Resistance♥

Monday, June 30, 2008

none of euu will understand how im feeling now.
i feel like crying.
yet again i cant stop myself from breaking down.
i ran a high fever this morning but didnt tell anyone.
i dont wanna go home cause i want to be with my friends.
friends.
true friends.
if you are my friends, whyy do you want to hurt me?
whyy do you want to make me cry..
i feel so lost..
cac..logs..promotion ceremony..
all of euu dont know me..
i really cant take it anymore..
i feel like passing the baton to others.
but i cant..
im stressed..
im willing to suffice the misery..
i promised therefore i will do..
but then whyy cant my friends understand me?
im trying my best.
whyy must you guys look down on me..
do true friends look down on euu..make euu feel like a loser..
i noe..
my plan sucks.
can start trampling on me.
euu guys can think i did nth..
cause dat day when everything falls through..
im done.
i noe im fcuking idiotic and brainless.
isnt that what you guys are making me feel.
fcuking pain.
i wanna cry so many times todayy.
i can disregard the fact of biasedness.
i can disregard.
i dont give a damn.
i dont care whoever has been the apple of his eyes.
i fcuking dont care who he's biased to.
but whyy are my friends or rather that true friend becoming more and more different??
whyy am i feeling so down and out.
okays friends.
friends.
my friends.
they are making me feel like crying like dont know what.
poor at art.
criticise me at that.
i wanna cry.
i wanna cry when euu guys insinuated that im a lousy planner.
but please.
stop hurting me.
none of euu know what i am undergoing.
the tremendous stress.
and for promotion ceremony.
i have to carry the load all alone.
im just fucking stupid.
euu can tell the whole world i did nth.
i dont care le.
stop crying euu idiot.
euu are not a kid anymore.
brace up and face everything.
dont care how others treat euu.
dont ever cry again.
dont be a weakling.
i need someone to rely on so badly.
so lost and hurt.
im dat fcuking brainless freak.

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3:45 PM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

myy head is thr0bbing.
went f0r change 0f c0mmand(c0c) parade t0dayy.
terrible.
i g0t reallyy sick.
was standing there when suddenlyy i c0uldnt see any0ne..
visi0n blurred.
hearing affected.
seri0usly larrs. if euu were me then..euu will be damn afraid.
i was staggering. i c0uldnt see 0r hear distinctlyy.
it was s0 black and muffled.
guess what i did.
that stupid head t0ld me t0 persevere 0n.
hence despite my pain.. i st00d there s0 GUAI L0RR.
then i went t0 ''int0xicate''myself with gluc0se drinks and sweets.
zzz.
RAFFLES INSTITUTION HAO AMAZING WORS!! :]
im still having a bad headache. hees. :(
and and and.
i 0verspent my ph0nebill by al0t.
hmm..mummyy n0t veryy happyy.
im inn0cent siak. :(
i realise i am graduallyy turning weaker.
zzz.
better strengthen up lia0.
im s0 scared.
0f my deteri0rating health. 0f myy mummyy. 0f sch00l re0pen..0f pr0m0ti0n cerem0ny!!! (RED ALERT)..0f l0gistics..0f cac..
haiis.
im scared 0f being scared!!!
zzz
i wanna escape fr0m the tiredness. d0ntwannariskc0llasping0nedayy.
adam..shu tiao..hamburger..olive oil..veryy funnyy larrs!!
especiallyy SHU TIAO!!^^
HAHA

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6:40 PM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

TAG REPLIES :)

?-Wennn'li♥: I LOVE MY TWINNIE!!^^

jinyi: hahas..la0g0ng!! :]

japheth: hees :) THKS!

yeesan: euu m0re tired than me f0r sure..i pass le!! euu jiay0us f0r SYF!! :D thks f0r teaching me ytd!! :)

siying: thks!!^^ miss ya sweetie!! :p

Siew Ming: hahas..l0ve yaa..PIGGY SENI0R RAWKS!! :] miss euu t00!

