that's fantastic :) and and and i reallyy hope euu will like it de. and and and i went all around to look for the ideal card for euu. i did it myself that's the main part :] im so happyy. loved myy laogong arhhs!! pei-ed me shop at jurong-point for boyy's present. :] i love hubbyy!! * muacks* wakakas :) went to cam-whore with hubbyy. looking for boutiques that we can enter without disturbance. went into esprit. and grabbed some tees went in. hehes. the saleswoman was like waiting outside as if we were occupying it for long. we didnt mahhs. it was just that long if euu are a girl. okayys. girls. wakakas. let the pictures do the talking!! :]
ahahas.
that's the inches i want to grow taller. wakakas.
hubbyy and her new hairstyle!! isnt she cute?? :]
hubbyy lurvedd that tee so much!! :]
yupss now euu see me now euu dont..wakakas :)
laogong de new hairstyle!! okays lurrs but looked like squid!! laogong arhhs!! :]
ohss. myy hands look so flabbyy. but its funn mahhs. :]
kawaiine couple of the year!! squid and kungfu panda!! :)
showcase our lovingness!! :]
ahahas.
laogong seems so blissful beside me. OF COURSE :] wakakas.
bading goodbye to out small-small paradise. for more pictures call look at hubbyy's blog. because i deleted those whereby i look funnyy.wakakas.
PS: laogong thanks for pei-ing me out when i am down. maybe i am thinking too much. maybe not.
PS: when love becomes disbelief..when fears becomestagnant..when euu and i are as resolute as everything else..everything starts to boil down to the fact if i am too gullible or speculative.
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:42 PM
Friday, August 08, 2008
to believe or not is purelyy my perspective right.because no matter what i will not know what is going on.i wanted to - - - so badlyy on the bus back. reallyy reallyy.i had never known anything. not in the past now or present.euu had never let me trespass into yourr life more than permitted.but to her euu are always there. biased/close or more than that??who can i relyy my faith on?what can i do to ease the untold pain?i wanted so badlyy to think that euu two are friends. simple. full-stop.but so manyy people are starting to change their mindsets. onlyy me.i told them that the both of euu are just friends. and that i have trust in euu two.theyy are inquisitive. speculative and hearsays and rumours are engulfing me.but yet i had never let them hinder myy concept that euu two are reallyy innocentlyy friends.i reallyy drilled that thinking into me. because i cant lose anyy of euu.but yourr words are starting to have negative impacts on me.when i heard about all the concern from euu thru her i didnt reallyy care or feel much bliss.whyy should i when euu have always been avoiding me.she knows everything about euu.while i know everything about euu from her.boyy euu wanna tryy that feeling? its reallyy unbearable.to want to know what is going on in yourr life.to get used to being snubbed.to hear all these from her.i dont wanna be ridiculous.especiallyy when yourr birthdayy is coming. and streaming too.but i solemnlyy promised myself that if nothing comes out of us after streaming.no matter what i will give up on euu.but then i know i will keep on waiting.eleven months le. i have been liking euu like dontknowhatosayy.i dont wanna write the word - - - here. i am not a - - - babyy. i just crave for your lurve.and this craving is gonna make me - - - euu and her.
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:32 PM
five more dayys boyy.
todayy is china's official opening of the OLYMPICS!!
woots!! 8.00pm is about an hour plus plus plus to go!! :D
okayys. lets talk about todayy's school and bishan connect-singapore first.
school was not bad.
except that i had tot the ndp will be more intriguing.
well it's kinda simple and sophisticated arhhs. ahahas.
ohss. the climax was roar-it-up. but i missed it. TOTALLYY.
so in my heart i wanted to see the ELDDS performance.
i stayed brieflyy because we were due to set off VERYY soon.
so sad-ded. it was impressive i could tell euu.
but so sad i had to miss it arhhs! :(
heard from friends that roar-it-up rawks.
some insane. some reallyy nice vocals. ballet dance!! and that famous couple who emerged as champions once more!! woohoos!! CONGRATS :)
okayys got onto the 3N3 bus to head for bishan.
ahahas. bullied MENSTRUATION like dontknowhat. pathetic guyy. hahas.
and i realised he had no spinal cord!! wakakas. hehes.
if euu know what i mean worrs :)
it was a veryy cute class i could sayy.
the bishan-connect-singapore was veryy disappointing.
it was so damn hot weather and i wanted to niao niao so badlyy euu know!!
and i had to wait for the sec threes from huayi and other schools' students to hold hands.
and the president didnt come pass. aww :(
waited waited waited.
they held hands for less than a minute??
after we waited an hour or more???
then we had to go back.
without anyy knowledge that it had started or concluded :(
ohs well.
