Biography

The name is ELY. Pronounced similar to Alley but I don't live in alleys and neither could I be found there. I'm in love with Century Gothic, Kristen ITC and Rage Italic. And, abit of Tahoma. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Pink and Gray. Not much of Black. Chocolate and Cheese are my two best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all.

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"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

Ben & Jerry's Ice-Cream
Ipod Touch
Cinema: Watch Legion
Part-time Sales Assistant Job
That Handbag from Prada
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♥ February 2007
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♥ October 2007
♥ January 2008
♥ February 2008
♥ March 2008
♥ April 2008
♥ May 2008
♥ June 2008
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Creditorials

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Monday, June 30, 2008

none of euu will understand how im feeling now.
i feel like crying.
yet again i cant stop myself from breaking down.
i ran a high fever this morning but didnt tell anyone.
i dont wanna go home cause i want to be with my friends.
friends.
true friends.
if you are my friends, whyy do you want to hurt me?
whyy do you want to make me cry..
i feel so lost..
cac..logs..promotion ceremony..
all of euu dont know me..
i really cant take it anymore..
i feel like passing the baton to others.
but i cant..
im stressed..
im willing to suffice the misery..
i promised therefore i will do..
but then whyy cant my friends understand me?
im trying my best.
whyy must you guys look down on me..
do true friends look down on euu..make euu feel like a loser..
i noe..
my plan sucks.
can start trampling on me.
euu guys can think i did nth..
cause dat day when everything falls through..
im done.
i noe im fcuking idiotic and brainless.
isnt that what you guys are making me feel.
fcuking pain.
i wanna cry so many times todayy.
i can disregard the fact of biasedness.
i can disregard.
i dont give a damn.
i dont care whoever has been the apple of his eyes.
i fcuking dont care who he's biased to.
but whyy are my friends or rather that true friend becoming more and more different??
whyy am i feeling so down and out.
okays friends.
friends.
my friends.
they are making me feel like crying like dont know what.
poor at art.
criticise me at that.
i wanna cry.
i wanna cry when euu guys insinuated that im a lousy planner.
but please.
stop hurting me.
none of euu know what i am undergoing.
the tremendous stress.
and for promotion ceremony.
i have to carry the load all alone.
im just fucking stupid.
euu can tell the whole world i did nth.
i dont care le.
stop crying euu idiot.
euu are not a kid anymore.
brace up and face everything.
dont care how others treat euu.
dont ever cry again.
dont be a weakling.
i need someone to rely on so badly.
so lost and hurt.
im dat fcuking brainless freak.