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7:33 PM

HEES :]
MY FRIENDS ARE LOVED!!^^
didnt let th0se wh0 believed in me d0wn!
i am a qualified first aider and
first aid is endeared l0tsa!! :)
muscles aching. :(
finallY..first aid course has ended.
i will miss SHIFU. MR SEOW and MY 0LD 0LD CLASSMATES DE!!! :]
GIGGLES.
MY CLASSMATES HA0 CUTE W0RS!!
zzz.
I WANT T0 SAVE LIVES!!^^
l0ls.
many many many THANKS t0 qin ai de mummyy..kn0tty de br0ther..nice sister and sweet jieying and lynn f0r letting me bandage them and learn al0ng the way!! :)
m00dle left maths 3/4..chi all..h.e..
zzz.
lei lia0 w0rs.
i l0ng f0r s0me0ne t0 treat me SWEET SWEET DE.
dev0id 0f happiness.
what is true l0ve?
it must be a t0ugh maths.
MY WEAKEST ACUP0INT.
I LOVE FIRST AID! :D

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7:26 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

lols.
nowadays i am so tired.
really very very tired.
moodle.
standard first aid course.
upcoming promotion ceremony.
current affairs competition.
haiis.
come home at 6/7 + no rest still have to do moodle til 1+..
i have no time to sleep le.
i am too occupied.
l0ls.
i cant wait to be a qualified first-aider.
everyone says i can do it but i m too nervous.
yaya.
i keep shivering and shaking and scared scared scared.
i want to help save a life.
first aid rawks.
i am deprived of happiness.
all the best for tmr.
JIAYOUS LE CHEK JUN!

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7:47 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

I MISS YOU!!!

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8:30 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

fallen head 0ver heels.

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8:59 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

DAMN UNLUCKY LARRS.
GOT DAMN SICK.
DEN GOT DAMN LOTS INSECT BITES.'
THE IDIOTIC MICROSOFT THINGY.
FCUK LARRS.
SO HARD DO DE.
DAMN LARRS.
I TOT FRIDAY THE THIRTEETH PASS LE!
GRR

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6:19 PM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

haiis..
went t0 pass stuff needed by my tw0 best buddies lynn and jieying.
they're g0ing f0r ulp camp f0r f0ur days..tmr 0nwards..
T.T
miss them l0ts..
sat i have the w0rld bl00d d0n0r day thingy..
haiis..
guess i have t0 g0 with the 0thers with0ut them..
T.T
take care arhs..nvr give up th0ugh i kn0w its excruciating..
best 0f luck..
hmm..i g0 play ne0pets lia0..
jiay0us w0rs!!! :)

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7:02 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

After i spaced 300 times f0r this quiz..i felt like murdering jiny la0g0ng. L0LS. :)

1) what's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
- G00d Friend.

2) do you ever turn your phone off?
- Rarely..

3) what happened at 10am today?
-d0nt t0k ab0ut it..sleeping.. :(

4) when did you last cry?
-i have f0rg0tten..n0w my life is blissful^^

5) what is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
-i d0nt like peatnut butter. EWW.

6) what do you want in your life right now?
-f0rever happiness.

7) do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
-i d0nt carry an umbrella 0r h00d ar0und. But preferably umbrella bahs.

8) what's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
-my b00ster my pill0w my slyvester!! :)

9) what bottoms are you wearing now?
-casual sh0rts larrs..

10) what does the nicest thing in your inbox say?
-euu had just aced yr streaming..l0ls..in my dreams..

11) do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
-n0pe..

12) are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
-n0pe larrs..

13) what was the last movie you caught?
-Kungfu panda..yesterday.. :)

14) what are you proud of?
-my lang bahs..

15) what does the oldest text message from your inbox say?
-i cant recall..

16) what was the last song you sang out loud?
-s0me m0dern s0ng..

17) do you have any nicks?
-dia0s..g0t!! chiak ah h0ck..chek..f0rg0tten.. :)

18) what does your last msg say?
-d0ntknow..