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:07 PM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
TAG REPLIES! :)SK: lalala yourr head. wakakas. thanks for tagga big-big gorgor^^Joed: Oh damn. oh shit. oh god. whats yourr problem?? hahas :) tagga eyes-roller!!Japheth: hahas^^:D : diaos.YUJUN: billigual not good! HIGHLY potential triple science student better!! :]sIyInG: thanks for yourr encouragements!! lurveyaa^^` Wennnli,♥: thanks for tagging me girl :]JINYI: l0ls laogong arhs. wakakas. another HIGHLY potential triple science student babe :] ahaahaas :)«†Ø䧆»™: hahas. thanks wors OU XIANG :]Japheth: ahahas. the vice-ceo here veryy cute de :] re-enact scene : "chekjun..sit down..i cannot be unpartial to euu de.." "okayys..it is impartial"..hahas.officiallyy challenging the vice-ceo uh-oh!! :] cute larrs euu^^jieying: kayys^^ no matter howw sad euu will still be one of myy best friends!! :} aiaiai ni other than him hahas. :)TAGS REPLIED ARE ALL THOSE CURRENTLYY ON THE LATEST TAGS. THOSE NOT REPLIED PLEASE DONT FEEL SAD. AHAHAS.
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9:38 PM
six more dayys boyy!haiis i cant cheer up noww.talked to mrs firdouse about a pure literature class.and it seems the prospects of it is on the cards.yupps. and myy chance of getting in issh not bad.she sayys some of her students managed to grauduate with a1s and a2s.. get into mass com and have potential english-literature based careers.isnt that what i have always been tying to pursue?and yupps. thanks to suizheng senior and zhihui gorgor for giving me timelyy advice.it was reallyy helpful. reallyy reallyy.i dont want to leave myy friends.theyy are all mathematicallyy or scientificallyy inclined.anybodyy who knows me know that i am more of an arts student.humanities and language or even home economics :( and design and technologyy :)i can make it. :)but then maths and sciences :(give me another million years and euu will see me looking disdained and wracked with spasms of agonyy.myy friends and myy passion.torn between friendship and ideals.sians talked to jieying and felt like tearing.suddenlyy realised i lurve myy friends manyy manyy lots lots.i want cryy le larrs. haiis.tomorrow heading for schoolbut going for first aid dutyy at bishan.haiis. i wanna see roar it up euu knoww.myy life is literallyy in rambles. but one thing to be happyy for next year i can and might be in the same class as myy beloved cheapskate amanda!! :) that's like the happiest thing.yupps. happiest thing in myy sad-ded life.went to put myy choices todayy.but then its not affirmative yet.mrs chia told me to choose pure geography since myy language has substance.hahas.then i was thinking that if myy language has substance whyy dont i consider historyy too?because historyy issh simple. just get the facts right. playy around with words. and tata.pure geography too but i am putting down that.cause i can take up elective history too^^ahahas. how wise.noww i am more assured of myy path in life.are euu? hees :)
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:17 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
eight more dayys boyy. i lurve euu boyy!! :] i finallyy know what to get for euu boyy and i am so happyy at that. :]zzz. deon hit me when i was walking to class. so maligned lurrs earlyy in the morning. zzz. pain hao bu hao. ohhmyytiann. kayys. not gonnaa screw him. zzz.i am soo mad at that teacher.screw euu. zzz.for yourr sake boyy i am not going to hurl all that vulgarities on myy blog.because i want to be that ultimate good girl in yourr heart.i am so fed-up with her. how could she just rant at me without getting the clear picture???cant she see that i am occupied with something she asked us to do and she just started without me?? i am so angryy. it is soo not fair. but forget it. i am not going to take h-e next yearr. i swearr. oh lord. i have never felt so wronged in myy life. oh lord.there was the assemblyy and everybody was sleeping? yupps almost.i wasnt even paying the sightest hinge of attention.we were busyy raping joed. well for me nope. i was just trying to make him roll his eyes with failed attempts.sec twos stayed back for