19) what time did you go to bed last night?
-tw0 plus..heehee :]

20) are you currently happy?
-0kay0kay bahs..

21) who gives you best advices?
-my heart..

22) do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-erm..wads that? hahas..

23) who did you talk on the phone with last night?
-n0b0dy in particular..

24) is anything bugging you right now?
-yaya..my m0mmy..

25) what/who was the last thing that made you laff?
-my kid br0ther..

26) do you wear toe socks?
-wads that? sh0uld be n0pe..hahas.

27) who was the last person you missed a call from?
-servant l0rr..

28) have you ever had your heart broken?
-l0ls..i d0ntgiveadamn.

29) what annoys you most in a person?
-fcuked up attitude.

30) do you hve a crush on anyone?
-l0ls..id0ntwannasay. :]

31) have you ever done cocaine?
-L0LS. whats that.

32) what is the colour of your room?
-purewhite..but it gl0ws in the dark..

33) would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
-N0PE!!

34) do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
-erm..is that part 0f lang? then i c0ncede defeat..l0ls..

35) who was the last person to lay in your bed?
-ME.

36) who was the last person to hug you?
-my slyvester. :]

37) did anyone see the last person you kissed?
-i havent kissed :]

38) do you have a life?
-yayaya.

39) have you ever thought someone died when they didn't?
-in my dreams sh0uld have bahs..

40) what is the reason behind your profile song?
-cause i like it?? l0ls.

41) who was the last person you saw in your dream?
-i have f0rg0tten..

42) last time you smiled?
-early m0rning..

43) have you changed this year?
-yaya..al0t 0f resp0nsibilities..m0re em0..

44) what are you listening to right now?
-chnl 8 xin hua du0 du0 kai de ending s0ng..

45) are you talking to someone while you're doing this?
-n0pe.

46) do you walk with your eyes open/closed?
-0pen larrs..dia0s larrs..

47) is there a quote you live by?
-smile and be happyy!! :D

48) do you want someone you can't have?
-n0pe..i d0ntliket0snatch.

49) have you ever played an instrument?
-dunn0..

50) what was the worst idea you had in this week?
-f0rg0tten..

51) what were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
-chatting with kid br0..

52) are you happy with your love life now?
-i d0nt have one..

53) what song describes you love life?
-sad?? l0ls..

54) do the person you like know it?
-i d0nt have 0ne..at least subc0nsci0ucly..

55) who always makes you laugh?
-my kid br0ther..

56) do you speak another language other than english?
-chinese, alien languages..

57) are you blond?
-of cus n0t..

58) what's your middle name?
- hahas..chek!!^^

59) what are you doing tmr?
-study study and m0re study..T.T..

60) what do you think you are like?
-em0fied and psych0..heehee :)

61) who do you choose to die with?
-i d0nt wanna die yet ha0 mahs..

62) where have you been today?
-h0me all day l0ng..

63) what game do you play often?
-ne0pets!!

64) who are you missing now?
-n0b0dy!

65) if you were to choose between friends and love?
-id0ntkn0wf0rafactn0w.. :)

66) what are you doing now?
-seeing sayang sayang.. :)

67) which primary school are you from?
-yuhua primary sch00l.. :)

l 68) name 3 colours you like.
-white..baby blue and h0t pink.. :)

69) what emotion do you like to show?
-smiley.. :)

70) what is life to you?
-w0w..thatschimlarrs!!

71) if you have something troubling you, what would you do?
-sing s0ngs..

72) who did you last chat with on msn today?
-jieying.. :)

73) who do you admire most?
-my m0m.. :)

74) which month are you born in?
-April..

75) how are you feeling right now?
-damn irritated cause my m0n hitting 0n me..T.T

76) what is the time now?
-8.05pm..

77) where are you now?
-home..

78) what colour did you use to dye your hair?
-i d0nt dye..

79) why are you doing this test?
-cause 0f jinyi la0g0ng!!! :(

80) what do you do when you're moody?
-em0..

81) at which age do you wish to get married?
-id0ntkn0wlarrs..l0lss.

82) who is more important to you? boyfriend or friends?
-id0ntkn0wlarrs..

83) do you think you have enough confidence?
-0kays..

84) who is the one you trust the most?
-s0metimes i d0nt even trust myself..l0ls..

85) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
-i wanna see!!!

86) if you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
-fairytale ending.. :)

87) what is your goal for this year?
-ace my streaming and get int0 a g00d class..thats tr0ubling f0r an instance!! :(

88) do you believe in eternity love?
-yaya..in a fairytale 0nly..

89) what feeling do you love most?
-happiness and bliss..

90) do you believe it's global warming now?
-0f cus..i ace my ge0graphy..heehee :)

91) what feeling do you hate the most?
-em0..

92) do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-0f c0urse!! ^^

93) do you believe in God?
-0f c0urse..i pray bef0re i sleep every night.. :)

94) who cares for you the most?
-parents and frends.. :)

95) what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-health..l0ve and studies..and family.. :) i s0und like a f0rtuneteller..

96) what would you bring when you fight?
-knives and guns..heehee kidding :) my brawn..

97) what have you regretted doing in your whole life?
-falling f0r wr0ng pe0ple.

98) how do you feel that no one ever cares for you anymore?
-erm..i will cry bahss..

99) what would you do if your stead two-timed you?
-sad sad sad..break break break.. BLEAHS..

100) name 10 people to do this
-Jieying
-Lynn
-JInyi
-Limin
-Siying
-Guo Yujun
-Yeesan
-Yuting
-Yihong
-NIcholas

LOLS. i hate this quiz..hahas :)

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8:31 PM

l0ls.
i w0ke up at 3pm this aftern00n!!! ><
0MG0SH.
i br0ke my pers0nal rec0rd.
hahas.
h0w c0uld i have just wasted preci0us life sleeping..
dia0s larrs.
i pr0mise w0nt d0 that again cause its a damn wastage 0f life.
l0l!
d0ntkn0wyiamsayingthis.
i believe that in every0ne's heart there is a ' lever balance'..
the pri0rities sh0uld be set straight like f0r instance whats m0re vital and whats n0t.
sh0uldnt be harping 0n a misc0nstrued belief that certain things are right.
because it is n0t beneficial at all bahs.
hahas.
anyways i started playing ne0pets recently.
its damn cute lurrs.
ya its childish but i d0nt care.
because there are l0ads 0f games t0 play!! :)

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7:38 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