streaming briefing.streaming this thingyy always hurts myy braincells.because myy familyy will be so worried for me.well not for me.myy maths and sciences.and that irks me.i am choosing okayss in order.F E C I.yupps. cause maths and science are screwing me upp. and i am so gonnaa crack myy brain in frustrations. its just that unfair that i am not equipped with the natural ability of maths and sciences and arts. doesnt language and humaities even count?? i am so screwed.i have alreadyy knocked this sense into dontknow howw manyy people.if my maths and sciences could get seventy. i will aim for the top class. oh lord. and that is so not possible unless i transform into super-genius kiddo.and and and.i just realise that my cooking sucks. ohh so literallyy.i dontknow how to cook or peel an onion.or ROLL A SPRING ONION.haojun's luck to be myy home economics partner larrs.i am so scared of the oil and what the. i dontknow how to sayy.but i dont care.i am not gentle at all.and i am so not sophisticated. how to ROLL.ohhmyytiann.i shrieked at a bug this morning.ohhmyytiann.life is not going too well for me at this moment.topsy-turvy.get back myy results soon.i have confidence at least a little.ohhmyytiann.get that streaming over and done with. :(
♥our lips must always be sealed
7:18 PM
Monday, August 04, 2008
nine more dayys boyy! :]if euu dont mind dont ask me what i am counting downn for. isnt that obvious? :)what should i give euu??roar..cracking myy brain over euu. but its worth it.seeing euu makes me so shyy boyy!! :]:(haiis. home becomes an isolated hostel.people come and go.in the house we rarelyy talk.everybodyy issh engaged in their own lives and ya if anything is not fulfilled to parents' expectations there's the lectures again.i dont feel like talking to anyone of them.everyone has their own set of problems.whyy must kids always comply with demands set by the adults.and the world is so biased.i am straghtforward-frank-blunt- ---- up atd euu can sayy.i just dont like to be at home.i dont like interacting with anyone of euu.just ----ing wisen up.myy sis is at it againn.myy brother is so guai towards myy parents. ya..commit himself to their beck and call. thats called guai. wakakas.myy dad is ----ing irritating.myy mum is always biased. everything's myy bro's right and i am wrong. cant she ever stand in myy shoes.i hate life like this. i dont even feel like calling myy aunt back.what for. i dont even want to be that good girl in hers or anybody else's eyes.i am not a ----ing bootlicker or what. i have myy own life to lead. and myy own principals.i dont meet your expectations so what.dont come telling me to studyy hard. nothing is ever enough in yourr eyes.whyy dont euu spend more of yourr precious time with myy sis and bro?euu like people to be at yourr whims isnt it.good or bad. nobodyy cares.i lurve school noww.home is an uncustomed pristige i choose to forsake.home is wherei do all those random things.i doubt theres anyy warmth enclosed among us.lurve is an ignominous word.i reallyy want to meet your expectations with accolades.and not,"okayys."no matter how good i do,euu always think it is insufficient.sports academics. i have gained so much credit but all to yourr disdain.what the hell with maths.ya i am poor at it.but whyy do all of euu onlyy focus on that?is that onlyy weakness clouding your beliefs that your girl aint smart.what with all the debate. i will never convince euu all.no matter what i do euu think i am not good enough.or rather.euu choose not to bother about myy life.well.meaningless talks apart. and trying to overwhelm me.solace engulfed.i am so nott happyy.maybe i dont know howw to fake my emotions.i dont know how to lie.i dont know how to stop being a true person.reallyy.there arent manyy true people in the world.they put on a facade and shield their interior motives.or they put up a ruckus or a show just to delude or to curryy favour.i am not like that.i hate being in this house.something teachers taught us to call as home.there must be something seriouslyy wrong with them.ireallyywantobeagoodgirlforyoursakeboyy.
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:23 PM
Ben & Jerry's Ice-Cream