L0LS.
i had a terrifying dream last nite lUrrs.
0r can say is this m0rnin larrs.
hahas.
cause my br0ther made me laugh til 2.30 l0rr.
pr0 bahs.
hahas.
wahss.
the dream zhen de ha0 k0ng bu w0rs!! ><
i dreamt that my m0mmy and i were kidnapped in a very very scary place.
its like a pris0n bt n0t larrs.
similar bahs.
then the bad ppl say that we cann0t leave that place f0rever.
we have t0 stay in that evil dunge0n f0rever and ever.
xia si w0 larrs.
then i sneak 0ut then i call the p0lice.
then p0lice c0me l0rr.
then they l0st neg0tiati0n.
then m0mmy and i still g0t kidnapped larrs!!
T.T
all my br0ther's fault.
let me read his Mr Midnight.
d0ts d0ts.
hahas.
m0rning went to see the movie ' Kungfu Panda' with my friends.
l0ls.
went t0 the bust0p then i saw a c0uple.
then i was like damn curi0us s0 was intensely transfixed 0n what they're d0ing.
hahas.
when my bus came, i finally realised that they were fliming.
n0 wonder kept NG.
l0ls.
then my expressi0n was like damn shocked larrs.
:]
bused with jieying t0 jp.
then she t0ld me yuting and yeesan als0 c0ming.
after that we suddenly t0t of askin sk and zk c0me.
then fr0m 0nly me jieying and jinyi became the 7 0f us lurrs.
the m0vie was veryy veryy cute!!
hahas.
after m0vie jieying wanted t0 buy s0me stuff.
then initially we all acc0mpanied her t0 t0ysrus.
Jinyi and i went t0 kiddypalace.
after that we started playing hide-and-seek with sk.
hahas.
in the end he c0uldnt find us.
then ended up everyb0dy was l00king f0r Jinyi and me larrs.
l0l!
anyways 0ne c0nclusi0n.
next time d0nt f0ll0w me mahs.
i will play hide-and-seek de w0rs.
hahas.
nvr gr0w up de.
yeesan and jieying were t0kin.
then i kp0 g0 butt in.
i havent speak l0rr.
yeesan's NICE AND FRIENDLY leg GENTLY stepped on my t0es.
s0 HAPPY.
i went ar0und limping.
thanks l0ts.
but i stepped back.
s0 equal lia0 larrs.
kelian de t0es.
hahas.
went h0me after that.
i was 0n the bus so l0ng lia0.
then sk t0ld jieying he's still at jp finding us.
l0l!
s0 funny de g0rg0r larrs.
veryy gullible and naive. erm.. translated t0 inn0cent?? l0ls.
we still tricked him saying we were in the girls t0ilet and w0uld be 0ut s00n.
luckily he didnt bei pian.
if n0t i sure die de.
hahas. :)
came h0me g0t a huge sh0ck.
sister and br0ther 0nline watch kungfu panda t00.
d0nt need pay a single cent.
chilli-crab. [hahas..d0nt have t0 kn0w whats that..thats my sh0cked expressi0n.. :) ]
but d0nt mind larrs.
cause can pei my friends mahs.
nvr get c00ped in this c00p.
yaya.
i am rec0unting.
but i always d0es that.
hees :]

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6:53 PM

Saturday, June 07, 2008

l0ls.
i am really a BIG BIG sleepy-head.
w0ke up early f0r the CAC briefing.
which t00k me and my friends a very l0ng time t0 reach.
and a very blissfully sh0rt briefing w0rs.
l0l!
went t0 bedok to have mac.
then there was a bdae celebrati0n s00n then we were s0rta sh00ed.
dia0s.
then we t00k mrt h0me l0rr.
lynn and jieying went back kembangan f0r ulp.
me and si-dia0-ying mrted h0me.
wahs.
the j0urney t0 her st0p was like damn l0ng.
20 st0p lurrs!
then mine was like 16 0r s0.
hahas.
then i planned t0 em0 with her de.
but we started bec0ming chirpy.
then we started talking,
m0re than usual :]
heehees.
chatting with si-dia0-ying feels so sweet.
l0ls.
reminisced th0se times during 0rientati0n that we first befriended.
hahas. :]
ha0 ha0 xia0.
secreT. ^^
l0l.
went t0 p0pular b0ught casc0 maths bk B.
i will study hard de h0rr.
i reached h0me and i started d0ing my science.
heehees.
did partial of the wksht then went to watch HANAZAKARINO KIMITACHIHE.
then went back t0 d0 again.
finished then i slept til n0w.
l0ls.
d0ntkn0wy i am rec0unting larrs. :]
maybe i am still gr0ggy.
cause a m0ment ag0 when i was signing in.
i wr0te s0me0ne else name in my h0tmail.
n0 w0nder kept invalid larrs.
hahas.
s0 tired. zzz.
jir0 ha0 ha0 ha0 Cute wors!!
Cute with a Capital C!!
with immediate effect i demand the c0mplete upl0ad 0f r0lling love larrs! :]
hahas.

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3:48 AM

Friday, June 06, 2008

t0dayy ha0 h0t lurrs.
T.T
just did s0me of my el w0rksheet's questi0ns.
then went 0nline to c0mplete my pr0fess0r.c0m.
was s0 damn b0red day.
sians.
l00k at that bl0gskin giving me pr0blems again.
yy cant it just be err0r-free.
haiiss.
t0m0rr0w there is CAC briefing.
i d0nt mind de larrs.
cl0se 0ne eye.
d0nt see things i am filled wih disdain f0r.
my eyes are set f0r beautiful scenery w0rs.
june h0ls is getting stiff.
i am like a walking z0mbie with zeus t0 d0 at h0me.
g0ing t0 see kungfu panda with my keai jinyi la0g0ng.
yippiie!!~
l0l.
currently addicted to crunchyr0ll shows lurrs.
last few days was watching ah l0ng pte ltd with sis cus she didnt see bef0re.
hahas.
ji cute yi xia^^
actually l0ts shows i like de..taiwanese ones.
like the yuan lai w0 bu shuai.
m.t.i..xia0 gui and guigui lead characters.
l0tsl0ts.
n0w g0nna c0mmit myself t0 r0lling l0ve..
fan gun ba dan cha0 fan!!^^
g0t my fave jir0 genie and tang yuzhe lurrs.
heehees :]
seri0us addict 0n the l00se.

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3:28 PM

Thursday, June 05, 2008

l0ls.
was kinda b0red.
hence wr0te something like a p0em but actually its n0t larrs.
maybe just a reflecti0n on p0werful life.
that t0day might lead to an0ther event so unpremeditated.
that not aware 0f we might just l0se ourselves in the midst.
i think my hr8t is g0nna disintegrate.
which is like damn c00l larrs. hees :)
if 0ne is n0t wary might fall int0 the deepest abyss where unsp0ken pain is at hand.
been a lazy gal so far.
suddenly t0t about my resp0nsibilities.
started g0ing ab0ut d0ing stuff and all.
maybe 0ne day.
all of us will l00k back and have regrets f0r many setbacks.
maybe we will have mixed em0ti0ns.
as kids may see it.
they wanna gr0w up to be kings and queens.
s0 damn cute lurrs.
ev0lving into hundred metres tall m0nsters.
munching away buildings.
gr0wing up is really a m0nstr0us wicked cycle.
we might reallyy be such m0nsters with0ut realisati0n.
hahas.
but we d0nt munch.
evil deeds and all.
f0r now.
lets just lend the eyes of kids t0 lead a p0wderful life.
kinda lyrical 0n days like this.

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3:59 PM

i pave my paths.
edging in at the rights
the g00d girl. i beh0ld.
curving 0ut at the wr0ngs.
the bad influences. the tantrums thr0wn. smugness and vitri0lic outbursts.
i shun.
teeter t0tter.
left right back fr0nt.
i pace my steps.
pitter patter.
rain falls.
but, i am n0t affected ; p0ses no hindrance.
the shelters of life erupt.
the can0py of nature.
these are the guardians in my life ; parents, kins, friends and l0ved 0nes.
rain presists.
teeter t0tter.
i m0ve 0n.
many a time
i witness 0thers treading the wr0ng paths.
pl0p dr0p.
many a time
my th0ughts waver.
i was unsprightly aligned.
many a time
0thers witness my fall.
th0se are the times 0f wr0ngd0ings; 0f l0st faith.
then, i m0ve 0n.
ups and d0wns of the walk.
succumbing to speculati0ns ; scantil0us rumours.
0r
abiding to rules and regulati0ns.
everyone kn0ws
eventually
all 0f us will c0me bef0re a f0rked path.
the g00d and the bad.
which path will i take?
will i take the right path with all the wr0ngs engulfing me?
will i take the wr0ng path with the g00dy tw0 sh0es benev0lence.
will i enter the right path righte0usly?
will i enter the wr0ng path pugnaci0usly?
future speaks.
i tread 0n.
the endless path.
i have n0t reached the peak 0f my game.
i am still beginning.
many a time
i edge in at the curves.
thats a phen0men0n 0f repentance.
many a time
i curve 0ut at the edges.
thats when i am led astray.
m0mentarily
i take a rest.
i am worn-0ut.
i stare agape as 0thers m0ve past me.
many fall.
the unc0rrupted pure minds stand.
i regain my comp0sure.
the path ahead is l0ng.

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3:46 PM

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

t0dayy went for the SANA c0urse.
there are twO veryy hilari0us instruct0rs..
instruct0r t0m and instruct0r t0k..
hahas..
theyy spice up the stiff atm0sphere lurrs.
which was like damn funnyy larrs.
hahas..
especiallyy the instruct0r t0m larrs.
l0ls.
this m0rnin t00k 333 to JE interchange..
actuallyy sh0uld be 0nlyy less than 10 min ride de l0rr.
den this bus actuallyy s0 qianda swerved all the wayy to JW..
0mg..
then it turned and turned and turned.
r0und and r0und and r0und larrs.
then ab0ut half an hour later i reached le.
i was like damn nt happyy lia0 larrs.
then went h0me that time i t00k mrt.
bused home t00.
then i pei yuting so i t00k 334.
sians.
unluckyy again..
that bus d0ntkn0w g0 where larrs.
then i needed to walk all the wayy back from a far distance.
l0ls.
then i cr0ssed the overhead bridge f0r n0thing larrs.
cause i didnt even t00k the bus l0rr.
came back home then mummyy talked ab0ut tuiti0n larrs.
sians.
i d0ntknowla.
my head is thr0bbing.
iveryynthappyla.
d0ntkn0wy0s0.
talking ab0ut s0me pe0ple just irks me larrs.
IRKS.
PRSENT TENSE HAO BU HAO.
FUTURE TENSE ALSO.
IRKING.
dia0s.
eat with right ppl mahss.
cann0t anyh0w ch00se de w0rs.
HEN DAO WEI KOU DE WORS!
s0 i rather eat shit als0.
WONT EAT WITH DAO WEI KOU DE REN!!
hear that fcukin name 0r even worse see dat fcukin face.
DAO WEI KOU BLOOD BOILS LARRS!
heehee^^
mummyy fed me c0c0nut drink^^
t0dayy for grp skit..
i t0t up the c0ncept for ALPHA ONE.
ab0ut an angel and devil and a drug pusher and a victim and a message c0nveyor.
then we w0n first! :)
many thanks t0 the funnyyman ian wh0 supplied all the funny ch0ps! :}
kaYS.
BB..

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9:17 PM

Monday, June 02, 2008

loL.
i changed my blogskin and song again.
hahas.
i like this blogskin lotslots.
hope euu enjoy.
cause i lurvee it muchmuch.
heehee.
tmr i hab sana course from 9-5.30..
sians.
hope i wont sleep in the midst.
all of euu enjoy the june hols wors! :)

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5:18 PM

Sunday, June 01, 2008

I VERYY SAD LURRS.
JAP GOES MSIA FOR ONE WEEK LE.
I WILL MISS HIM LOTS LOTS DE.
MUST TAKE GOOD CARE HAVE FUN AND DONT MISS ME.
FASTER COME BACK PEI WO WORS.^^
RECENTLY I FELL IN LURVE WITH THIS SONG "CRY ON MY SHOULDERS"
SOMETHING LIDDAT BAHS I DONT KNOW THE TITLE WELL.
SAD SAD SAD.
Y WONT I EVER GET TO DECIPHER MY FEELINGS.
I DONT LIKE THE REALITY.
I DONT LIKE ME.
I AM OBLIVIOUS TO THE OBLIVION.
BELIEFS ARE SO VAGUE SO VULNERABLE.
SO SUSCEPTIBLE TO RECALCITRANT WRONGS THAT I AM ENRAPTURED TO.
DIDNT GET CAUGHT BETWEEN DENIAL AND LAMENTATIONS
NOR AUDACIOUS SPASMS OF CRUELTY ENSHROUDING ME.
THE WEAKENED FORTITUDE.
CRUMBLING STAGE.
CANT GET THE HANG OF IT.
DAMN.

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2:35 PM